give you 2 guesses at what my new picture is of, and when someone figures it out then i will change it.

i am soooo psyched about my music video. i know what i am doing for sure and even started story boarding. yeah!! plus i still have the band, and i get to wear wings!!
oh this will be sooo awesome.

but i should go work on copying my history. dum da dum....

i am really tired and bored and i forgot what i was saying.
anyways, yeah

we get our ap history tees tomorrow and i am psyched!!

soooo,
i feel like doing a bit of reconciling with some of the people who i may have hurt.
soo if you believe that you fit into this category then call my cell 799-0494 or you can post.

oh and chad is going to be in my music video. i will get to dress him all punk, it will be cute.

anyways have a good night while i get pissed off at WMIS b/c their service sucks!

too many people honked at me today.
1. anthony
2. dana
3. matt

it was dazing and strange.

i think i will be using aspen for my senior pics.

i am sad, i came home and cried

i don't really know why, but i feel panicky and began to cry. since then i have been sad, and i like this song-- especially when i am sad.

A(n) (un)healthy thought
it's sad that these are true, oh but i wish they would have had "lover i don't have to love" as an option.


You are "When the Curious Girl Realizes She is
Under Glass". You like thoughts of being
with loved ones and being devoted. You tend to
be selfish, but in an artistic way, or at least
you claim it is for art. Oh yeah, and pills are
very good friends of yours. (or they should
be.)


Which BRIGHT EYES song are you?
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I saw anthony at the grocery store and he said hi to me!!
it adds to the suspicion that he likes me, eek! that would be cool, even though he is friends w/ chad. i don't care anymore though, i'm not going to prom either way but i sorta like anthony, he's nice.
hehehehe, he smiled at me!!!!

life
so the j girl is up and about, being grounded isn't that bad. it's like normal, i still have all of my priveleges but my mom just bitches at me to do more stuff. i deffinitley can't leave the house w/ friends but i am still allowed to do some stuff. i have to work all next week to pay a rather large bill...cough, cough...
i got a tanning package for my birthday though. my mom gave it to me early so even though i can't leave, i might as well look like i did. hehe.
other than that i am super bored. chad and i are running on monday, wed. and friday. he is also tutoring me this week. joy...
mr. tews joked that chad would teach me algebra and i would teach chad to kiss, but chad is way not my style, and sorta like a brother.
spent most of the weekend sleeping and watching movies, finished HP year 4 in about 4 days, loved that book... can't wait till tomorrow to get year 5!!!

i got caught doing some messed up shit this weekend. I am grounded and i don't really want to talk about it, but i'm probly not going to chicago now, and i really hate myself for not listening to my conscience and mr. dufty.