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2004 25 March :: 6.23 pm
i am soo mad about the whole chad/ missy thing.
i like him so much and he is going with her... she is stupider than i am!
anyways, i am going to prom with either sam or some random guy that i con into taking me, but since i am ugly i will probly be going with sam.
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2004 24 March :: 8.28 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Liz Phair-- Canary
so it seems that i am a hopeless, lovelorn bitch.
no body wants to go to prom with me, let alone talk to me and i am depressed.
how lovely.
it's so nice to know that you are apreciated.
oh and chad is going to prom with missy...
4 find grace |
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2004 21 March :: 3.48 pm
i love gay boys named dave, with cruela devil hair and only one eye brow becuase his sister shaved the other one off.
oh and i look like a poodle...
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2004 11 March :: 10.50 pm
:: Mood: deserted
:: Music: Blink 182-- StockHolm Syndrom
just so every one knows:
i am crazy
i won't go into depth but if you care to know about what i am talking about, ask me at school.
1 find grace |
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2004 10 March :: 4.42 pm
:: Music: Evanescense-- My Immortal
well chillun' the j girl came back
i am still a lost and confused little bitch but i have fun destroying myself in the mean while...
oh and here is something that reminds me of jessa:
Classy Babe
What Kind of Girl Are You?
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1 find grace |
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2003 17 December :: 3.37 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Smile Empty Soul-- Bottom of the bottle
just to let you all know...
i resign from woohu. Andy i love ya but i am sick of this maniacal bull shit.
adios
arivoir
see ya
2 find grace |
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2003 11 December :: 10.26 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Liz Phair-- mesmerizing
new decision.
i am figuring that i don't really have friends at this point and only fucks that read my journal and leave anonymous post because they either have me on their friends list and want to piss me off or they are pretending to be my friends and don't realize that i know that they don't like me but fake it anyways.
i mean seriously, you're friends with me until i quit or you go and fuck someone that i disaprove of. give me a break, obviously we weren't that good of friends to begin with.
on another note please notice that i have like 8 people listed on my friends list, 38 people have me on theirs... get the point? i am really sick of being treated like i am nothing but a speck of dust. i just want to feel love, to be held in someone's arms knowing that when i leave in 20 minutes, my 'boyfriend' isn't slumming into someone elses. is that too much to ask?
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2003 10 December :: 6.01 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Blink 182--I miss you
things i will miss when i die...
1. cristmas cookies (making them and eating them)
2. pizza-- especially steins
3. spending time with my 'friends'
4. shopping, mostly shopping for me and my nephew/ godson
5. watching my 'friends' be idiots
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2003 9 December :: 4.19 pm
Bill Gates
Circle I Limbo Hipsters
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Geeks
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Democrats
Circle IV Rolling Weights George Bush
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx The bastards who keep my love life in the craps
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Osama bin Laden
Circle VII Burning Sands Saddam Hussein
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell
1 find grace |
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2003 8 December :: 9.57 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: The Beatles-- Twist and shout
just a pirate chasing booty
i am making christmas cookies right now and i need some milk dammit.
actually i am making the frosting but i still need the milk.
it seems baking makes me think alot, about friends, school-- chad.
hmmm...
i really do like him but i am such a dork. i sit there and he is right next to me or starring me right in the eyes and i just freak out and want to burry my head in the sand.
oh goodie.
i got the nightmare before christmas soundtrack on a limited edition vinyl. i love it.
oh and what the hell is up with 'friends' these days?
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2003 4 December :: 6.51 pm
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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2003 4 December :: 6.33 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Blink 182--I miss you
i realy like him. i am a dork about it too
like your crazy almost, you can't even be by him in the hall without coming towards hyperventalating.
he was gone today though. ironic he was gone and i felt dizzy and natious all day. hmm....
3 find grace |
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2003 24 November :: 6.53 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Fiona Apple- Love Ridden
the josie-0 is sooo happy
i just heard from alex.
plus i know that my cousin and baby are at grandmas!!!
2 find grace |
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2003 21 November :: 4.26 pm
:: Mood: What happened to friends?
:: Music: Puddle of Mudd-- Blurry
tear*
as i look through my friends list and walk down the hall the pain hits me. How i have these people who i call my friends or who i have given that name to in the past and now we have separrated to the point of not knowing what we are now, and i want to bleed, cry and rip myself to peices.
Mainly, for being me .
3 find grace |
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2003 21 November :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: Loving
:: Music: Alicia Keys Ft Busta-- Fallin' Remix
This is sadly true
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Sort of ironic that i would get this considering that i was pining all day...
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