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2003 20 November :: 5.14 pm
:: Music: Liz Phair-- Dance of the Seven Veils
You are Cinnamon.
You are fiery and passionate. You pour your heart into everything you do, and you don't stop when you set your mind to something. You let people know exactly what's on your mind. However, your friends are sometimes put off by your intense drive and fiery personality.
Most Compatible With: Spearmint
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2003 19 November :: 5.04 pm
while taking a quiz i just realized two of my favorite things to do or that i want to do can be done in bed...
hmm
no wonder i'm so lazy
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2003 18 November :: 3.21 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Chingy-- Holidae Inn
how do you make a guy like you?
or at least try to catch his attention...
oh and j burt,
try to come up this fri. or sat. and watch me in flowers for algernon (our school play)
oh guess what? I might be getting a pimpin' ride!
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2003 16 November :: 10.28 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Willa Ford / Lady May-- A toast to men
if anyone cares i quit my job.
i walked out, i got sick of hearing about mindy being a dumb ass and not thinking that i do good enough. and sick of having to make "requests" to take time off when i have to have it off and then get schedualed when the bitch knew damn well i couldn't work.
oh well i am not working at that shit hole any more and maybe i can loose weight now.
Dad rehired me and starting tuesday i work as a sales girl for the holidays.
i only feel bad b/c i walked out on tony marker and she was always nice.
oh yeah and fuck the god damn dartmouth college case
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2003 12 November :: 6.42 pm
well isn't it nice to feel like a failure all day?
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2003 12 November :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: amused
you know it's kind of funny,
i just went through the 14mile BK and
i saw....
Dun Da Da Daaa:
Nate
he didn't even realize it was me at first because i was leaning back and when he did, right after the
have a nice...
the day dropped like a bomb escaping his lips.
ahhh. the pleasures of being hated.
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2003 12 November :: 8.39 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Spiderbait-- Sunshine on my window
Sunshine on my window
makes me happy
like I should be
Outside
all around me
really sleazy
then it hits me
dont tell me
you cant see
what it means to me
leaving
Meanwhile
In the moonlight
purple people
unforseeful
Lonely
as they may be
very peachy
then it hits me
dont tell me
you cant see
what it means to me
leaving me
Sunshine
on my window
makes me happy
like i should be
outside
all around me
really sleezy
then it hits me
dont tell me
you cant see
what it means to me
leaving
dont tell me
you cant see
what it means to me
leaving me
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2003 12 November :: 8.18 am
:: Mood: disgusted
:: Music: Eve 6-- think twice
it seems that i am getting sick of woohu.
it's a good site but i don't have the time for it anymore.
i went to the school only to find out about the two hour delay and have to walk back home.
My "best friend" wants to be with one of the people who i hate more than life itself and i sort of just want to quit school and become detached, sit around coffee shops smoking, write bad poetry and paint bad pictures.
I got pissed off last night and painted on my project for art class. we aren't supposed to paint but i really don't care anymore.
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2003 1 November :: 11.57 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Eve 6-- think twice
I am tired, and confused.
Like why all of a sudden when Jessa moves she suddenly hates me. what have i done to her. i am nice to her, smile sit quietly and listen, this has started to be bull shit.
Also, on other terms work sucked!
I don't understand why linda hates me and why amanda is all spend the night one minute and then, no i'm too tired and i don't feel good the next.
it was cool when cody made that all so not subtle pass at me though. LOL
oh well, i will be over it when i get up tomorrow
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2003 29 October :: 3.10 pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: Custom--Special
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.
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i am feeling fiesty today, i can't wait to get to work
i really want chad. and it's so cute what liz told me, but i want him none the less
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2003 27 October :: 7.03 am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Seether-- Gasoline
this is my reply to seether's song, and to the person who hates me so much right now.
Here i am your beauty queen
been getting high off nicotine
Smoke a pack everyday, take
diet pills to loose this weight.
You said I'm beautiful once more,
but you won't dare knock on my door.
Been doing coke--- i can't stay clean
but here i am your beauty queen.
If you don't love me anymore
why are my clothes across your floor?
I'm lying next to you in bed
but you told me that we're not friends
So, why am i your beauty queen?
Mascaras running down my face
i try so hard can't win the race
throwing up, upon the seat,
can't seem to stand, it's too hard a feat
I lay here dying, so ugly now
but i still am your
BEAUTY QUEEN
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2003 25 October :: 11.42 am
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Tainted love
Whoot!
I met amanda's daughter olivia today.
she is soo cute, she kept eating my breakfast. I love little kids.
at 5ish lizzie, annie and i are going to see either school of rock or runaway jury.
mom is buying me devil horns and a rhps pin!
WhooT!
eek i am so excited for today.
and zack took his act's today. he is like a super smart kiddo.LoL. I really like him. and a few juniors at my school. who only liz knows who they are.:P
oh well. Peace out girl scout!
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2003 21 October :: 10.50 pm
well kids,
don't look for more than it's worth from my writings.
remember:
i don't have a heart
i discarded that momento when i was 7
if only you could understand this shit that i go through.
shat my mind is telling me, how i hide myself.
if only you could grasp all of this, then you could tell me your crap on how i need to stop pitying myself-when i don't.
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2003 21 October :: 10.37 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Limp Bizkit-- Behind Blue Eyes
Are you happy now?
first of all it's my journal and i was trying to sort out my thoughts. hmph
second of all to clear things up, no i don't like tyler. i do however, enjoy his company.
third and foremost i will openly admit that i am messed up, ask anybody, i am crazy.
so i get a friendship back and manage to throw it back out in 2 days. congrats jos. you have formally been given the biggest screw up award, for every one who cares the fine print reads:
beware, because i will fuck you up worse than an overdose.
i constantly have these people riding my ass, it seems i can't let loose at all. ARGHHHHH! The most relieving thing is going to bed and pretending to be in some man's arms, safe and warm. Where i can be nice-- not biting or scratching because he won't stop tickling me or making me feel like a child.
*sigh*
oh well, another day. maybe i will get my prince charming, but i truely doubt that it will be any time soon.
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2003 21 October :: 7.09 am
good job me.
you fucked it up again...
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