Heya
Prom was last night. For all of you that i told that john and i might do stuff, we didn't. We kept our pants on. But he leaves in just over a month. He's leaving for the air force. I'll miss him. and i just might never be the same because he is leaving...

It was sometime when you kissed my neck that i knew you wanted me too
I want him like crazy, this is good because he wants me. I am all twiterpatted and flustered. I met his mom. SHe was nice but strange. Umm, got my prom shoes. yeah!!
dodododododo. hmmm. how about i leave and reminicse for a while.
love yas,
josie

umm... right

Say Goodbye


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we played phone tag all day today. I hope i see him tomorrow. I feel like a silly little girl. hehe.
Oh well, maybe i am just a silly little girl to him. I wouldn't be surprised.

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


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hey all,
friday is our 2nd date, i can't wait!

I am kinda bored right now but it's all good cuz i'm downloading new tunes:P
But yeah i will see ya'll tomorrow!

Som epeople are so fucking gay. GRRRR. I just wanna pull out an assault riffle in shoot their dumb asses.
I think i messed up with john. But i guess it's not a big deal. Ai Vei.
BLah
the world is spining in pretty circles again. DAmmIT now i have to take more f**kin motrin

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
i feel like i am going to blow some mad chunks right now. Blah
Yeah anyways i popped my sacral illiac out of place somehow and it is "healing" and hurting like a bitch
that's about it. I'll ttyl
oh is it normal to have everything spin when nothing is really moving?

J. K.
Well my date(so to speak) was fun. we stayed at crystals and then john and i got some pizza from oregano's. My parent's like him. My mom is kinda iffy about us hooking up. I'm not worried though. he's a good kid so eh. But my good friends will find out the details on monday.L8r

Well hey there guys. God school has been so busy lately. AHHHH!!!
LOL. Anyways I just retyped my research paper(hopefully i get an A) I am going to see Once upon a matress on Thursday at Cedar and i am going to try to get over to MC and watch their production. But i gotta go cuz john has probly been tyring to get ahold of me for like a half hour. oh well. :D

The new concept for relation ships... and a creeping fear.
first the fear... I am worried about kevin and that's all that i will say about it other than that bitch punched me today


now on the relationship bit. I am going to try and not get attached. Attachment hasn't gotten me any further than broken things.
..........................................

i love you

do you really need the words?

yes, very much. and once you say them i won't ever let you take them back.
..........................................

That's how i feel. I wanna suck all the love out of life and treasure it forever.LOL
it's kinda childish but i need the feeling. It's been rather empty lately.


oh and you( special boy from school who won't read this)
you bady is a wonderland. hehehe