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2002 14 December :: 9.00 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
We finnally got direct tv back. I am so f*ing happy!!!
I love WAM!!
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2002 13 December :: 11.40 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Joan Armatradin-- The weakness in me
The christmas dance was tonight. It's funny ya know you would think that i would be having a great time, but my mind is 50 miles away remembering the dance at muskegon catholic; wishing that i went to school there and that everybody loved me. Beautiful me. haha. ah, i am so tired, oh so tired of these aweful people that are always surrounding me
I miss you jessa:(
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2002 13 December :: 11.39 pm
I am RUFIO.
Find out which band you are!
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2002 13 December :: 11.19 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Eddie Brickell-- What i am
Well it's official... Some people are born assholes and some people turn into two faced bastards.
I cried for the first time in a long time last night. It was different. Amazing almost. But i am still torn apart in side so it didn't do much good.
Do i really look that bad in my cheerleading uniform?
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2002 13 December :: 5.35 pm
:: Music: 3 doors down- When I'm gone
Today is our first home game!!!
I will be off in like 1/2 an hour.
Hope to see ya'll at holly hop
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2002 12 December :: 10.04 pm
:: Mood: disgusted
GOD IF YOU ALL HATE ME SO MUCH WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL ME?
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2002 12 December :: 8.15 pm
:: Mood: amused
FAIRY TALE  nce upon a time there has a young PHOTOGRAPHER named KYLE. He was IMMIDIATELY RUNNING in the LATE forest when he met SAD RYAN, a run-away PRINCE from the EVIL Queen AVRIL.
KYLE could see that SAD RYAN was hungry so he reached into his JAR and give him his ABROAD MACARONI AND CHEESE. SAD RYAN was thankful for KYLE's MACARONI AND CHEESE, so he told KYLE a very GREAT story about Queen AVRIL's daughter JOSIE. How her mother, the EVIL Queen AVRIL, kept her locked away in a TOWER protected by a gigantic DRAGON, because JOSIE was so SWEET. KYLE JOGGED. He vowed to SAD RYAN the PRINCE that he would save the SWEET JOSIE. He would SLAY the DRAGON, and take JOSIE far away from her eveil mother, the EVIL Queen AVRIL, and MAKE LOVE TO her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a MERE STORM and SAD RYAN the PRINCE began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic DRAGON from his story. EVIL Queen AVRIL SWAM out from behind a SPORK and struck KYLE dead. In the far off TOWER you could hear a BANG. THE END. Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com
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2002 12 December :: 7.58 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Lennon- Couldn't breathe
why is everything happy when i am sad and vice versa?
Matt told me that i am a friend of his today. It was interesting.
Jessa can see through my pain and still bring out the happy thoughts. So can justin but all i really want right now is to feel needed. We got our cheerleading pictures today so when i get them i will post them. Blah. Grr. SO tired and sick and fed up with everything.
Everyone should come to the game tomorrow and then go to holly hop!! Come watch me cheer. We start around 7pm.
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2002 12 December :: 7.54 pm
:: Mood: drained
to think that i am depressed and they give me this:
this is my way to live
What about yours?
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2002 11 December :: 8.38 pm
:: Mood: All the bad things-- depressing things-- rolled in
:: Music: Saliva-- Always
I feel a brick on my chest and it hurts. I was very bitchy today and if i agrivated you i am very sorry.
I had an alright time last night. The nice thing was Mr. Perfect was there but i came to realize that no matter what i can't get any guy at CS.
There are so many reasons i won't even get into it, but i am continiously falling down. I am ready to stay there. Maybe if i didn't just spend 72$ on cheerleading stuff i would quit. 'Aih Ve'
So yes if you would like a jab at my wounded heart or would like to try and mend it go ahead and post.
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2002 11 December :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Disturbed-- Violence Fetish
I got mystery before but eh. IDK none of them are much like me
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Especially that all guys yearn for you thing. Ha i doubt it.
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2002 11 December :: 7.17 pm
:: Mood: content
What swear word are you?
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2002 9 December :: 7.18 pm
billy is being mean but oh well nothing new. :P
I love Cheese!!!!
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2002 8 December :: 5.41 pm
:: Music: Spiderbait-- Sunshine on my window
well today was a waste of a day
ladedade
i have to make cookies for my cheer buddy:P
That should be fun. Blah. Anyways yeah check ya l8r foo.
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2002 7 December :: 10.47 pm
I went and saw harry potter. It was a good movie. woohu. anyways i am watching a halmark movie now. Blah.
I will see yall on monday:D
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