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:: 2002 30 November :: 8.45 pm
:: Music: POD-- Whatever it takes

Okay so we went out to chinese for dinner. I don't much like that type of food. blahech.
My closet organiser is like almost broken and it is pissin me off. grrr.
I decided we all ned to watch HP2 sometime this week to bust out of the schedual. Anyways, If yall wanna go out sometime this week hit me a line.

PS i am feeling gettafied for some reason. I think it was the food. HAHA

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:: 2002 30 November :: 8.44 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Vita ft/ Ashanti-- Justify my Love

these are so f*ing hilarious. LOL.





Which Graduation Girl are you?


What box do you get put in?

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:: 2002 30 November :: 3.56 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic

When it rains, it pours
Are you saying you believe? No but i have a pretty good idea...

I just watched Dogma. I love that movie. It's gr8.
Jay & silent bob are funny. But hey man i can't get past Barntobi and loki. ooh are they hotties. LOL.
Anyways i will be sitting around here if anyone wants to go do sumthin call me.
L8r Kids

4 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2002 29 November :: 3.11 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: White Stripes-- Offend in Every Way



Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela



Okay i am putting this in here b/c it is funny. absolutley none of these "groups" are me but it is incredibly amusing. I am mostly a clash of these 2:



Who are you?

Quiz made by Angela


Who are you?

haha
how stupid

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:: 2002 29 November :: 3.00 pm

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Where Did Your Soul Originate?

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:: 2002 29 November :: 2.45 pm
:: Mood: devious

the rugrats are growing up. haha. It's like the only thing on tv. god it's funny.
I am talking to this kid that i haven't talked to for years. I miss him. It's funny. He's this party animal and i still haven't been to one. Weird. Oh well

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:: 2002 28 November :: 6.03 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Arlo Guthrie-- Alice's Restaurant

i am bored and tired.
Blah. Turkey makes you tired. Oh well.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

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:: 2002 27 November :: 9.16 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins-- Bullet w/ butterflys wings

see i don't under stand how you can hate someone but call them a freind. Strange how the pengelum swings.

Anyways, my mom is being a bitch. She is satans spawn. grr. She is threatening to get rid of the computer. But hey whatever.

Today sucked ass. Mostly b/c of my family. I want to leave this place. I have 2 more years to go. BAh
I will see ya'll on monday. Ahh it's to far away

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:: 2002 26 November :: 7.12 pm
:: Music: the 12 pains of Christmas

And when I'm with him I feel fine, If I could kiss him I wouldn't mind the time it took to find, My man....


Well i haven't quite found him yet but i have some people in mind:D

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:: 2002 26 November :: 6.43 pm
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins-- Farewell and Goodnight

Da daa da dum da daa da dum da daa dadadadum
I was sitting in the front room, I was sipping on my coffee...

Anyways the seniors sing that like everyday so i had it stuck in my brains.



This is what i meant:
Goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tite
May it hold you through the winter of a long night
And keep you from the loneliness of yourself
Heart strung is your heart frayed and empty
Cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love
It's unsung, and I say Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all that's pure that's in your heart
Goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
Head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a night light
Be careful not to let the bedbugs sleep tight nestled in your covers
The sun shines but I don't
A silver rain will wash away
And you can tell, it's just as well
Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all that's pure that's in your heart

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:: 2002 25 November :: 9.28 pm
:: Mood: envious
:: Music: Adam Sandler-- Peice of shit car

HAHAHA. My car is getting new break pads. Oh god. I hate that thing. oh well. It also needs new headlights and a paint job. LOL. What a peice of shit.

I decided that when i have a better car there is no smoking allowed. Mostly because it smells bad and makes it hard for me to breathe.

Um Kevin is stupid. Life might be great, and seeing skin and underwear of people who you once fooled around with makes me sad...


I need to wake up beautiful tomorrow and everyday on b/c i really want this guy but he is way out of my league; well more like we talk but i am the same age as his sister wich could put stress on the weld that i would like to make. In other news matt wants to marry jessa. Crystal is taking it slow w/ marc and my buddy liz is flustered by the inconvinience of confusion that she has approached.
Bah i am going to fail Biology. Grrr, mr armstrong's class sucks!

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:: 2002 25 November :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: ACDC-- Back in Black( for Liz Artecki and Kyle Kleenex)

SO i found out some interesting news today. But i'll never tell online!!! :D

I told kyle that i was getting flustered b/c i can't find any flaws in him. HMMMMMM....
He was like why are you looking >> Think fast >> Umm b/c your the only perosn i know that doesn't have I HAVE PROBLEMS across their fore head. HAHAHA. Right like i was going to tell him what i wanted to. HAHAHA.

There's pigeons down in market square, i'm standing there in my underwear. Speaking of which they have some good clearance undies at hot topic-- I got a pair of playboy undies for $4. Yeah.

That was a while ago but umm yes. Darby talked to sowa. Finally. this is what was said

One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
DARBY!!!
Day of the Triffids says:
JOSIE!
Day of the Triffids says:
!!
One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
have you talked to sowa?
Day of the Triffids says:
I saw him at a hockey game last week, we were walking past each other and I pulled him aside for a sec, he chuckled about it
One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
did he now
One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
did he remember anything?
Day of the Triffids says:
Yeah his face got red
One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
LOL
One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
that's great
Day of the Triffids says:
I only talked to him for a min or so, but I got a favorable impression
One more time to kill the pain: I feel summer creeping in and i'm getting tired of this town again says:
that's cool

THe only ? i have is was that a good his face got red or an embarased one?

I will see you all tomorrow.
Huggz and Kissez,
Josie <3

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2002 24 November :: 9.59 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins-- 1979

My eyes are clouded
my tears can't fade
and i'm still wanting you

the years have passed
between love and hate
and i still come crawling back to you

I still sit here
i think the same things
this life is a vicous circle
just as i have learned in the last year

From one to another
I search for someone to love
But constantly hit
I fall upon the ground




That was nice. Refreshing. blah. SO tired. think i will be asleep soon in my warm bed, dreaming of one of two people. maybe both.
It's strange. I have changed my perspectives, I want to make me happy now. I have always wanted what was the best for those who i loved but now i must be here for me. In case everything else deserts me. ugh. Life sucks


Oh and a qoute from the best geometry teacher "the only thing you have to do in life is die..."-- Mr. Robert Neier

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2002 24 November :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: Ozzy Osbourne-- Dreamer


which eye are you?

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Go figure

But is it really that obvious?

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:: 2002 24 November :: 4.49 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

some people have really annoying relatives. no alot of people do. Anyways life is hell. as always. I went to church today. It was weird, oh well i had to watch the little kids so i didn't hear like 3/4s of the service. Cheerleading is going to be taking over my life starting tomorrow( we have to learn like 60 cheers in 2 weeks and i cant remeber life 3 out of 5 that we learned). Zoiks. I have youth group tonight. GAH!! i need to find music so i am out. have a nice night and party!!

Oh someone needs to buy me some krispy kreme doughnuts to make me smile:D

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