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2002 4 November :: 2.53 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
The realizations are coming....
okay i had to walk home today b/c dana totaled her car but wth. anyways i walked by these trees and i remembered that when i was little i used to be so scared to walk down that side walk because it was like you were in a forest, hahaha. It is really funny now.
Oh and i am jealous of dani b/c she has driver's training w/ ryan. :( oh well.
Also as for Hans
1. I am sick b/c i ran 3miles to his house on saturday
2. I wan't to break up but i don't
i still have feelings so i am going to sit it out a while...
yeah so leave input or whatever but no bs about him hitting me; I bit him 1st so yeah it is kinda even...
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2002 2 November :: 6.01 pm
:: Mood: Interested
:: Music: Aqua-- Barbie Girl
What kind of punk kid are you?
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2002 2 November :: 1.23 pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: Fiona Apple- Mistake
Good job CS Hawks... see Billy I just said what ya'll needed to hear cuz you whooped some ass last night.
Any ways here is a fun little quizez:
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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2002 1 November :: 8.01 pm
:: Mood: satisfied
yummy yummy yummy i have pizza in my tummy!
Everyone try Oregeno's Pizza in Downtown Rockford.
They have awesome food.
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2002 1 November :: 8.11 am
:: Mood: contemplative
I don't know what to do; i mean yeah he is fun but at the same time he drives me crazy,
We get along so well when we are together until he tries to be cool and starts acting like a butt munch and then we only argue on the phone,
i don't think this is meant to be... if things get worse i will break up with him. Bah i don't know anymore.
2 find grace |
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2002 30 October :: 8.50 pm
FRIENDS:
Best:
*Girls: Jessa, Dee, Dana, Teri
*Guys: Alex
You've Known the Longest: Amy, Ryan J., Justin
You've known the least longest: Jessa, Hans, J Burt, Andre
You can tell anything to: Alex, Dee
Lives farthest away: Joe, Alex and peeps from MC
Lives closest: Jessa
Weirdest: Alex
Funniest: ME!!!
Shyest: Darby
Quietest: Justin Burt
Smartest: Tara
Coolest: Melisa from MC
Flirtiest: Amy
Cutest: Andre
Prettiest: Tasha
Tallest: ME, Jay
Shortest: Elaina
Most outgoing: Dee
Most hyper: Jay
Most charming: Yeah right!!
Most friendly: Tasha
Most caring: HAHAHA
Most sensitive: Jessa
Most Popular: Elaina and Patty
Most creative: Jessa
Most annoying: Hans
Most "off and on": Jake or Jessa
Most TRULY unique: Kevin
Most Pampered: Erin
Most kissable: Ryan W.
Most confusing: Ryan W.
Always there for you: Jessa
Always makes you laugh: Jake Mellama
Always has something clever to say: Dee
Always makes you really think: Sischo
Always brightens your day: Dani or Jessie W.
Most daring: Alex
Most outrageous: Kevin
Most blonde at heart: ME<3
Best Hair: Emily
Best Eyes: Jake
Best Smile: Jessie W.
Most likely to become famous: Kevin
Most likely to star in a "got milk ad": Jessa
Most likely to become a Hollywood actress: Andrea or Elaina
Most likely to become a writer: Jessa
Most likely to go to Harvard: Gunnie
Most likely to end up flipping burgers at the local fast food restaurant: Teri
Most likely to become a celebrity athlete: Diana
First to get married: Jessa
Last to get married: Dee
The one who will probably never get married: Hans
The casanova: Casey
The player: Jake
One who'll have the most kids: Jake
One who'll have the least: Alex
One who'll be your maid of honor: Dee
One who'll be your best man: Alex
One whose like the sister god forgot to give you: Kara Stermin or Ashli Kage
One whose like the brother god forgot to give you: James Golden- we act enough like it kinda...
2 find grace |
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2002 30 October :: 8.38 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
EFFING BLOODY HELL!!!!
Okay so i will make my effign decisions jsut b/c you are my bf doesn't mean your my boss and damn you for lecturing me on the consequences of od-ing and drinking.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
okay then
jsutin good for you effing shoot him.
I am sick of hearing him brag and do exactly wtf he complains about. ggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! So yes who is in favor of us breaking up if things suck ass tomorrow night? please post and let me know!
aanndd also effing ryan was going up and down the math wing during 6th hour making me want to go hit him for dancing about in front of my class when i was trying to 'concentrate'. so yes that was my day
good day to you---
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2002 29 October :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Fiona Apple- For My Love
Hey guys watz up
my bf shadowed me at school so what did ya'll think of him?
he is transfering next monday:)
i just got this email and here is what sherry said about me:
Most TRULY unique: Joslyn
Always has something clever to say: Jossy
Most likely to become famous: Joslyn
Most likely to become a Hollywood actress: Joslyn
ah i love my friends.
Oh i cut jessa's hair. she likes it so i am happy...
anyways getting late and i am rather tired so hopefully my bf doesn't call back.
BLAH i am so effing tired.
Oh and i am going to be effing Britney Spears for Halloween!
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2002 28 October :: 8.25 am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: DC- Swiss Army Romance
VOTE NO ON PROPOSAL 4
Which John Cusack Are You?
Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?
Yeah have fun kids
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2002 27 October :: 6.18 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Natalie Imbuglia-- torn
Boobs; Asses; Paxil Boxers; Shut up you two....
That sums it up for the most part...LOL
God jess i love you...:P
I met this kid at catholic named Jeremy Sowa. Funny kid. he was drinking and smelled of peppermint schnopps.LOL. Anyways i danced with him for like an hour. It is strange having a relationship, i am so used to being single. God it was hard keeping myself under control.
And Darby if you read this before you talk to me again you better Email me about what you two talked about boy.!!
Anyways my boyfriend is at campus life right now.*frowns* i want to see that damn boy. Ah yes for christmas he is getting a whipped cream bikini,LOL.
No probly not. Not for a while. I don't want to rush things.
God i am tired
my parents went shopping while i was gone and i still got stuff. :P it was gr8
anyways i will see you guys at school tomorrow. It should be interesting
2 find grace |
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2002 22 October :: 9.11 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Mob Deep ft/ 112- Hey luv
Hans sat on the phone for like 2 hours telling me how much he loves me and misses me... oh god i love that boy... yeah *sigh*
oh yes
and i might see him tomorrow
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2002 22 October :: 6.42 pm
:: Music: Rapheal Saadiq-- You should be here
i miss him...
we are talking right now, ahhh...
yeah i wanna go see him
wah
love ya
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2002 21 October :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: on cloud 9
:: Music: Foreigner- Feels like the first time
To the Night
so yeah...
here's how it went
I went over there at like 6ish and we went out to get em n go...
they forgot to put my food in the bag so i ate some of his...
33 kisses
15 good byes
42 hugs
and 1 new boyfriend...
it was all so cute and innocent
1,2,3 kisses and then he was like hey will you go out with me
i love it
i miss him and i have only been here for half an hour...
ah he is a jumpy fellow though, i miss him
and yes i do love you too i jsut won't feed your ego any more...
2 find grace |
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2002 20 October :: 8.56 pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: Eagle eye cherry- save tonight
so anyone care to start a pole on when he will ask me out?
i was hoping this weekend but he did say that he likes me... he even went as far as saying he loves me
i might go over there tomorrow... i can't wait until then. :D
anyways yeah
i like him i want to go out with him ... i can't wait until tomorrow.
oh and we talked until the phone went dead... i will see you in my dreams... AHH i want him!
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