why does life suck?
why does everyone hate me?
why can't i find someone who will support me?


BAH! It is pointless life sucks a giant dick called cedar springs michigan

Your Existing Situation
Needs peace and quiet. Desires a close and faithful partner from whom to demand special consideration and unquestioning affection. If these requirements are not met, is liable to turn away and withdraw altogether.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Distressed by the obstacles with which she is faced and is no mood for any form of activity or for further demands on her. Needs peace and quiet, and the avoidance of anything which might distress her further.


Your Desired Objective
Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make herself well-liked by her obvious interest and by the very openness of her charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.

Your Actual Problem
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality.





that was interesting...

Ya know this is b/s you all treat me like shit when i have supposedly done something wrong but when i try to find out what i have done to fix it you ignore me. Then when you insist that it is all my fault and that i am such an evil person you tear down the last of the strength i have but that doesn't matter to you because you just keep on doing it.
I surely hope i die from this one because i am so sick of you angry words that you are even to afraid for me to know who you are that is saying them.
if your saying it to ruin me then to tell the truth i was ruined before high school before middle school and before most of you knew me. I hope you all burn in hell for your travesties.



" you can take away everything i own and all of my dreams but it will never disolve the pain i feel inside" -joslyn reynolds September 27, 2002

these are my new observations
1. Dana and Mitch are very immature
2. Although they dislike eachother i find Sischo and Kevin to be nice people
3. I looked adorable at home coming
4. people are annoying
5. i love my friends

heya
i don't like staring @ computer screens!!! it make my eyes tear but we get out of english soon so yeah only one more hour until work!

It's like a nostalgic high but without the memories
i feel nothing right now.
I go to homecoming with alex in two weeks. I miss him and i love him so much.
A french proveb said 'love is friendship set on fire' that is why i start all relationships off as friends. Mostly because you know the real person before you know anything about how they are sexualy. I think that it's better that way, I know somepeople will disagree but that is what i found to be the best for me. It has taken nearly 3 years before i thought about doing anything with alex more than hang out and our friendship is better for that.

I have the worst allergies right now i have been sneezing all day and i hate it!

Mitch is an AssHole
I am a spoiled bitch my ass.
Mitch your a fagget if you don't want to understand anything.
I have reasons that i don't go out with people and mostly because i don't take rules verywell i do what i please when and where i want.
In the case of my parents i pay for what i get. I owe my parents almost $200 for the past week and i have to work that off.
You are a prick and all you want is action, you and jena probly would have been good together and i am not sorry for being a bitch if you were only looking to score you should have went with someone who wanted to be more than friends i have no reason to date a freshman especially if he is going to have tantrum because i wouldn't kiss him.

The sad facts of homecoming
I don't quite understand why i go... i mean every year it sucks and every year i regret going.

anyways
Fact 1- I looked absolutely great
Fact 2- I was a bitch
Fact 3- my friends did not enjoy dinner as much as i thought that they would.
Fact 4- If i go again i need to be dateless unless i have a boyfriend
Fact 5- I got a group picture and a couple picture
Fact 6- Mitch spent $ on me and i think i led him on
Fact 7- I am definitly a bitch for that
Fact 8- I should be partying right now
Fact 9- My mother is an evil ho bag
Fact 10- I need to have more fun


yes that is it.
Mitch,
I am sorry for being a bitch but you and i both knew that i only wanted to be friends and it seems like you definitley wanted more out of tonight than what i gave you. for that i am sorry but you also need to understand that i am very good at teasing by accident and i can't be forced into anything.


God i hate my mom right now!!!