Gunny got King
Elaina got Queen
We won 36 to 15 and i am in love with a boy who will never love me back.
Life is great for some but i got the short straw and was left out on the curb.
Mitch said that i was 'chubby' i am sad. I try to be what will be pleasing but so many still hate me. I still weigh to much but i hold my weight well. everyone says i look like a twig but i see how much i weigh and i don't even bother with a scale anymore... it disgusts me.
I met a boy named CJ today; next year he will be jessica's pet freshman. the game was nice i am still very tired, and i wish he loved me the way i love him.
i hope to go party tomorrow after the dance but hey i might have a good time right...
Here is tomorrow's schedual:
Wake up
Get dressed for work/ must wear button down shirt...
Pickup Mitch's boutinear
Work
Go get hair done
2pm- Get hair done
approx. 4:30pm get home and do make up
approx. 4:45 to 5pm dana comes and gets her makeup done
When finished with makeup get dressed for homecoming
5:30pm Pick up Mitch and Chris
Go out to eat
8pm Homecoming
11:30pm either go party or go sleep depends on if my parental units let me go out

Yuppers that is the preplanned schedual.
oh you want to hear something funny Roman thinks that he is to good for me now that i am not in band, I so hope he gets in one of my classes that he doesn't do for shit in and wants to copy my homework just so i can be a royal bitch about it.
yeah i will be heading to the shower now so toodlou

i went shopping and got my shoes.!! i love them they are so cool. :D yeah anyways. i talked to Elyse and Katie and they think soph. class will win the hall decorating contest.
I had two test today. a couple yesterday and a couple the day before that... god i am getting sick of tests!!!
the thing that i don't understand is how i can fail all the homework assignments and get A's on the geometry tests when i don't friggin study. so tired.
I can't go out after homecoming now and i am so sad about it cuz i want to go to a real party... grrr damn my friggin parents and their controling horse shit.
I'm gonna head to bed now see you guys tomorrow bright and early(gahhh)

Your the thong. Your the spunky one out of all friends.
You keep having fun till it kills you. You always except a challenge and
never back down. You love taking risks and you hold nothing back.

Which underwear are you?



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You love to be pampered and romanced by your men and things like cuddling by a fire, having an intimate meal, or having a long, deep conversation can always put you in the mood. Sex to you is usually more about the man your with than the act itself. Not a one-night stand kind of girl, newness and disconnectedness just don't do it for you. The mature, stable men you prefer to date appreciate your loyalty and big heart, but they especially love the way you inspire their more aggressive, protective masculine side.




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i ahve decided that i hate mr. krusenga's class with a passion but hey hey it's 3 days until homecoming!!
then party...
yeah i am tired and i will probly sleep before i do anything else because i am lazy as all hell.
but ya'll stil love me so its okay.
and he looks in my eyes every time we pass now.! i just wish i could be with him and see through the brick wall he has put up. The poor darling. I just hope that i am doing to him what he has done to me.*sigh* god i love that boy...

I shall have to wait to find out how he feels but i hope that i see him this weekend and maybe somehow the stars will give us the guts to talk for once. I am over scott completely no that i told a friend all that happened between us. i still wish that i could talk to him but hey it's hard to talk through a wall and we both avoid it. I don't blame him though... not after the way i treated him on the phone.
I will probly go to sleep now though. lordy i am tired.

you can be perceived as cold and cynical. your fascination with altering your image may be a sign of insecurity, but it may also show a desire for change and experimentation, especially with wigs and hair dye. you have a "no bullshit" attitude towards life. your talents are often overlooked in favor of your bandmates or colleagues, but fear not. your day will come. which pumpkin are you?

My alex called today he got an email but unfortuneitly when i tried to email him it didn't work.

yeah... i scare my homecoming date. i feel so much better.
i think i will jump off a bridge now...
oh do i scare any one else while i am on the subject?

Oh & it is uncomfortable to sleep in a porsche

10 things i look for in a Guy


10. Don't always take me serious... i like to joke around
9. you have to know the real me
8. you have to like the real me
7. be ready to have fun
6. you need to please me if you expect me to please you
5. you need to get along with my friends
4. you need to appreciate me
3. if you love me show me don't just tell me
2. it helps if your not just looking to score
1. try just being friends FIRST

yeah that is what i say for now. i will think of more write a nice list post it in my locker with pictures of me and friends and shit around it but that's all i could think of so yeah.
love you always,
Josie

i just ate get em and go!!! yay.
i am really hot right now... burning up even.
i am supposed to be taking 500mg of naproxen twice a day since last monday for ten days. My chest feels very compressed and sore.
Maybe i should listen to the doctor... take the naproxen out of my bag and take the damn medicine... well maybe.
it would be smart but oh well,
actually i will go take some right now.!
that solves it i just hope it stops hurting...
damn inflamed sternum.
grrr

Okay this was a perfect setup.


The one they call Josie says:
WAFFLE HOUSE!!!
Mitch says:
IHOP!!!
The one they call Josie says:
huh?
Mitch says:
I don't know, you yelled wafflehouse, so I yelled IHOP
The one they call Josie says:
k
Mitch says:
what was up with the wafflehouse>
Mitch says:
?
The one they call Josie says:
i heard it on a song i was listening to and waffle house if freakin awesome
Mitch says:
oh, I thought you meant the resturant
The one they call Josie says:
oh but i do
Mitch says:
IHOP is better than wafflehouse
The one they call Josie says:
no
Mitch says:
yeah, pancakes are way better than waffles
The one they call Josie says:
no
The one they call Josie says:
pancakes are gross
Mitch says:
waffles are all hard and stiff
The one they call Josie says:
justlike all good things are...


yeah that was a great tribute to waffle house. WHooT!!!

all i have to say is WOW!!
i can't say what or who but wow you know i liked that conversation. and you know who you are
but yeah.
anyways
ttyl