Love me or leave me

:: 2006 22 May :: 7.38pm

...i miss my SHO...ALOT

i wish i could sell that effin contour /resent

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 22 May :: 1.50pm

so, a real update, imagine that

dani moved back in w/ her mom...and now her mom thinks shes too fat (which shes not, shes absolutely perfect how she is now) so she cant eat anything to "help" her lose weight...cuz we ALL know that if you wanna lose weight...just stop eating all together...surely thats the best way too...*bitchslap*

on another note...kelly...well...lets just say...thats fucking retarded, i never saw him happy before in the 2 or so years ive known him, however, i guess we all need to get fucked up by a girl once or twice. some of us are more spiteful then others *cough* kevin, but i guess it depends on the situation

me personally, i feel like im still too lazy, but there is NOTHING to do, so im talking to rich about running w/ him more often, at least then ill feel like im not being so lazy.

i cant wait for august, and being able to move into my apartment w/ dani, we are having a LAN party when we get everything all set up, its gonna be great. and we're getting a gamecube so we can play a REAL version of mario party...not the crap N64 one she has at her parents house :P she also mentioned she wanted an x-box 360 i think...THAT would be fucking SWEET, god i love her...

that is all for now methinks

4 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 21 May :: 7.27pm

i now have 2 running driving cars.

tonight i took the cutlass for a spin around the neighbor hood, It seems to be fast, coming around the 8th street and pear corner i stepped on it and layed some black marks. it was sweet.

:: 2006 19 May :: 3.14am

FUCKING WOOT

i got into kaizen, we cleared BWL up to nef and i got

http://thottbot.com/?i=40805

4 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 18 May :: 3.18pm

yet again, i have a new job.
this time its at wolverine redi-mix doing bitch work.
the pay.... is great
$11/hour to start with, if i bust my ass the first week the boss says he'd bump me up to $12/hour.
lots of hours too.

1 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 18 May :: 1.42am

so i'm bored, sitting here, reading tuckermax.com
some funny shit i tell you what.

:: 2006 17 May :: 5.07pm

so yeah, about looking for a car.
I found one
an '84 pontiac 6000
I paied $25 for it., 101k on the clock, 151 iron duke for the motor.
needs the torq converter lockup sensor unplugged and a battery and some gas.

and a valvecover gasket.

4 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 13 May :: 7.19am

Well, I never got into a fight last night.

Turns out I'm an AFFECTIONATE drunk.

:: 2006 12 May :: 6.48pm

25 Relationship Questions For The Truly Bored:

1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship? single, crushin', and interested
2) Are you happy with where you are? no
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes, and it takes a lot of self control not to fall so hard
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? never
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? nope
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yeah, but not about anyone specific and not about any specific time
8) Do you want children? Yes
10) Would you consider adoption? I don't know
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be? just to send signals and respond to my signals to where I know I actually have a chance... also just straight out telling me is a nice approach. nothing better than honesty
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? nope I hate it
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? no
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes
15) Are you a romantic? yes, very
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? maybe some things about a person, but not completely. but if I was in a relationship with someone, I would love them for who they are and not want to change them
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? in Greece
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? yes
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know it or not? yes
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up? yes
22.) Have you broken a heart? yes
23.) What would happen if you came and found another person in bed with your girl/boy?? I would kick the guy's ass, then leave and never see her again. cheating is horrible.
24.) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? yes, in a heartbeat
25.) What would you say about your last ex?
she needs to sort out her priorities... big time

:: 2006 12 May :: 8.09am

tryout w/ kaizen tonight

/nervous

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 12 May :: 12.46am

Just so everyone's up to speed, I am getting into a fight tonight.

That certain "deadbeat" is going down.

:: 2006 10 May :: 9.00pm

Thanks to everyone who's given me and my family support. It means a lot.

Why is it that whenever I get interested in a girl, I find out later that she's taken? Well, I've known for a while that she's had a boyfriend, but I liked her before I knew. It's not like I like some sort of "chase" from trying for a girl who's taken, because I'd like things to be easier than this. Jana told me to "grow some balls and take her." That kinda shocked me a bit, LOL. But, Jana hasn't been wrong yet about any of the advice she's given me.........

EDIT: Nevermind. Don't have that problem anymore.

empath

:: 2006 10 May :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Stars

Not much new here. I'm occupied by anticipation. Everything is going to happen soon. Some things I know of and, I'm sure, some I don't.

Right now I'm going to M's to hang with S, where anything could happen. We shall see..