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2016 18 January :: 8.42am
I wish people cloud hear what they sound like sometimes.
would you tell a burn victim you can't be friends because you find having healthy skin too important?
there are nicer ways to say no.
people are asshats.
fuck Monday's
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godessalthena
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2016 13 January :: 2.10pm
Do you believe in always,the wind
said to the rain
I am too busy with
my flowers to believe,the rain answered
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godessalthena
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2016 9 January :: 6.20am
is there a difference between liking something because you're good at it and being good at something because you really enjoy it?
4 I dos |
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godessalthena
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2016 5 January :: 7.37pm
why I am quiet:
I speak my mind, and everyone systematically tears my idea down.
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2016 5 January :: 1.54pm
still feeling like shit, but made it into work. trying not to escape into work requests and music, because everything else just feels like too much.
things don't go how you want them to. and people keep hounding for things they'll never get. and my patience is wearing thin.
I hate being a woman. I hate society. I hate how we raise our children and I hate how we all feel worthless and powerless and insignificant.
I've lost 20 pounds since I've moved home. I can see it all pretty much left my belly. I don't know if I want to be skinny, but being at 200 pounds would be pretty cool. I guess. I don't fucking know.
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godessalthena
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2016 4 January :: 6.08am
after sweating profusely all night and waking up to more sick, I called out of work today. first day of the new year and I can't make it in.. hopefully the rest of the year won't be this way.
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godessalthena
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2016 3 January :: 9.36am
fuck I'm really fuckin sick. I wish I had drank heavily to deserve this, but I didn't.
fuck
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2015 31 December :: 6.51am
it's like trying to sleep on Christmas Eve when you still think Santa is real
maybe it's finally my turn
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2015 30 December :: 7.30pm
today was really quite good. best day I've had in a stretch.
and I am shitting my pants.
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2015 29 December :: 6.58pm
I probably don't say this enough, but my dogs are just the best. I see bjornes paw prints in the snow and I can just imagine him prancing through the snow with my dad, walking up to the garage with his little grin. his adorable butt wiggle for a tail wag. when he smooshes himself into the corner by the hate waiting for me to come home.
I love when I get home and come up the basement steps, and he is up there with his excited face and tail fluttering furiously, and then his twirling happy dance around me as I take off my coat. he really is the sweetest baby boy.
and rika.. well shit she's just adorable. she always snuggles extra close to my hip at bed time. the way her tail wags extra wide when I get home. and all those little sweet kisses. she always is trying to hump bjornes face, and sometimes she does it with a toy in her mouth over his side, and growls up a storm. it's like she's trying to jump over him.
and her little Charlie Chaplin legs. and making her dance. she loves me best, and that just melts my heart and fills it with more joy than words can express.
<3
side note:
I miss the sun. it's been overcast and snowing for a few weeks now, I've almost forgotten the color of the sky, or the warmth of the sun. I'm not sure how I survived in Seattle. I need the sun!
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