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2003 20 September :: 2.36pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ataris-so long astoria
So long astoria
i found a map to buried treasure
and even if we come home empty handed
well still have our stories
of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts,
broken bones, and all the best of friendships
and when this hourglass
has filtered out
its final grain of sand
i raise my glass to the memories we had
this is my wish
this is my wish
im takin back
im takin them all back
last night i went to christini's and we acted scatologic... hah. then this morning i got up at 8 and went to work at 9.. my feet hurt from standing so much. tomorrow the gangs going to look for homecoming dresses i believe... fun. yup.. thats all thats been goin on
i <3 crayons
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2003 18 September :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: tired but ok :-)
:: Music: at your funeral // saves the day
=D i got money =D
So today started out with a call from Victoria at 6:30 saying she was walking over, so i was greeted by her in the a.m. Then we left and went to go pick up Krysta shortly after, then we were off to school.
Today was gay and pointless i didnt do anything in any of my classes, not a single one. Thats soo dumb. After school me and jenna took a trip to Bank of America, and cashed her check, for some food. Then we went to my house so i could do laundry, then we went to TACO BELL and bought food for ourselves, and for pat. Thank you Jenna. WE went to Pat's house and got tehre, and Pat, Hamon, Chris, and...David (?) were there? Well we listened to them play, lol pat makes funny faces when he plays the drums :-)...Ricky wasnt there...so i wouldnt call it band practice i guess, but it was fun. Then Pat asked me to take him and Hamon to the beach, god I need to take mean lessons, so I said yes >:O..he seduced me..kinda..damn you jenna. lol. haha, him and hamon brought beach toys, they rock. Then i took jenna home, and then went to Boynton for my match, i think girls won. =).
Then met dad for dinner at Hops, i dont like that place, btu w/e. Then I came home, and I'm here now, getting ready to go finish some more laundry. Ok, so I've narrowed my list down, but its still big, 5-6 people, ridiciulous. I'm out...try and see what i see?
<3
mandyy
"shout outs:" Jenna, Pat, Hamon, Alicia, Laura, Paige, Molly, Gitto, Devon, Josh P, and i think i'm done...peacee <3
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2003 17 September :: 11.34pm
:: Mood: like hell
:: Music: Powerline "can't understand"
ugh
today was not a good day
woke up...tired as usual. many hmwk assignments due but none of them done.
went to first hour, heh we dont even say hi anymore, wats the point. i went to the office to change my scehdule to get out of mr tillman class, ...i have like 4 tests tomorrow...after school i went to work....hard work...made 6.25 in tips...i'm only $430 dollors away form my half stack.... pay day is friday....now i'm here talking to thiago about his dad who has stomach cancer...wow...i rememeber how bad this hurts. this christmas it will be 4 years...
i wanna die
but tomorrow is another day.
i g2g later
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2003 17 September :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: thinkign a lot..
:: Music: simple plan // perfect
I found this on an old card my dad gave me for my birthday one year, it kinda made me sad though, considering it doesnt have much meaning anymore...but i still like it...
Never knew a face could be so beautiful,
or an imagination could be so big,
or a little girl could grow up so fast.
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2003 16 September :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: arsonists // as the world burns
people need to lay off, and i'm not trying to be dramatic or ridiculous...enough is enough. just try and see what i see
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2003 16 September :: 5.53pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: rooney!!
im sorry sorry for making your life a living hell
ive been unusually happy lately.. i actually have nothing to complain about (cept my grades :( ) but yea so ive been in a good mood... im like waiting for something bad to happen cause its just uncanny for me to be this happy. yea... and rooney is good for happy moods! at first i was like wtf?! they sound like a bunch of hippies! then i listened more and im hooked. instant good mood guys. lol
today was okay.. i like white days better though :) the people are just loads of fun. although health was interesting today.. we told "ghost stories" and such.. he said i was a very stressed person.. yup its definitely accurate to assume that by glancing at someone. for sure man.
im a bagel-ette. harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
so who all is going to homecoming?! i am! (as of now anyways )
time to go and do my homework like a good little iber. im talking flashcards for art history. and my test isnt even tomorrow! hah craziness.
only the end.. of the red
will show you my blue side <3
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2003 15 September :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: quixotic
bubble wrap is fun!
Cada vez que te busco te vas
Y cada vez que te llamo no estás
Es por eso que debo decir que tú sólo en mis fotos estás
catchy tune...
why the fuck did i get d's in econ. and english? i missed like ONE assignment in each and its cause i WASNT THERE! ay yi yi..
christini and natalia... you guys have to make sure i do all of my homework. otherwise i will surely fail.
and if youre wondering about my icon.. its from a poem i enjoyed.. its so purdy sounding.
AURORA
Your sleep is so profound
This room seems a recess
Awaiting consciousness.
Gauze curtains, drawn around
The postered bed, confute
Each waking attribute—
Volition, movement, sound.
Outside, though, chilly light
Shivers a puddle's coil
Of iridescent oil;
Windows, sun-struck, ignite;
Doves strut along the edge
Of roof- and terrace-ledge
And drop off into flight.
And soon enough you'll rise.
Long-gowned and self-aware,
Brushing life through your hair,
You'll notice with surprise
The way your glass displays,
Twin-miniatured, your face
In your reflective eyes.
Goddess, it's you in whom
Our clear hearts joy and chafe.
Awaken, then. Vouchsafe
Ideas to resume.
Draw back the drapes: let this
Quick muffled emphasis
Flood light across the room.
adios
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2003 14 September :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: lonely...and sad?
:: Music: Alanis Morisette // all i really want
Lifts me up
Whenever i'm down, or whenever i need a mood lifter, i love listening to my Alanis Morisette, Jagged Little PIll CD, i really do.
"Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute.
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while.
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around...all around"
all i really want
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2003 14 September :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: hmm..
:: Music: your boyfriend sucks
when i shouldn't care at all..
today was fun <3... i was fed and entertained :) funisland owns man. lol... economics test tomorrow.. :-\ not looking forward to that.
AHHHH my jessieful is coming down soon!!! (kinda) in oct. :-D i CANT WAIT love... we gotta go to that show together <3.
swim practice tomorrow.... :-\!! kaplan needs to die.
i got a pair of roxy shorts yesterday for 6.99. thats just crazy. monkey belt is coming soon to a pair of rachel's pants near you.
Remembering you..
I ask myself why.
But suddenly,
I know all over again.
i guess i should read some AP GOVERNMENT!! WOOP WOOP. not. and write that outline for english. see ya.
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2003 12 September :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: good <3
:: Music: all the songs from work are in my head...>:O
Not today..Not today..Not today...so..
Well today was ok? I like regular days they go by sooo fast for me.
[first hour] Sat and did Chemistry hw cause i have nothign to do.
[second hour] um came in and did nothing, then she handed out scripts, oh yes i sat with justin and sheeba today, she didnt eat, i was surprised. I'm stage hand number two, i'm not mad, i'm not happy, i'm fine, i didnt try out, im glad i have something..and oh yes had a tornado drill? or warning? eh, i lived.
[third hour] took a test and got yelled at by murray like 5879 times.
[fourth hour] took another test..failed.
fifth hour]..god we dont do anything in that class.
[sixth hour] seats got moved, stephen, jackie and jackie are all near each other, an di was in the back so i was all, i cant see can i move up a little, i'm in teh front row by a foreign girl...:-(
[seventh hour] umm, david told me he's number one :-\ thanks jared. then me, chris and eswin got the 100% for the test, damn, thanks chris. Also, eric drew ALL over me, and ijsut want to clarify this, i do not like eric..he's nice, but he can be an asshole, and he annoys me..and yeah.
[after school] drove jenna and stephen home. then went to drop off my film, then got myself dinner. then came back to pick up film at 5ish, then to jecca's her brother's home, haha he was super nice today, too make up for old times. hah. then off to work.
[work] it was ok, CO thinks i'm in love with him? lauren/paige/brian came by i drove, it was fun. the end
I'm out this is too long...
<3
mandyy
p.s. dang i am in love with my new lay out. =D!
p.s. i'm trying to come up with a theme type thing, i just need to come up with a new title, and comment links..any ideas?
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2003 12 September :: 3.37pm
GUEST POSTING
holla y'all!
new design.
click anywhere! see what happens :]
so how you like? leave comments!
-- peej
That was peej there, she is the master mind behind my beautiful journal <3<3..thanks licious.
<3
mandyy..aka fanda
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2003 11 September :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: eh?
:: Music: this song i was listening to in the car, i think its by aqua
Who's good? Thats what i thought...booya <3
I got my liscense, i did it, its a whole new world. i'm so happy.
Jackie Balzer you are beyond amazing, the templet thing you sent me for my new journal is so amazing, i love it sooo much. You're the best ever.
Ya'll see it soon...whee
<3
mandyy
p.s. you didnt talk to me in photo boy!
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2003 10 September :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: 100% pure love (lol liz)
down to the middle and back again..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
yeah. i am not really feeling anything specific right now.. just e x a u s t e d. i havent ridden the bus home in TOO long. last year i was so emotional and such but thats cause i had so much time to think about it. thinking=bad. although.. i kinda miss SOME drama. ya know? i guess this is why i feel so distant from everyone and everything.. i dont even have the time to think about things myself. damn swimming. lol. we have a meet tomorrow... wish the rachel luck! its a lake lytal if you guys wanna come (wherever the fuck that is lol) *sigh*...
im really looking forward to the weekend... more so than usual. but they end up being a blur and it feels like its always monday. . .
jessica... i love you to pieces. im always here for you.. no matter how far in miles we may be. muah
toodles.
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2003 10 September :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: nervous!
:: Music: my fame cd
There's a monster in my stomach eating away...
In 1 hour i'm going to be at the Delray DMV taking my drivers test and i've never been so nervous and scared in my life. It's almost like a weird form of stage fright, which i never get. But all day, my stomach has been hurting and it kept getting worse as the day went on. I'm scared of the parking, hitting cones, and i'm scared of slamming on my brakes, do they want me to slam, like BAM, or like bam..there's a difference in the bams. Ugh, i'm gonna go lay down, i'm only making myself sicker. I'll update later and let you know whether i passed the test and gained a new freedom, or i failed and i'll have to retake the dreaded bastard.
<3
mandyy
p.s wish me luck?
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2003 8 September :: 11.44pm
I just want to say, i hate having a job, especially one that i have to clean so much, lol. I dont mean that in a snobby way at all, its just that, i'm not one to clean, i'm bad at it, and i closing nights, there's a lot of that...=\.
Ok, so i'm looking at all the days i need to ask off, thats horrible.
Sept 19
Sept 22
Oct 10
and there's like 2 more in sept, due to bowling matches.
Nov 20
oh yeah, Oct 29.
Jesus, i can keep going, ridiculous.
Ok, i'm out. Danielle, FEEl better, ilove you <3<3<3<3
And steph co, get better <3.
love,
mandy...sorry for the shitty update.
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