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2003 1 September :: 12.27am
:: Mood: envious
:: Music: always getting over you // angela ammons
i think i can handle things...like a big girl.
Umm..weekend was w/e. Work was ok, boring, but it's money. Umm..people are pissing me off, names arent going to be used, jsut cause its not worth it. Ryan Kelly challenged me to a fight, we'll see..i'll kill him.
Drunk people..enough said.
Tomorrow work 12-5. Haha, Ricky Defour, talked to him tonight, he's so cute. haha.
And..i think..eh..nvm hah
<3
mandyy
shout outs: stephen, my mom and jecca<3
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2003 31 August :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: intimidated
:: Music: "dont wanna stop" Powerline
this ant
hi...its been a while...a long while. dont talk about
cuz i figure out something, oh yea....
"Dont wanna stop"
see i used to think things that didnt mean anything.
they would only hurt me and take away my sting
see it
believe it
see it
believe
see it
believe it
and now, i'm so mature in my own way
i've gotten to a point of a ritous say
and i'm out the way, and i'm out of the way
and i dont wanna stop...
thats all i got so far
i'm working on it
http://www.geocities.com/powerline4ever/index.html
go there and check it out.....
later
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2003 30 August :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: satisfied
today rocked... the waves were absolutely sexxy... i got some awesome rides. kory showed up... we were like wtf?? how did u get here? lol it was random. then we chilled at the chach's house and made tv dinners and bad soup.. fun day. i reallllllly want to go back tomorrow cause the waves are supposed to be like today. :) chimichanga time. later.
p.s. the zac hanson = :)
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2003 30 August :: 11.04am
:: Mood: excited
<3 today its gonna be thigh high plus waves... 8-) <3
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2003 30 August :: 12.55am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: The Chicago sound track
What one person says means crap
I'm so sick of people lying to me, its so gay.
Ok here is how it goes. There's Jon, hes one of my really good friends, and i thought we were close, i mean he always tells me how i'm such a good friend, how we dont fight, and i never piss him off, and he's just always saying nice stuff like that, but then, he ignores me 24/7. Online, he's too good for me, always talking to others and never me, he calls me here and there, but then i call back, and no one picks up, he stopped responding to all my texts, andi was starting to think that maybe it was some type of hint? But then today he pulled another, you're such a good friend, thanks so much, blah blah, i'm so confused and on top of all this crap, the one thing iwanted to do, was go to the drama picnic, but of course not, i cant ever do anything i want.
I start work tomorrow, I'm so scared, my stomache just hurts thinking about it. And also, I've decided, i'm done with giving, its time for some recieving...and that was in a 100% non-sexual way.
Goodnight.
Mandy.
"shout outs:" Jecca, Matt and Dan.
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2003 28 August :: 3.01pm
:: Mood: i dont feel good
:: Music: snoopy // charlie brown
home sick
Let's start with yesterday..
Afterschool, got a call from my manager, Maury, so I had to go down to work to get my schedule, and fill out some papers. Did that, Mom picked me up there at like 5:30ish, then we went over to the mall I got black sneakers for work, and then we went on a search for damn black pants, i dont want to get into, but stores need to start carrying pants for tall girls, its so annoying.
I came home from that at like 7:30, and went to sleep. I didnt feel good, and I was frustrated, next thing i know it's 7:10 this morning, and my moms yelling at me. She yelled at me for not setting my alarm, anyways, I talked her into letting me sty home, only thing was I had to go to the doctor's w/e that took all of 20 minutes. He told me he'd call me tomorrow with the results of the throat swab thing.
So I came home, slept some more, watched Joe Somebody oh man, I love it! Then I went back to sleep again, and then got up took a shower, waiting for my dad to call back, and I'm bored.
oh yeah, i'm so mad, i can't go to the drama picnic, cause i ahve to work on Saturday from 12-6 but i feel so bad, cause i wanna meet my little sister and stuff, and not being able to go to the picnic, just means another thing i wont be able to do with drama...so much for working towards my goal this year. this sucks.
I'm out.
<3
mandyy
shout outs: axel dumas, peej, and jenna <3.
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2003 27 August :: 8.23pm
walla walla woo.
someone please call a hospital. im dying of laughter. (no, really, i am)
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2003 26 August :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
haha
I forgot i put a link to this journal on my aol profile as well as my AIM profile..and today i found out people really do look at that..haha Jared Grunwald...interesting..i wonder who else does...
Ok im off...oh yes, congrats to the winners of the Justin Braun journal Awards...<3
I wanna steal Justin's shout out thing...maybe, we'll see.
<3<3me
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2003 25 August :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: alanis morissette // hand in my pocket <3<3
thinking..
Ok, so I've actually spent like the past hour trying to come up with new comment links, as well as, a new title, and i just i dont know, i came up with whats there for now, i'll change it tomorrow, or later, whenever. I probally wont live up to my awards this time, but i can get them next month, once i master woohu. Goodnight all
<3
mandyy
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2003 24 August :: 9.51pm
awwa!!!!!!
lizzy reminded me today of my favorite song of all time:
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
plain white t's: lonely september <3333333
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2003 24 August :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: happy together // simple plan
...a little poll...
I'm just curious who still reads this...comment if you do....please?
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2003 24 August :: 2.33am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: bachelor number one // summertime
me and scary movies dont mend
I dont know why I do it to myself, but insist of watching scary movies, and insist of having to sleep with the lights on, oh maan.
I watched The Glass House, I lovedd it, but now im scared i have every light possible on in the house, and i went to the bathroom but not before checking to see if anyone was behind my shower curtain. i'm a loser.
Justin, sorry for the neglect of my journal, i'll try not to anymore...and still no make over for my journal, dammit. =(!
(even thought i dont think he knows my journal..hey, its the thought that counts ;])
<3
mandyy
p.s. I feel neglected :-\
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2003 23 August :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: boredom
:: Music: the ataris // boys of summer
ok i take it back
alright alright, i take back calling nicole a bitch..nicole you just need to tone it down, its not cool 1/2 the stuff you do..w/e
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2003 23 August :: 12.23am
:: Mood: really tired!
:: Music: none...shh, mama's sleeping.
I regret things
Ok, so this week sucked, but then today was awesome. Things were just in my favor lol. I made the bowling team, yay. And then today after school, i got a job! FINALLY! I'm excited cause now my mom doesnt have an excuse on why i can't get my liscense, i'm happy. The best part, I'm working with one of my best friends, Jessica, I'm soo happy. :-)!! Maury, the manager was real nice, and he told me that Jessica gave me this amzaing recommendation, i owe you Jecca. eek, i'm happy. Tonight started off fun, went to the mall, with Paris, Stephen, Paige, Nicole, and Jenna. It was fun, while we were there, it coulda been better minus Nicole. Only cause she's officially been labeled, a bitch, whatever, i dont care anymore. Then me and jenna walked to the triplets house, its in the colonade, um like a 45 minute walk, whateva, we talked a lot, it was fine. Then at the triplets, it was cool, it was Tina, Elena, Peasha, jimmy, simone, gula, eric, gina, courtney candice, melissa, kyle, and sean. haha kyle's hott 1/2 naked. lol
Umm, it was fun, best part was Mr. Diaz, haha, i love him.
Mom's out of town tomorrw, but step dad is here, til tomorrow night, or til sunday morning, gay, ruins my weekend. Umm, i dont know, i'm excited about my car..
16 days til i get my liscense..ALL SMILES!
<3
mandyy
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2003 19 August :: 8.14pm
school is school..I dont know, its just nothing special...
Bowling tryouts sucked...how sad if i dnot make it...that will be failed attempt 4857 for anything
oh yeah...i have a new journal
my new LJ ;] ...but its friends only, so if you have a live journal, hollaa if you wanna be added <3
<3
mandyy
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