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2003 28 June :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: audiovent- looking down
My shadow stretches far and free...
hey... today got up at 5:30.. took a shower then went surfing! ehh today wasnt my best day :\ but i also would be able to do better if there were actually waves. i swear... like a 2 footer comes and we think its freakin huge. lol.. oh well we managed to have fun. tomorrow IF SAM DECIDES TO GET IN TOUCH WITH US we're gonna rent a BZ for 4 hours.. then just hope there's waves.
tomorrow im joining the gym! yay! i can finally lose some weight (hopefully)
the thing i hate hate hate the most is being held down. I hate not being able to do the things i wanna do.. i feel like i gotta struggle to do anything i enjoy. thats gay. it shouldnt be like that. if anything my parents should be supporting me. oh well.. not gonna let it stop me. thats all the reaso to work harder and prove them wrong. and i will.
yup thats it... now ill try calling sam again HOPEFULLY SHE'LL ANSWER THIS TIME!!!
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2003 27 June :: 10.26pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: wakefield- sold out
i think i broke my other foot... ehhh i was jumping around and whatnot cause i was hyper/excited... and bam.. i landed on it wrong.. kinda like what happened to the other one. although i dont think this one is a s bad cause i can walk on it with not too much pain... ah! i guess ill just go easy on it for a few days.. im used to this lol.
tomorrow we're going surfing! yay.. its been a while.. i can only go so long w/o being in the water. today i brought up that i want a board for my birthday to my dad... at first he was like hell no! im spending all this money for the gym! and whatnot.. but then later on he was all like so how much does a surfboard cost? lol so yeah.. but ill definitely get one eventually.. i was just hoping to get one earlier than my birthday so that i can actually use it... oh well weekends work too.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D ive got a secrettttttttt and none of you knowwwwwwww.. maybe ill tell u later on.. we'll see what happens :)
liz got the pictures developed!! haha i gotta see the ones with me n the feather boas... lmao. cant wait.
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2003 27 June :: 4.53pm
:: Mood: confoozled <3
:: Music: bouncing souls- i like your mom
::hits self in the head:: here i go again, im soooo stupid..........................
I went to the beach today, with miss jessica <33 i miss her, it was good to chill with her, we're gonna have to have a JUST mandy and jessica day, but i had fun, i hope she did too. At the beach we found, elena, tina, peasha, gina, jason (blaahh), jimmy, and eric mandel, and "the brother" <--the cigg guy. It was fun, Jessica said that Tina and Jimmy were cute, i agree, but tina says she's just tina, anywayss...i had fun today, relaxing, i wanna go back to the beach tomorrow, its nice there, we'll see...who knows.
also, went to cici's with jecca. eric, peasha, and gina met up with us, they had the munchies, the three of them ate a lot, but its ok <3.
I met solange, she's chill...fun day
Thanks jecca <33333
..oh man here i go again....maybe i can change things, i can only try....i guess?
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2003 27 June :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: confused
er...
jackie... if youre reading this... all i can say is ????????????????????????????????????? yeah.. that was very weird
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2003 26 June :: 10.06pm
:: Music: coldplay: the scientist
this song always makes me cry..
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me you questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
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2003 26 June :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: [[michelle branch]] are you happy now?
Could you look me in the eye, and tell me that your happy now?
I'm homeee but just for the weekend, but its good enough for me, it's perfect, i was needed my bed, my room, my house, my mom, and my life...im in such a good mood.
Thank you Jackie B, Jackie L, and Stephanie for the comments <333333333
Friday night, im going to see The Music Man, Justin i heard so many good things about it, im looking foward to it, my mom is too lol, she's a dork
Tomorrow im suppose to go to the beach with jecca, i miss her <3 we have catching up to do, jecca jecca jecca
Im still thinking a lot but ...but not about him, you'd be proud, bout something else...i dont know... crazy thoughts...do do do do
*call if you wanna chill*
peace out homes
<3
mandyyy
p.s. thank you ivy for the attempt of my picture and marissa thank you for your help too :-) <3
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2003 26 June :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: hoobastank
yay! im joining a gym!! lol me n mamma went to have a tour today... and its really nice... i can train for swim team! lol my goal is to lose 10 pounds. and by golly i will. (at least ill try) so yeah we sign up on sunday.. :-D yay.
ps. jessie hurry up and write my letter!/come down to boca! lol.. luv ya gurlie
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2003 26 June :: 10.52am
:: Mood: dead
:: Music: the jerry springer music
morning sunshine
ay yi yi... i have sooo much trouble waking up these days.. even though im getting way more than enough sleep... its weird. im all disorientated right now...
i had a really weird dream. sam and christine were mad at me cause i didnt do something... or something.. and her dad asked me to get a tree but i got bacon instead and he didnt want it cause he couldnt eat pork... and then i was just walking along, and who do i find but the ol' gang. courtney o, courtney b, and bethani... they were just there. lol. and that was cool to see them.. in my dream of course. and courtney o was wearing old lady's clothes... weird.. lol. i have come to the conclusion that my dreams are all fucked up lol
for the nest 3 or 4 days im takng care of both my neighbor's kitties... ehh i dont really like cats but its otay.. alls i gotta do is feed them really.
eh... i really really really wanna board... preferably a funboard.. but it will most likely be long. used is a must... its a lot cheaper and ill just ding up a new board anyways. ehh.. hopefully i can find a decent one out there... somewhere...
i wanted to go to kickboxing last night but nooooooooooooooooooooo my mom didnt have any money and my dad went to a softball game. turns out he left his wallet at home anyways.. so i couldve gone. grr... oh well ill go tonight.
whats up with homestarrunner.com? they didnt spit out the new strongbad email last monday... in fact they still havent! the only up date was that they took the "new" label off of 'suntan' gah! this new one better be good then...
today i dunno what im doing. well at 5:20 i have an orthodontist appt. thats about it. oh yeah and kickboxing.. but during the day i shall be bored yet again. oh well..
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2003 25 June :: 12.11am
:: Music: all american rejects: the last song
you wanted the best.. it wasn't me...
highlight of the day: scaring the shit outta liz with my partner-in-crime.. nini! have fun in fire island liz! lol
but as of now..
:'(
yeah.. this is freaking torture. and every day it gets worse..
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2003 23 June :: 3.50pm
:: Music: p.o.d. sleeping awake.. i think its called
stuff i want..
1. a hedgehog to be named spike
2. a gym membership
3. a funboard
4. my jessieful
5. an armoire
6. a certain someone
7. the new strongbad email
8. natalia's sexy ass (to stay in IB! well her ass would be good too..)
;-)
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rachel
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2003 23 June :: 10.46am
so empty inside...
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2003 22 June :: 2.32pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: [[sublime]] boss dj <3
why is everyone so freakin happy?
wow, im actually talking to david hedlund, havent talked to him in years. well everyone seems so happy and cheery lately, why cant i be just as happy with them? its my turn too!!
um not a whole lot to say, just lot of thinking going on, a lot about you. i dont know i need help...
<3
mandyyy
p.s. congrats miss nicole <3 [[i'm jealous lol]]
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2003 21 June :: 7.13am
:: Mood: pissed
er.. yeah. i got up at 5:30 today thinking that we were still going to the beach because no one told me otherwise.. there was a missed call on my fone from sam.. but i think u guys could do a little better with the notice. so now i wasted an hour and a half and we're not even going. thanks
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2003 19 June :: 4.05pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none...at the office
reunion
ive decided that i want to meet up with somebody again, someone i havent seen since 5th grade...britney fioto..anyone know her?
hmm...this could be interesting...:-)
<3 mandyyy
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2003 19 June :: 12.32pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: the white stripes.. .
ehhhhhhhhh..........
so yesterday i broke my habit of sitting on the couch and watching nick jr. all day and i walked over to liz's house. her dog attacked me.. that was weird. and we watched old dance recital/naked shower scene tapes. lmao... then we got food and played online.. then i went home and got my stuff and went over to ashley's house (where i am now) and slept over. we watched old school.. ::erm:: interesting.. lotsa stuff i didnt really need to see.. lol. but before that we went to the gym and the guy was just like.. whatever go in. (i should just walk in more often!) and yeah it was fun i actually got a workout! :) then we went to wendys and cancelled out the calories we just got rid of. lol.. so this morning we watched blues clues and here i am now.. updating my woohu. tomorrow is sammy's "thingy" and i still gotta get "the second half of her present" lmao..
okay well time to go byebyes... ill update later. hasta pasta.
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