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skittlicious

:: 2003 3 June :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: [[aladdin]] a whole new world

now im in a whole new world with you, unbelieveable sights, indescribable feelings... *sigh*
Its summer woooo. this year was pretty good i ahve to say, i have no regrets..well one..but nothing big. It just went by soo fast. I made amazing new friends this year, some i had and i just grew closer, others brand new <3.

Im suppose to get a job this summer, but there's no where i wanna work, that i can get to. i have to work somewhere thats close by and i can walk to..yea not much options. Anyone wanna let me get a job where they work and drive me? cause you love me?.

I'm going to my dads for 4 1/2 weeks thats a long time to be away in hibernation, not looking foward to that.


Stephen, have an amazing trip, and dont worry we're all paused in time til you get back. ;-)

On one lighter note, im looking up..on you....*all smiles*

<3 always + forever
mandy

p.s. paris congrats on passing math <3

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rachel

:: 2003 2 June :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: confused

good song..
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

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skittlicious

:: 2003 1 June :: 4.27am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: [[some movie about a gay cpl fighting]]

lauren moody<3
this weekend started out kinda boring, but it turned around. i just have to say that lauren moody is the most amazing person. im so sad that she's moving, i dont want her to, im not gonna let her.

fri* taco bell <3..learning to like it
sat* no beach :(, cleaned and than laurens house, was gonna go mini golfing but it didnt work out for tonight, so we're gonna go another night...right?

right now* cloud nine i went to stephen's tonight, he's soo amazing i wish that he could see that in himself...i like him soo much.(wonder if he reads this) heh...
also saw billy walters and jessie mcguire 1/2 naked...thanks guys and for the ride too...lmao <3

well im off to sleep

booo anonymous comments people, and who ever it was who ive been waiting to find out from who you are, you're killin me=\
HINTS?

<3 always + forever
me

*lauren your moving in with me or im goin in your luggage, you're not leaving me*

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rachel

:: 2003 31 May :: 11.11am
:: Mood: awake

omg.. first and foremost... you all gotta see finding nemo. cutest freakin movie i have ever seen.. really funny too.
exams... have been okay. just really long. bt its allrite.. i only got 3 left and the last on is pe, so that doesnt even count. monday jessie you are coming with me to kickboxing! we will be the mean highschoolers! lol no. but we are def. goin. tuesday.. i am spending w/ my bus ppl. we dunno what we're doin.. so it should be very fun. (if nothing happens then i doubt it ever will so.. yea) nm about that though. and then that night i am spending w. jessie, cause she leaves on wdnesday. it really hasnt even sunk in yet. shes leaving in 4 days.. i still wanna think its months away. but dont worry about it chica.. you will be just fine. its imposible for jessie to not make friends. lol.
today i wanna go to the beach.. tonite: PIS. but i dunno if im goin.. so yeah. ill update later. au revoir

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skittlicious

:: 2003 30 May :: 2.33pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: [[brak]] i like beans

i like beans woo woo woo, i like beans hey hey hey, i like beans do do do...amazing <3
last night was really odd and not a happy night i'll sum, it up.

Its thursday night and i was waiting for my dad to pick me up for dinner as always. Eddie came over for dinner <3. Eddie stepped out to smoke a ciggerette and i out of no where i start to hear cursing like whoaaa. My mom goes running out to see what happened, and eddie comes in laughin saying its nothing he's just being an asshole. so i thought it eddie playin with one of the neighbors like he use to. but no, it was him and my dad. see like a month ago, my dad called my mom to tell her that she was shitty mother and stuff, and he left her this awful voicemail at her work, so my mom told eddie about it. when eddie saw my dad last nght yea, he confronted my dad (which im fine with) but than my dad had to go back and yell at him, and than i hear my dad goin, LORI LORI LORI [my mom] do you see what that asshole did to my ccaR? ((mean while nothing was done to it)). My dad called the cops, they came...i stayed out of it, didnt want to talk to my mom, my dad, or eddie and didnt want to talk to any of the cops (3 cop cars). so they were all about to leave, and then one had to come and talk to me, but it was ok cause he was reallly nice and he just wanted to make sure taht i was ok. he was cool. so than i came back in and was minding myself, and ANOTHER officer asked me to come outside, so i did. he was like do you wanna talk to your dad? i was like i really dont feel like talking to anyone? he's all i think you should go tell him that, and than cme back in. so im like ok. remember i didnt want to talk to anyone, so i go down and my dads all 'hi hun' and hugs me i kinda shrubbed him off, i was mad at everyone, and hes like i guess were not going to dinner, i was like yeah, not tonight. than he yelled at me int he middle of the street for taking sides, and i did not, i was mad at everyone! i went back in and my mom and eddie went somewhere, i went in the shower (un-naked of coursE) and i come out and i have a message on my cell, from my dad. he's such an asshole sometimes. he left me this message i couldnt stop crying, i hate him somtimes. he thinks that he can buy my love >:O. than like an hour later he left a nice message, he's bi polar i swear. so last night was really hectic.

than today on the bus i sat with krysta, and maria sat next to me in the next seat. ok i understand they dont like each other, and maria i love you to death, but you didnt need to say what you said.
maria: ew why are you sitting with that?
me: cause i want to
maria: i wouldnt
krysta: ahh i cant stand these bitches
maria: EXCUSE ME? oh no..
krysta: said somethin back
me: guys stoppppp! ::grunted:: and picked a new seat.
*cpl minutes later* krysta comes up by me, OMG she slammed my head into the windoow..ahhh.

so now maria is gettig suspended i heard?

::so much drama ::

i need a night out with the friends...hollaaa

p.s. jackie and stephen thanks <33

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skittlicious

:: 2003 29 May :: 2.45pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: [[kid rock and sheryl crow]] picture

lauren says there's cows in boca winds...interesting.
i feel so sick, and its not a cold sick i just dont feel good, all i wanna do is sleep and i cant cause i have to sit and wait for a call from maria to tutor her ::sad face::

i like that we have 1/2 days but i hate how i sit at home on them...maybe tomorrow i can do something, i'll just have to clean tomorrow.

i wanna...go to the beach this weekend? my mom's all dont make plans this weekend whatever. lol.

i made a new online friend: mike sanford, he's nice...

ok im out...im gonna go sleep or something.

<3 always
[(me)]

im sooo stupid sometimes, i have to laugh at myself...ahhhhhhh.

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skittlicious

:: 2003 27 May :: 11.29pm
:: Mood: empty
:: Music: [[simple plan]] my alien

oh gosh..
paris and jenna know everything oh man...

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skittlicious

:: 2003 26 May :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: [[less than jake]] bigger picture

why am i still thinking about you
i dont think i even can understand whats been running around in my head for the past couple of days or why im even dwelling on it. im doubting people left and right but im mostly doubting myself. i think i need to lighten up a lot and stop getting attached...i guess...

fuck you

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skittlicious

:: 2003 26 May :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: cant put it into words
:: Music: [[counting crows]] colorblind

hahaha
Non Goth
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so gothic.

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rachel

:: 2003 23 May :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: confused

today sucked. the weather always gets me down.. and plus i flet like i was eing avoided by someone.. then on the bus home i found out that mr coppola got laid off. that sucks so bad. i was loving drama.. and now they get rid of it. greatness.
so on the bus i wassad and i got teary.. lol. and daniel came and sat next to me which made me feel a lil better with our strange conversations.although i am now more confused than ever.. but okay. this weekend i wanna go to the beach as much as possible. i need my tan back! i wanted to go to the show tonight but i dont think that will happen. unless andi's parenmts can drive us home but i havent even spoken to her so.. unlikely. plan b would be to go over to sams house n have a movie night. yay. so ill update later. toodles

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skittlicious

:: 2003 23 May :: 1.48am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [[fame]] they do it in l.a.

i talked to you again
ahhh its 1:36 and i cant sleep, >:O i hate this.

today was bad at first but once i got out of school it was all good. i dunno, sam gave me a ride home <33 rides with her are funnn! than dad picked me up and we went to packy's for dinner and i got an interview with chuck e cheese tuesday at 4! :-)
came home"did hw" "studied" watched american idol w/ my mom (i taped it <33) and than came on the computer to talk to people, while i thought mama was sleeping and she wasnt..but she didnt see me.

i came on late and talked to lauren moody (much love chubby) we exchanged pics she has the best picture ever of dan and matt..nice!! than i talked to jared ((pink kid)), havent talked to him in a while...he's soo nice. and fun to talk to. ok im gonna attempt sleep, ill be back. peace out
<3 always + forever
tall one

p.s. paris thank you for takin me tomorrow to I.W.S.

AND WHO WON THE WAR...THATS WHAT I THOUGHT :-D

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skittlicious

:: 2003 22 May :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: [[finch]] letters to you

i cant stop coughing still...helpppp.
are you

[ understanding ] I try
[ open-minded ] sometimes
[ insecure ] VERY =\
[ interesting ] maybe?
[ random ] occasionally
[ hungry ] ALWAYS
[ friendly ] yea
[ smart ] only in math
[ moody ] unfortunately
[ childish ] I can be...
[ independent ] with some things yes. with some things no.
[ hard working ] yea
[ organized ] kinda
[ healthy ] kinda
[ emotionally stable ] yes
[ shy ] only with boys
[ difficult ] i dunno? you tell me.
[ attractive ] nope
[ bored easily ] YES!
[ messy ] with some stuff
[ thirsty ] nope
[ responsible ] yea
[ obsessed ] don’t do that.
[ angry ] not right now
[ sad ]unfortunately
[ happy ] w/ some things yes
[ hyper ] no. bored.
[ trusting ] yes
[ talkative ] not with guys =\
[ legal ] nope =\

who do you want to

[ kill ] my secret =D
[ slap ] maria and victoria
[ tickle] <33
[ kiss ] <3333333
[ look like ] anyone BUT me
[ talk to offline ] stephen and…
[ talk to online ] yeah…not gonna say.

do you like to

[Watch TV] not a lot.
[Read] depends on the book
[Write] yes <3
[do home work] no
[Listen to music] yepp
[Go out] Of course.
[Draw] im really bad, but sure.

last person

[ you touched ] dad.
[you talked to ] jenna.
[ you hugged ] dad.
[ you instant messaged ] peej.
[ you yelled at ] paige.
[ you kissed ] hmm…good question…:-\

favorite

[ food ] sushi
[ drink ] water
[ color ] yellow
[ album ] dont know
[ shoes ] my new sandles <3
[ candy ] skittles/kit kat
[ animal ] monkey <3
[ TV show ] everwood, american idol + real world.
[ movie ] moulin rouge <3 and 10 things i hate about you <3..there's a lot more.
[ dance ] i dont
[ song ] evanescense: bring me to life (for now)
[ vegetable ] broccoli and carrots
[ fruit ] kiwi..apples too
[ cartoon ] blossom (ppg) or skeeter from doug <3



im goin to orlando this weekend AGAIN, i dont want to...im orlandoed-out. i convinced my dad to let me go to midnight madness tomorrow im excited, however i do need a ride there...paris?! :-D pleeeeeeeease.

i have a 4 page paper due tomorrow, and its 9:31 yeah, i havent started it, i cant...boring topic..to hard. i'll get an extension till monday. (no school on monday <33)

guess who doesnt have to take their photo exam? thats right. booo-yah!

so some random girl 1i1y showed up my friends page today, damn canadian...anyone else have that issue?

ok im out. peace dawgs.
<33 always + forever,
-tall one.

p.s. Jenna's hair is dead sexy...right eric? j slash k.

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rachel

:: 2003 21 May :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the verve: bittersweet symphony

I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now..
today was pretty fun.. we went swimming during 6th hour. that was cool. i was too scared to go off the diving board though. lol.
afterwards my clothes got all soaked and it looked like i peed in my pants. it was kinda funny. lol
im glad u guys like the new color scheme of my woohu. i sure do. (thanks agen jackie... and no, it was NOT 5 weeks. you overdramatic spimoni-spimini or whatever. )
tonight im going to kickboxing! yay! havent gone in a few months. damn.
well have some more on my mind but nothing i really wanna post on the internet. so in that case... ciao

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skittlicious

:: 2003 21 May :: 7.09am
:: Music: [[good charlotte]] hold on

i cant stop >:O
me: ::cough cough cough cough cough::
random girl in 7th hr: could you please stop?
me: what do u want me to do?
random girl: i dont know. stop breathing or something ::pissy face::...and turned around

people are weird.

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rachel

:: 2003 20 May :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: stupid girl

makeover!
*ahem* i'd like to thank jackie for the spifferific makeover of my woohu journal. she is indeed very talented.

anywho.. today was boring. i blew off my play and decided not to do it. i was just too tiered last night. we took the bio test.. eh i think i did alright. geometry test was pretty easy too.

im going through beach withdrawal. i need to go and attempt to surf. lol. thats always fun. tomorrow were going to the pool though in 6th hour... that should be interesting.

lets see.. we only have 6 non-exam days left.. 9 in total. yayness! this year actually went by pretty fast.. although i say this at the end of every year. then again, things dont seem as drawn out when ur done with them. lol.

tomorrow starts day one of my 'get in shape' plan. people.. dont get mad at me. no, i dont think im fat. but i am definetely out of shape and could stand to lose a few pounds. nothing crazy. not like im aiming for a size 1. so.. heres to a bunch of chalky, not yummy, high protein-low carb bars. *sigh* oh well. lol

i started to read ordinary people. its pretty good so far... asnd it weird caue sometimes i think like the kid does.. so i can relate.

ok.. time to go and convince daddy to take me to get a new bathing suit for tomorrow.

hasta pasta

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