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2003 18 May :: 8.20pm
journal's got a makeover!
hey all :]
just here to premier the new layout. new colors, new link decorations, and a new icon b/c the old one was kinda funky.
so punch me and lemme know what you think!
later ;]
--jackie
fanda says: peej. thanks sooo much. i love it.
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2003 18 May :: 2.37pm
lalala
takin a break from all my homework to update. (stole this from jess)
Ten Things I miss...
1. Jessie (well ill miss her when she leaves)
2. ballet w/ miss rose
3. kickboxing (i havent been able to go for like 5 weeks)
4. the goold old times when clothes didn't match and boys had cooties (lol nini)
5. being blissfully ignorant
6. when my homework consisted of spelling words 3x each
7. the beach! (havent gone since spring break practically)
8. discovery zone
9. aruba
10. my size 00 jeans (lol)
Nine Things I hate...
1. IB!! !
2. Boca
3. mrs. vadakara
4. my foot
5. the one act play i have to do by tuesday
6. bugs
7. being bored
8. mtv (cept punk'd of course)
9. designers who charge too much
Eight Things I love...
1. french fries
2. shows/music
3. the beach
4. bus 59!!
5. cherry-cranberry juice (lol jess)
6. noah bastian (chad from 2gether!!) lol
7. ddr (even tho i suck)
8. spontenaiety (sp?)
Seven things I remember the most...
1. in 7th grade when natalia said "i just got braces so i sound like a REETARD!" lmao
2. 3rd period drama during which we did nothing but talk about politics, corrupted disney movies, etc.
3. the day i had to wear dun dun dun "the shorts" in p.e.
4. the first day of high school
5. all my good bus times
6. that damn week i was on crutches
7. earthfest (i still have my nights!)
Six things I want to do eventually...
1. get my tongue pierced
2. actually learn how tp play my guitar
3. go to UCF and climb the pretty rock wall (lol jess)
4. graduate from IB!
5. go to Greece
6. be able to cook well (cullinary school?)
Five songs I can hear over and over and over and over....You get the point...
1. Simple Plan: Grow up
2. R Kelly: Ignition Remix
3. linkin park: a place for my head
4. cold: stupid girl (lol jess)
5. gc: movin' on
Four Words that describe me...
1. analytical
2. lazy
3. fun
4. smooth (u people r obsessed w/ my legs lol)
Three things I want to change...
1. my weight
2. be less judgemental
3. go to the beach more!
Two people I want to disappear
1. george bush
2. jeb bush
One thing I want...
1. I want to love, be loved, and just have fun.
ok kiddies... time to get back to work. see ya
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2003 15 May :: 8.58pm
:: Music: linkin park
my walls are closing in..
geh. bleh. apachahcha ngyea. i think ive had a relapse of the whole depression thing. i dunno.. i havent been able to really do anything for 2 or 3 weeks but sit in this house. its turning into a prison. i have a week left.... but i am going completely insane. i cant stand sitting here doing nothing and knowing that theres nothing i can do about it. but as each day goes by.. it gets worse and worse. i neverrealized how incapable i am of staying home for a long period of time. i always gotta be doing something.. which lately i cant keep busy.. so yea. not in the happiest of moods. and theres some things that i should be in control of but i havent been lately.. feeling helpless.. gah. its not really like an issue with a person or friends.. its just this fuckin house. it gets smaller everyday and i cant get out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHH!! okay im dont ranting now. im gonna go watch 2gether (best movie ever)
i know my calculus... it says u+me=us. heh.
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2003 15 May :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: eats coast anthem
there's a place inside my mind.. a place you'll never find.....
change is inevitable. people choose different paths... but theres no getting around it. people change. shit happens. people grow. some take longer than others. some will seemingly never change. but they do. and just when you become comfortable with the way your lifeis going.. everything can change just like that. and it forces you to find new strength. constantly evolving.. changing, growing, altering, fixing, accomodating... no one is ever perfect. but we get closer every day.
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2003 14 May :: 11.18pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: [[taking back sunday]] cut from the team
Me...A-Z
A - Age: 16
B - Band: finch, green day, good charlotte (shut up), incubus, thrusday, ...introverse ;-)
C - Choice Of Meat: chicken or...sushi wait not a meat
D - Dream Date: stinky <33 haha jk...benji or duncan..jk..i don tknow.
E - Excites You: uhhh...no comment?
F - Favorite Food: sushi
G - Greatest Gift: trip to london
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: i dont know.
I - Internal conflicts: TALLL FREAK..i know external but it hurts internally too.
J - Jealous: not commenting on the J's
K - Kool Aid: dont like it...haha im ethan's koolaid.
L - Love: none..
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: depends on if u mean, money wise or like momentum wise
N - Name: mandy not amanda...mandy
O - Outfit I Love: dont have a favorite, but my lief saver shirt.
P - Pizza Topping: pineapple and mushroom!!
Q - Question I want to ask: why?
R - Roots: german, irish, austrian..dont know the rest...viking cause of my hieght? haha jk!
S - Sport to watch: bowling ;-)...dont have one i guess soccer its the only amusing sport.
T - TV show: charmed, everwood, american idol, and realworld
U - Unique habits: dont know
V - View from the window: backyard..nothing special
W - Weather I Love: I love thunderstorms and lightning storms...and just rain in general
Y - Yesterday's best meal: chicken sandwhich from school
Z - Zodiac Sign:aries
AND JUST TO CLARIFY, PARIS LIKES TO MAKE OUT WITH OLD GRAY HAIRED PONY TAIL TEACHERS IN THE DARKROOM AND FILMCHANGING ROOM :-D
peace <33
((mandy))
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2003 13 May :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: 'disgruntled'
:: Music: [[finch]] what is it to burn
aww man, what am i getting myself into?
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2003 13 May :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: wasting my life- the hippos
so paris....ryan?! :-)
It realllly sucks when its hott outside and the air conditioning breaks in your house....ahhhhh.
weekend was good:)
fri: went to paige's birthday party it was fun.
sat: went to the beach with jenna and 3plets and eric mandel wore a skirt, not once but twice...and might i say on his own will. ha
sat night: concert, thanks jenna haha
sun: nothing, mother's day dinner with the family but otherwise nothing.
monday (1/2 day): ate good food! yummmmm. Than i came home to no air conditioning, ahh. Went over to Krysta's to chill and found Victoria and Zac under the bed, suspicious? prolly...jk jk.
right now? waiting for the air guy to come, its hottttttttttttttt, helllllllllp
Peace <33
((me))
p.s. im glad theres nothing btwn me and marissa anymore, i liked talking to her and hopefully i can again, thanks.
Like a bad star, im falling faster down to him...
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2003 11 May :: 9.35am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: nfg
65 cent!!!
^^ lmao.
lets see.. recap of the weekend...
friday: i had my lil shindig.. and it took forever to find you people.. i walked to the park and back like 3 times and no one. lol. then we finally got together and waited for sam.. then we went swimming. later.. pizza. yummy yummy. and when ppl started to leave liz and i had a long conversation.. a good one tho. :) lol
yesterday was the gc/nfg show. i spent half the day beforehand trying to figure out rides.. then the other half getting ready. then we finally got there and i got my shirt :) hmm.. we wen inside and stood there... and we looked in our section to see what our view was like.. it was awesome. then while hrc was on jessie HAD to go get french fries so i had to take the child. but thats when we saw the grey man like 3 times! heh. then gc. theywere awesome. i was jumping on BOTH my feet. lol. now it hurts actually but it was worth it. then we all went out to get drinks which took forever.. and our plan that everyone would run away when nfg came on failed. so we still had to wait. finally.. we got back out there and nfg was awesome. 65 cent! lol that was funny. and jessie flirted w/ the brown man! damn her! geh.. lol. fun fun night.
today i plan on sleeping/eating. my 2 favorite things! lol. if my foot is okay... kickboxing tomorrow? geez i havent gone in like 3 or 4 weeks. ok well i shall go now.. toodles
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2003 9 May :: 4.38pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: none
WOO!
my new computer is working...woo!!!
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2003 7 May :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: metallica
lalala
im watching that mtv icon thing and avril did a tribute to metallica.. um.. interesting. today was pretty good... i found out i dont go for m followup until the 15th.. so i dunno what that means for the concert. Friday, tho, the shin-dig is on. My house, around 10 i guess cause i gotta go to the dentist at 2. Bus pees welcome.. lol. Just lemme know in the morning (or afternoon) if ya are coming. umm.. anywho the bus ride was funny. dan was sleeping so me n sam were gonna put blush on him but then i thought that was too mean so i took it off and i just wanted to see his reaction when he was tickled with the brush. well he woke up and i hid it behind my back quickly then he spent quite a while trying to figure out what it was. interesting... lol. oh when rich got off the bus we saw him pull up his fly... bad kiddies! geez what did u and celine do in that seat? lol. farrah!! if u are by any chance reading this... i asked my mom to take me to the store and she was like "No, at 8. Tonight Gata Salvaje is ending." I was like WHAT!! i dont believe you!!! U SAY THAT EVERY NIGHT! lol. spanish moms.. sheesh. lol. well anywho.. im gonna go and do my homework. oh! i found my geometry book. yayness. see yas!
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2003 7 May :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: giggly ((pj's here))
:: Music: shhh! library! >:O
been a while my friend. not much has happened past cpl of weekends ive done A LOT of thinking and i've come to realize who my real friends are, and those i thought were DEFINTILY arent, and they know who they are. Its kinda starting to freak me out that within a month 3 parents have died, i dont know how i could survive without either of my parents. Zac, im sorry. Fil, I'm sorry.
School sucks, more than ever. Right now, im at the library "working on a porject" with pj. WE're having fun though. i couldnt remember how look up books so i followed this little kid around so i could watch him, and learn :-)
I'm officially a TRUE dumbass, today i "took" a whole roll of film in photo, yeah there was no film in the camera =\
This weekend is gonna be fun, and really im not telling why, those who know, know those who dont..HAHAH.
YOU, i dont mean this in any way to be mean, but you need to chill out and stop freaking out over nothing! Me and HER feel like shit cause of the things you say...STOP.
p.s. your welcome for this weekend >:O
WEll guys im off, hopefully my NEW computer will be working by this weekend, if not its just more library/jenna house trips.
haha, you're not invited to the sleepover, and go get ernie for jennna!!!!!!!!!! :-D
peace nukkah! ;-)
I love you...(not him, the other one)
((mandy))
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2003 6 May :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: sum41
so am i still waiting....
lalala i am in such a weird mood. cripple life sucks :( everyone thinks that crutches are all fun and shit... but when u gotta walk across the school like 5 times a day in em.. they get old. i need to bring a note tomorrow for miss "go and fall down the stairs" lol. im seeing the light at the end of the unnel with my whole depression spell. maybe ive just been to tired/busy to think about things lately.. but ive definetely been feeling a lot better and a lot more social. told ya guys i would recover.lol. umm... oh i got my alloy catalog today.... so many cute things... i want the whole catalog! lol. yea right like thats gonna happen... oh also.. id better heal my damn foot by saturday cause that would suck major ass if i couldnt go cause i hurt my footsie. *sigh* we'll see... thats about it for now... as sunil would say "Pickles? I'm huungry"
peace out "freaks!" "keep it at the circus" lmao natalia
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2003 3 May :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ataris
why not?
jackie wants ya'll to know that she drew first blood.... k......
umm today we went to the movies to see that movie that everyone wants to see but woint admit it... and it was just so annoying i casnt find the words... i wasnt too dissappointed tho cause i went in with such low expectations ... the damn lil kids were all like "ewww!!!!" when they kissed... it was like... ok? grow up.. crutches suck major, theyre tiring after a while. i hate hobbling along! oh well.. at leats im not broken so it wont take that long to heal..
this week ive been too tired/busy to think about anything so i havent been engulfed in mky problems as usual... its been a nice break. maybe if i dont sleep at all i will be so tired ill forget about it all! heh. jackie is dying for ya'll to know that im at her house. there. i said it. woohoo... i shall go now and steal her candy cause im a cripple and i can :)
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2003 2 May :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: tired
lalalala..
hmm well i went to school today and turned in my paper, then came home early and went to the emergency room for my foot. 3 hours and a few x-rays later, turns out it wasnt broken, but the sprain is so bad that they had to immobilize it... meaning i basically have a cast on my leg. in a week i gotta have a follow-up... hopefully all will go well. finding nemo didnt come out thisweekend!! how disappointing. tomorrow im goin with jizackie (as she would say) to see a certain disney movie that everyone secretly wqants to see but is too scared to admit it. muahahaha lol well i shall go now.. adios
i learned that emergency rooms take a really long time (although we all knew that already)
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2003 1 May :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: in pain
gah
research project=gahness! i havent had time for anything this week.. eaglette tryouts. today i think i broke my fooot.. seriously... i cant walk on it and the way i landed on it i dont see how it would just be sprained.. so yea. im on crutches... fuck! oh she sed that they didnt cut me cause my injury but theyre gonna reaudition me at the beginning of next year. fair.. gah i hate myself for not doing my research project.. otherwisde i could stay home tomorrow... but i gues ill be hobbling around atlantic at least until 4th hour.. ok gotta go do work. byes
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