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2006 5 May :: 1.50 pm
:: Mood: optimistic
i think about the future more and more each day. I think of all the things i could see and be apart of. I cant wait to start everything a new. no one will know me. no one will expect anything. i can be all i want and no one will get in my way. i will be the quite, meek person ive always wanna be. i can eat lil and noone will think i am ill. no one will call me. no one will tell me so much hopingill care. i know so many people's dark secrets, but some days they seem so much. i dont wanna know. i wanna be surrounded by people, but untouched by them. dont want them to penitrate into my world. i need to concentrate on my studies. make me a life. a single, lonely life, but itll be soo less complicated.
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2006 1 April :: 10.58 am
today was the first time in a long time that i looked you square in the eye. i saw the lashes that lined each one. it filled me with an overwhelming feeling that i cant put away. i want to hide this. i want to lock it away and forget about how much i would like to be with you. each day you grow more and more perfect in my eyes, but i know it will never be. and because you know and everyone else does too, you try to distance your self farther and farther away... i wont be able to stand it much longer...
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2006 19 March :: 11.15 am
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2006 4 February :: 2.14 pm
-[is it you i want or just the notion of, a heart to wrap around, somewhere i can find my way around]-
theres this guy. he is amazing! and i have liked him for over a year. he hates me. and the thing is, i dont want him physically, i just want his company. and its frustrating cause its never going to be and i know that, but i cant stop likign him. i want to cause it would be so much easier. but theres just somethign about him that drawsme in.
merg
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