:: 2005 22 October :: 9.20 pm

have you ever felt so naked? like everyone can see past your skin to your very soul? just imagian standing alone on center stage. the audiance is out in the darkness so you cant quite see them, but your know they are out there and their attention is fixated on you. a solo light shines from above and warms your bare skin as you stand so naked in front of them; offering everything and holding back nothing. You want to share, but you still feel that you should cover up so, modestly, your hands are hiding parts that society doesnt accept. the things that help define who you are but are forbidden to express or share... you wanna be embaressed, but you also wanna share to the entire world what you hide...

sweet words

:: 2005 25 August :: 11.08 am

you make things so much harder
ishould say goodbye
but its so0oo hard

sweet words

:: 2005 13 June :: 4.20 pm

is it so much to want to be beautiful and to not want people to have sex with you? maybe people turn gay because the opposite sex isnt as horney and find them actually beautiful. its just a thought.

1 whisper | sweet words

:: 2005 1 June :: 9.33 pm

i hurt so much. for so many reasons?? hard to explain. you dont wanna hear the details... i think my bed has to do with it. lol!

sweet words