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2004 8 November :: 9.31 pm
:: Mood: ugly
im so upset with myself
these guys were callin me ugly today. it makes me so sad. i jus wanna cry. im sick of being ugly... i think some day soon i will post a picture of myself to show you and let you decide if im ugly or not...
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2004 7 November :: 11.10 am
:: Mood: no other way to put it, happy
the contrastign of the tired trees never made the sky so blue...
today is such a nice day. the sky is cloudless. i looked out my window as i lay in bed and i see this tree. the leaves are a golden brown. through them, you can see the sky peeking out. the contrast makes the site quite lovely. i personally like the golden yellow trees that really stand out against the sky. it makes me have hope of finding good in this world. i plan to go to the movies today. im hoping that may be a very plesant experience. ill get to see him. happiness.
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2004 4 November :: 2.09 pm
. . . . . . ..::.:.::* wishing upon a star *::.:.::.. . . . . .
she doesnt mean to hurt him when she turns away. more than anything, she wants to hold his hand as she walks down the hall. when she looks past him its only for her friends. they think she doesnt pay enough attention towards them. they are the ones that were there before the boyfriend and they are the ones that will be there when he leaves. does it not make any more sense to give more attention to her friends than him? at night she calls him to talk and none of her friends. it balances itself out in the end, right? she doesnt want him to be hurt. it has only been a week. are they rushing things? expecting too much? so much goes unanswered.
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2004 3 November :: 9.03 am
:: Music: coheed and cambria
the world is at ease...
maybe for a little. i am content enough. i still hide the scars from him. he knows of them but has never seen them. i am tired of iding them. i think i may stop. it is simply beautiful in the mornings. the clouds are out and simmer in the golden rays. quite entrancing. sometimes i wish i was as pretty. i noticed more and more that people are starting to leave me. is it really my fault? i try to be a pleasant enough person. i dont talk about people behind their backs. sure, i get a lil hyper sometiems and i talk a little too much, but does that really annoy them? it confuses my mind and im not quite sure how to deal with it. i have tried fixing myself but i cant seem to change. maybe i am not trying hard enough. im not quite sure. life is so confusing.
How do i change the entries so they go to the left or right???
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