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2005 18 June :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: everything's not lost - coldplay
its a delicate degree
the human being fascinates me.
on the one hand, you have rapists, murderers, thieves, molesters, serial killers.
whats-his-face peterson, the unabomber. jack the ripper.
and what kills me is that you can see the corruption on someone’s face.
the seven deadly sins.
glutton. covetousness. lust. anger. envy. sloth. pride.
but then, in the other hand, you have masterpieces of art, magnificent symphonies, prodigies, theatre, pbs.
aristotle, da vinci, mozart.
i wonder, though, if locke or hobbes was right.
because we are such multi-faceted creatures.
maybe there is some sort of undetectable chemical or hormone that is present in some, and not in others. maybe that’s the cause of violence and insanity.
and although i’d like to believe locke was correct, and that we were all born happy and peaceful and wonderful, its hard; because we have such lush history.
the romans. the vikings. the countless wars.
and you know how everyone says that history repeats itself?
that’s bull.
because, [this is a message for you, mankind] lets say someone makes ONE huge mistake. fine, okay. the world can deal, it was an accident.
but then some time later someone else thinks they can pull off what the other couldn’t, because we’ve advanced technologically. this guy, lets call him bob, totally blows it.
so the world is all “for shame, bob. learn from the past.”
THEN, adding insult to injury, another guy, fred, says bob was retarded, and since its fifty years later, he should try.
can you see the pattern?
and as of the moment my mind is already losing its direction & focus because i have the attention span of a small child on speed.
so im going to try and stop myself from losing the rest of my money to barnesandnoble.com .
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rina
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2005 7 June :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: fake palindromes - andrew bird
and that's not all
i hate that my brain is always set on "worst case scenario."
ie: driving on blue ridge parkway.
for the average human being, this should be a wonderful experience; fantastic views and scenery blowing by your car window.
and then there's me.
wondering what it would be like if the car veered sharply off the very, very steep mountain. what would i do to survive?
would the car get caught in tree branches, consequently causing a bough to snap some sort of fuel line that will cause a chain reaction, making the car blow up?
who knows. but i think of things like that all the time.
anyways, north carolina was pretty good. it was a welcome break from the constant heat that is the sunshine state.
which is kind of ironic, really, since it got around 9.5 inches of rain while i was gone. hm.
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rina
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2005 19 May :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: i love you - dandy warhols
but you, you're the catalyst
its my birthday tomorrow.
happy birthday, me.
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rina
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2005 18 May :: 9.52am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: consider this - anna nalick
boys will be boys
i'm skipping second period, and chilling in the media department.
i love how badass you can feel when you walk by administration while skipping and they don't even ask you for passes.
i still am having an awful time getting to sleep at night.
and i just got over this wonderfully horrible habit of eating nothing but two bowls of cereal a day.
nothing for breakfast or lunch, come home and eat cereal, and then skip dinner.
next year i'm going to be in newspaper instead of computer graphics, and i'll be editor of the literary magazine our school puts out.
i feel so geekish that i'm so excited, but i can't help it.
and boys? pah. who needs them.
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