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rina

:: 2005 4 December :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: summer skin - death cab

how a theoretical physicist finds love (re: when science stops working)
it's in the cracks, the in-betweens, the explained unexplainables.
when freckles go from pigments,
to constellations,
to colliding molecules and supernovas.

it's the amaranthine sky filled with nuclear reactions.
and you know you could just call it rain,
instead of thinking that precipitate,
is just another word for change

and when life becomes less measured in minutes,
but more in breaths, glances, sighs,
you think its time
to stop calculating when the chemistry will be created

because in a room full of whiskey and wishes,
when it ceases to be music and instead becomes
cerulean beats and brick-red rhythms,
thinking clearly doesn't register

what was once gravity and equations
slowly, gradually, evolves into invisible hands and,
light goes from enigma,
to heart beats,
to artery explosions .

sweet words


rina

:: 2005 4 December :: 2.28am
:: Mood: whatever
:: Music: i will follow you into the dark - death cab for cutie

love of mine, someday you will die
i hate when people look down upon me because i don't harbor the same beliefs as them.
or when they try to save me from the error of my ways.
the error of seeing religions more as guidelines than a cult.
which is harsh, i know.
but i cannot believe a celestial being created the earth in six days, and that humans appeared out of no where.

lately i've been reading about several religions, traditions, mythologies.
i've decided to pick and choose,
and then form my own religion.
a set of beliefs that would fluxuate and change as i realize, discover, experience.

sweet words


rina

:: 2005 14 November :: 3.26am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: ruby blue - róisín murphy

ready to go, go, go
i suppose this is quite unhealthy.
being awake at 3.30 on a school night and such.

it doesn't faze me though.
it should, but it does not.
the only thing it succeeds in doing is making me tired and rather irritable.

oh, i wish i was nocturnal.
or that everyone else slept the way i do.
maybe it wouldnt be so lonely when you're splitting time with another person.
ah well.

sweet words


rina

:: 2005 13 November :: 12.53am
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: cosy in the rocket - psapp

nobody knows where we might end up
i miss this.
but the truth is, nothing's all right anymore.
what is?
i'm down down down, drowning in work i can't finish.
my head spins just thinking about it.

so i'm thinking, deciding about what to do next.
what to think next.
i'm pretty sure i need a vacation, and soon.

art has taken a swift turn from the believable to the surreal.
i'm making up things that don't make sense.
and apparently its disconcerting for others.

i'm much too morbid for their taste, maybe.

sweet words

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