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2004 28 June :: 6.13 pm
Well well well!!!! So I think I should update the whole Andrew and me thing. So here it goes!
We are now allowed to see each other 2 times a week, and can talk on the phone whenever we want. But seein how my mom is never around, we sneak and see eachother 3 or 4 times a week :) We're so happy with eachother, and are glad the storm is finally over. It still may be cloudy at times, but we're going to stay together no matter what.
His mom is still acting the same way. The last time I saw her was at his open house on the 12th. And before that was some time in early May. She says that she wants to get to know me better, but she doesn't allow me to go to his house. Which I have no idea how that's gonna happen! Andrew and his mom aren't getting along very well, either. He's only there like 3 times a week, otherwise he's at his dad's. His mom barely ever talks to him or involved with his life, but then she's so controlling. I feel so bad for him, and I feel bad when I say that she's one of the worst moms ever. I mean, my mom's no angel, but atleast she is there for me. His mom is only there financially, not really emotionally. She sounds like she cares, but her actions make me wonder. Idk, all i really know is that she is pushing him away with her silence, and it's horrible.
In other news, me and Andrew are goin on vacation together!! Well, we're goin with his dad and his brothers, but it's all good. We're so excited, we leave on the 7th! yay!
Well, enough of that, im gonna get goin TTYL
~Amerz
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2004 23 June :: 10.26 pm
Instead of bringing lovers to their knees with your use of feminine wiles, you simply use your mere presence.
Sexual healers treat bodies as temples - and not merely somewhere to place their bounty upon again and again.
As one of the select few, you are praised for your diligence.
You are not as flashy as other lovers out there.
Those who find you in their bed are very lucky indeed and are in for a treat of never-ending pleasure.
Healing every bit of your lovers both physically and spiritually.
No one will ever leave your bed without a sense of peace and relaxation. If they leave it at all!
What Sexy Woman Are You?
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2004 23 June :: 9.51 pm
Cancer - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with
Your negative traits:
Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.
Your ideal partner:
Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!
Your dating style:
Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.
Your seduction style:
Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.
Tips for the future:
Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.
Best place to meet someone online:
eHarmony - you'll be able to take the time to get to know each potential match well
Best color to attract mate: Aqua
Best day for a date: Wednesday
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2004 8 June :: 9.12 pm
Ahh yes, the truth comes out...
| UCAUTION | | IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP AMY AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES. |
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2004 20 May :: 5.15 pm
:: Mood: why bother....
I successfully hate my life...there is nothing positive in it. Except for Andrew. He's the only one that can put positivity into my life. He truly is the greatest thing to ever happen to me. But no, can't have him....he's too good for me, i guess. Stupid parents need to just fuckin get over it, and accept the fact that we love eachother, and we don't regret it. We mean the world to eachother, and that's never going to change. I need him so bad, and he needs me. This is the most pathetic thing in the entire world. It is so pointless, all it is going to do is push us away from our parents, and make us want to rebel. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO LIVE MY LIFE!! I'M SICK OF EVERY1 DICTATING IT TO ME!!! GAH! im out. w/e. fuck this.
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2004 17 May :: 10.24 pm
:: Mood: upset, really upset
Where to start...hmm.
So, as most of you know, (to the wonderful screams in the halls by mitch :) j/k) that I was ungrounded today. Heh. Well, that wasn't as great as I thought it would be. Sure, I went to Andrew's tennis match, and I enjoyed it. But then, my mom called Andrew's mom tonight to see if we could hang out tomorrow. So, she did. And his mom is being really stupid. They talked, and his mom tried ratting me out on going to a few of Andrew's matches, which my mom knew about. So, they talked some more, and I'm sitting right there, and my mom says, "Well, what I'm getting from you is that you think that this is all on Amy. And, ya know, it takes two." and his mom went on and was like "Well, I don't feel comfortable with her, she never said hi or waved to me at the tennis matches, I don't know what to think of her. "
Well, I'm sorry, but it's not my first instinct to go up to a woman that hates me and start talking to her. I'm deathly afraid of her, she holds a lot of power in mine and Andrew's relationship. I wouldn't know what to say, besides I'm sorry, but still that doesn't seem to be sufficient given the cirsumstances. Well, I guess I'm just a huge fuck up, what can I say.
So Andrew's mom set up a few more boundries to tie us to our little 4 foot square(not w/o my mom trying to make it better for us, thank god) :
~We are currently only allowed to see eachother once a week, and cannot talk on the phone, even after my mom asked twice.
~When we see eachother, we are only allowed to see eachother at my house; his mom said that she isn't comfortable having me in her house. wellllll...
~ When in the event of me and Andrew seeing eachother, we are to be under extreme supervision. heh. if my mom goes outside, then so do we. we're two again.
~Other things are to be determined as they arise. Although, I was just talking to my mom, and I said, "Ya know, I honestly think she's trying to find anything to keep us apart. She doesn't want us to be together." and my mom said, "I know she doesn't want you to be together." and I asked, "what do you mean?" and she said, "Like, nothing, at all."
Hah. Well baby, what do you think of all this? How are we going to get through this?? Wow...you need to comment....just post as anonymous. I really need you to. Luvs mucho baby, see ya tomorrow.
~Amz~
** Oh, I forgot, his mom also asked what my lunch time was, so I didn't sneek to see him. wow. thats all i have to say.
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2004 16 May :: 9.38 pm
:: Music: disgusted
So given the current circumstances between me and andrew, and all the b/s she spouted at me, I would sure like to know why she would think it's ok to do that when I'm ten feet away. You really make me sick bitch. I think I'm going to go hurl now.
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2004 14 May :: 8.06 pm
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2004 13 May :: 10.12 pm
I'm politically correct, I prefer trashwoman, thank you very much....hehe
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2004 13 May :: 10.06 pm
Well, well, well. :D
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2004 12 May :: 1.48 pm
really?
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2004 11 May :: 9.42 pm
:: Mood: pissed
So I'm supposed to kiss ass to be somewhere I don't want to be? That's the biggest load of b/s I think I've ever heard.
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2004 9 May :: 9.40 pm
:: Mood: im so fucken angry and pissed off right now
Happy fuckin mothers day, stupid bitch. not that you are a mom. Way to ruin my life.
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2004 5 May :: 8.37 pm
:: Mood: ooooh yeah!!
that's what I'm talkin' about!!
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2004 1 May :: 10.53 pm
:: Mood: hurt
So tonight turned out to be horrible. Andrew is at his stepdads, and is babysitting, and then tells me that stephanie sparks might be coming over. Immediately my heart sinks to my feet. Stephanie Sparks. Long, brown, beautiful hair, perfect body, gorgeous smile. The works. So he's going to have her over there. All alone. Hmm. So when i make it known that im upset, he ignores it. Later he tells me that its because he thought i was pissed. So I call him cuz he had to get off line early to put the kids to bed, and no one answered. So I called right back, and he picks up the phone and says "Hello?" and i say. "Hey" and he says "Hey" and i say "Can you get online?" and he's like "Why?" and im like "So I can talk to you. I'm not supposed to be on the phone remember?" and he says in mono tone "Oh, yeah. I guess."
Ugh. I feel horrible. And I'm currently waiting for him to get online, just sittin here....twiddling my thumbs. 11:20. Hmm. I'm so hurt and confused. He's never acted like this. And I've never been jealous like this. I think a lot of it is I know his stepdad and deb prolly like her more than me b/c of what happened, hell, they got pictures plastered around the place of her. And then for the fact that me n andrew are goin through a tough time. that doesnt make it any better for either side. And then he told me the other day how he felt about her. Ick. It made my heart get that twinge of pain. Don't get me wrong, I don't think he would ever cheat on me, it just sux that she gets to spend more time with him then i will be able to in atleast 2 1/2 weels. Well, thats all for now. Now I get to wait for the other shoe to drop. *groans*
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