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:: 2005 22 May :: 1.13 am

I'm not your star.
Same old, same old.

Nothing really new.

I should really try to write...

Maybe I'll get more writing in during the summer.

Three and a half days of school left.

But really, only, like, two.

The last one and a half days are exams.

hm.

I feel kind of..

Weird.

It's a little unnerving..

Things not being how they were...

A few months ago.

[The title is a clue.]

Not that I'm, like...

Er.

Nevermind.

Sorry for the confusing, mindless ramble.

Ignore it.

But I'm not going to delete it.

Because I don't feel like it.

I'll try and update again soon.

I guess.

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:: 2005 9 April :: 10.26 pm






find your element
at mutedfaith.com.



Yay for the quizzes that are -mostly- true.

Well, I can't say this past week or so hasn't been eventful. Whew.

I cannot WAIT for summer! So much planned, so much to look forward to..

TAKS (Texas Assessment of Knowledge and Skills) is supposed to be happening the week of the 18th, I think.. or the week after that. How.. exciting? Nah, not really. I don't think I'll do too well on the math one (they'd better blitz us [review]). Dunno about Science.. wonder if we'll have a history test.. -shrug.-

Well.. I thought I should update somehow.

<3 The-N.
-Ash

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:: 2005 5 February :: 10.48 pm
:: Music: "Andy, You're A Star" - The Killers

Meheh.
Most of my journal entries are Friends Only nowadays.

Goodness. My first Valentine's day (with a boyfriend) is coming up. Should I be nervous? I don't really wanna think about it.. But.. We're out of school that day. It's a Staff Development day.. meh..

I don't know why I'm listening to this song. Funny. I haven't listened to The Killers much lately. I'm getting back into Coldplay, and back into Alanis Morissette, and back into all of my old music. [Yay, italics.]

I'm really no good at Art. I'm trying, though. Paints are fun. I tried sketching earlier. I was worse then than I normally am. I guess the Art room inspires me and somehow makes me a better.. "artist".

I'm really not a visual artist. Photography I'm okay at. That's about it in the way of visual art. I'm more of a words person. Poet, that kind of thing. Mhm. Still at deviantArt. Actually, I just submitted a poem earlier. I couldn't figure out how I could make the ending better so I just left it how it was.

Last night I was just sitting here, reading my D/G-ness and watching TV.. and shredding paper.. Yes, shredding paper. I had over 10 little stacks of paper going. Found out they made good confetti. Bear (my outside dog) took the piece of paper I had some shredded paper in and decided it was a toy and was running around with a little white piece of paper in his mouth. Then he devoured it. Figured out afterwards that Mom did not like little, white pieces of paper all over her porch. -I- thought it looked like snow and was fine; it's only paper. She handed me a broom and made me sweep it off. What the heck? Who's going to be looking at our porch anyway? No one of any importance ever comes over, and the people that DO come over won't care! It's just paper!

Mom's been really moody lately, but then again, so have I. Maybe it's something in the water.

I think that's a long enough entry, eh? OH. I have a conversation excerpt for you. I was talking to my cousin/friend Tawney the other night..

Tawney: So, what color's your rum?
Me: .. What-what color's my MUM?
Tawney: No! What color's your RUM!
Me: My.. my room?
Tawney: Yes, your rum!
Me: .. God, you've got terrible accent.
Tawney: Shut up.

Later:

Pappy (her fiance) in the background: ... Texican.
Me: DID HE JUST CALL ME A MEXICAN?!
Tawney: No, he called you a Texican.. well.. pretty much.
Me: I am NOT a Mexican! I am French!

And even later:

Pappy: So you don't like Mainers?
Me: ... eh?
Pappy laughs.

.. He laughed at me. I didn't know what his problem was until I realized that I said "eh". Oh, come ON! Mexicans aren't the ONLY ones who say "eh"! Canadians do, too!

meh.. ;-; I'm gonna go now.

And here's the poem I was talking about for you.

Read more..

Bye-bye!
-Ash

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:: 2005 24 January :: 11.26 am

I shouldn't be out of bed.

Fever, off and on since night before last I think. Coughing, sneezing. My back and neck and whatnot are killing me. My mom tried to hug me and I nearly started crying. She said I was having muscle spasms.. And before that I -was- crying. For some reason I just kept crying off and on for hours yesterday. I'm on my third roll of toilet paper (we ran out of kleenex) and I should be going back to bed soon. My mom says it's freezing in this house but I'm burning up. Don't know why I have to stay bundled up when I'm this hot. Blah.

Yesterday.. I think I had one can of sprite and a bottle of water.. Two or three Alka Seltzer things.. I took some Robitussen but it made me start shaking and my hands were all tingly so Mom said I'm not taking anymore of it. The only thing I had to eat yesterday was chicken noodle soup.. I had Cream of Potato earlier.. Mom said at least I'm keeping the soup down.

I don't want to drink anything or eat anything. I feel like I'm going to throw up whenever I do.

Hopefully I'm better by tonight. I don't want to go to the doctors, and I can't miss anymore school. I didn't want to miss today.

I'm sick of being sick.

And now I'm going back to bed.

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:: 2005 13 January :: 4.14 pm

Here's a bit of advice, honey.

Don't mess with the sick girl; she bites.

And ooh, what a dramatic exit!

--

Is it time for more medicine yet?

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