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"Castles in the Sky"

Do you ever question your life?
Do you ever wonder why?
Do you ever see in your dreams
All the castles in the sky?

Oh tell me why
Do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why
All the castles way up high
Please tell me why
Do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why
All the castles way up high


That's pretty much the way the song goes. It's a song from this dance party CD.

Someone told me my layout was getting old and I needed color. And I know.. It's bright.

Not sure how long it'll stay like this, but for now, I kind of like it.

I've been listening to Incubus alot lately.

Oh.

It's just now hit me that it's the weekend, which means no school tomorrow, which means I don't have to sit around doing nothing tonight. I might go outside and visit the kittens (then wash my arms and face because of my allergies).

Does this layout look okay? Tell me what you think.

I want your thoughts.

They are redoing the floor in my bedroom. They tore out all of the old carpet and they're putting down plywood so I won't fall through the floor of my own room. Maybe it'll be flat now.

[/start]
I was out shopping for a doll
To say the least I thought I'd
Seen them all
And then you took me by surprise
I'm dreamin' 'bout those dreamy eyes

I never knew, I never knew
So take your suitcase
I don't mind
Baby, though I meant it
Everytime
You don't need to compromise
I'm dreamin' 'bout those dreamy

I never knew, I never knew
But it's all right..

Everything
Will be all right
[/end]

I like The Killers. I like them alot. They're getting close to being one of my favorite bands..

Funny, I don't even know what my favorite bands are anymore. I really don't. It used to be Coldplay, Guns N Roses, and A Perfect Circle.. Now I really like The Killers.. And Shinedown is awesome as well.. And I adore "Finding Myself" by Smile Empty Soul and "Slow Chemical" by Finger Eleven.

I guess I don't really have a favorite band overall.

Hm.. I really should be working on my makeup work from all of those days I missed..

I will get it done. I'll probably go shut myself up in my room with some music and do it all. I'm not really looking forward to writing that story.. I don't have one specific story that stands out from my life. I'll most likely end up making one up.

It's not a good thing to hold a grudge against people for things they can't fix and never meant to do in the first place, but I can't help it.

Alice 19th is quickly becoming one of my favorites series. It's a great manga.

Oh, and I have the fourth book of the Anita Blake series. I don't have the first one, but I've read it. I'm still reading the third one..

All right. I'm bored of typing now. I think I'll go read or something now.
-Ash

Meh. The breathing machine didn't help my wheezing last night. Scared the crap out of me. So I cried. I haven't cried in a long time.

I..
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world I wish I was in

Heh. Funny.. Really funny.. Thanks for my habits.. home slice.

I keep remembering things at odd times during the day.. I still regret nothing.

And though I doubt he even reads this anymore, I shall say one thing.

Thanks for the e-mail.. the only communication we've had in months.. and it was nice hearing from you again.

Perhaps now.. Aheh. Maybe I can now.

-Hic.- I'm sleepy-ish. But not really. I don't want to go to bed. Oh! It's only 8. Bwaha.

I want to play Phantasy Star.. but it's not as much fun alone.. =\ Aye, well.. Perhaps I shall go seek out a conversation with someone. Dunno who.

Hope everyone's happy. Unless, you know, you don't want to be.

Grr.
Stupid people tell the stupidest jokes.

"That's not stupid! That's funny!"

Yeah. Uh huh.

"How do you put an elephant in a freezer?... You open the door and put him in there!"

.... No. That's not stupid at all.

I feel like watching Inu Yasha. Don't know why. I've only seen a few episodes. Oh well.

It's fourth period. We had to do this nice, long packet. There's only a few people done. The people that ARE done didn't really try too hard. I'm finished. I worked with Laura, and did most of the work. Didn't really care too much on a few of the questions, like how you're supposed to get a political answer out of a story about prose and poetry, and how they are natural and carefree. I'd like to see the "teacher" get answers to those questions.

I'm actually ready to go to fifth [and last] period. English. "Woohu."

I think it's raining.

I keep coughing. And coughing. And sighing, trying to breath deeply. It's not working. I'll be glad when I get to go to the doctor and get whatever I need. Two reasons for the doctor's visit. The only one I'll share willingly is the fact that I probably have asthma, and need an inhaler/to get diagnosed or whatever. Bleh.

All right. I think I'll go see what Laura's doing.

Now.. Time to waste space.

Moulin Rouge rocks.

Fruits Basket rocks.

Suki is not cool.

Neither is.. er.. What's it called.. Don't remember. Oh well.

OH! By the way, whoever's reading this.

What do you call a liar who lies all the time? I can't remember. It's like.. A something-liar. Grr. I can't remember. Been trying to remember it all day long. Okay. I lied. It's only been since the end of lunch.

Almost time for the bell to ring.

I think the rain stopped.

Bye.

-Spazz's out and murders the computer.-

Bleh. So. Tired. Of. Stupid. School.

ROYALLY sucks. Well, maybe not ROYALLY.

Did you know that my school is considered a "Wealthy" school? -Laughs sarcastically.- Riiight. We're only considered that because some company feels sorry for us, so they go and buy us some new equipment. Like, so far, we have new bleachers.. We're supposed to expanding the gym [what was the point in the bleachers again?] and something about the baseball field. Oh, and a dance studio and new dressing rooms.. See a pattern? Sports are the only important thing. Maybe they were going to throw in a couple more things; can't remember.

I despise breakfast commercials. Especially when it's morning, and I'm hungry! But I can't have cereal because there's no milk! -Stabs the breakfast commercials.- Forget you! I'm having donuts anyway! -Crosses arms.- Hmph.

So, I have a Xanga. I update on there alot. Because no one ever reads this. Well.. I guess I kind of deserve it, because I never really read anyone else's journals on here either..... Ah well.

I shall post a poem, just for old times sake! [Old times? What old times?]

>_>

"Prison of a Fairytale"
There was always that bit of bliss,
The bit that kept me being swept away
But it wasn't enough to sweep me away from this
Prison of a fairytale that you keep reciting,
All of these happily-ever-afters,
These pointless promises into oblivion.
Turn away before I fall any further.
My eyes are veiled from these recurring moments,
These expectations of your prescence,
This pain from years past keep making this crack
In my heart only larger and worse.
If only it were possible to die of a broken heart
And promises never kept, then this bitter longing
Would finally subside.

I still love everyone, even if I don't post so much anymore ^^;.

But I still hate those stupid breakfast commercials.
-Ash