:: 2004 26 May :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: sick

I dont feel good
Yeah so long time no post. Lots has happened. Mostly been hangin out with my boyfriend Shawn... there Mal now ya cant say I never told ya. Hes a great guy. Went over to his place yesterday when I got outta work at noon and he let me nap and play all day long. Took really good care of a sick mica too. I dunno I have a sore throat that wont quit. And the headaches and back aches... basically everything north hurts. So Shawn gave me massages and went out and got me vegatarian soup and let me take as many naps as I could. Then made fun of me for not being able to breath and snoring. LOL. He's like "I had to lean real close but I heard it... then I had Alan come listen"... punk, but I love em. Seriously glad I met this boy. It wouldda been a mistake not to. Planning on goin there again maybe Friday. We're supposed to do some drinkin, but I dont know if that would be the smartest idea... nothing good ever comes from being alone with your bf and drunk. LOL. Oh well. We'll see.

Ok now for some homework... that test grade needs to go up!

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 23 May :: 2.13 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

MICA FOUND A NICE BOY!
So the time has come that I met the nicest boy in the whole world. Last night after dance a friend called me up to say that he was hanging out at his friend Shawns with Shawn and his brother and I should come out. So I was bored and I did. And I walk in the house (after getting lost for a long time) and met everyone there and then we all go and sit in Shawns room and watch 'Gone in 60 Seconds.' Everything is fine and dandy and Shawn got up to get something, comes back in with pops for all and hands them out. I got mine last and when he handed it to me he kissed me on the cheek. WAY CUTE! So we watch the movie, watchie watchie watchie, and then it gets over so we start this other movie... something crazy with dead people in mirrors and walls and stuff. So we're sittin sittin sittin and he grabs my hand. WAY CUTE! So then Shawns brother wanted to go to bed and Chris wanted to go home so we all rearranged. Shawn and I got off the couch and layed in his bed. His brother moved to the couch and Chris left. So of course we kissed. lol. Not much, since his brother was, ya know, 2 feet away. And then Shawn goes and gets all cute on me. Hes like I heard you had some bad dates lately and that you are a virgin and are waiting to do things and blah blah blah. So he says to me "If I ever try and push things to far I'm truely sorry and just tell me to stop." Ummm wow! So, he was a totaly gentleman the rest of the night. We kissed a little, cuddled a lot, and watched the cracked out movie. Very cute! Good job Chris! Mica found a nice boy!

So heres the details. Hes a cutie! Just a little taller than me, prolly like 5'10 or so. Very cute style. Does the whole button down sexy shirt with the wrist bands. HELL YEAH! brown hair. Cute kid. 21 year old kid.

Ok enough about that. No need to get all worked up about anything. ::sigh::

Got my nails filled yesterday. Told the lady to do what she wanted to them... they are so ugly! LOL. Other people dont think so, but I hate them. BLAH!

Went to dance last night. I missed everyone and now I dont. They bitch so much its unreal. I am glad that I'm outta it. I dont need to hear it anymore. Its nice!

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 22 May :: 1.35 pm
:: Mood: ok

boys... and buckly
lol that is a subject of discussion in and of itself. lol. How is it that Buck is taking me out more than everyone else in the world? And hes gettin nuttin. Then the other boys take me out and BAM suckka... in the pants. No not really but you get the idea. I dunno something to think about I guess. lol.

THis whole subject comes about because I'm supposed to stop by the club tonight after dance. Sarah and everyone is gonna be there. Been spending lots of quality Buck time lately... its nice. Especially since my roomate Mal ditches me all the time. LOL JK I LOVE YOU MAL. I've got Mal withdraws too.

Going to see my dancers dance all day today. I'm pretty excited about it actually. And I'm thinking that between shows I'll go get my nails filled. But I dunno. Might wanna wait for Mal to come with me for that one.

Speaking of Mal, I'm gonna go call her right now!

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 21 May :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: blank

bad days lately
I dunno whats up, not good stuff lately. I seriously just dont know what to do with life. I guess nothing. I think... yeah I dont know what I think... Talked to Sergio like every day this week. Damn I miss that kid. lol not really a kid, but ya know. Thats what my life has decided. That if I had to up and get married today it'd be to that kid.... Amazing. But I'm not getting married, hell hes not even in Michigan most of the time. So lifes a bitch that way.

In other news I told Buckly I'd go to the strip club with him and some Orbit bouncers. I dont know if I'll actually go. That would mean that I'd have to get my butt movin so that I could go to the show at Orbit first. Its a Gwar concert... supposed to be intense. Like massive fights scary people intense. And I dont know if I'm up for a night of scary people, fights, and naked chicks with a bunch of honry guys.

Might call up Ryan, boring guy but at least it'd be something to do. Or maybe I'll stay home, have a night for me... yeah I'll see how that goes.

Getting a new cell soon. Gotta screw Nextel guy first. LOL no. jk. I got a phone but we gotta see if he can fix it all nice and so it can be activated. So I'll keep yall posted on whats up... worse come to worse you'll call my old number and have to talk to one of the rents... You'll live. But like I said... gotta screw the nextel boy first....

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 19 May :: 11.10 pm
:: Mood: TIRED

I'm tired... so tired... tired of.. having sex
hehehe its a song sickos. Ok, so my computer exploded. Not really but its broken, so I'm on this one, which is why I havent been writing.

So, all my boys I've broken it off with. I mean seriously... how many times can you hear AND I QUOTE... "Well, if youre not gonna have sex with me, can I at least get some head?" Ummm hello, I'll do things when I feel like them. And those first few dates I usually dont feel like em.

So all this is leaving me with very little faith in relationships. And leaving me with deep thoughts. See then there are two boys remaining from the sickos. And they are boys that I have not dated for reasons that I will keep to myself. Biggest reason being that its difficult... schedules and all. But see after many bad dates I tend to call one of these two boys (nope not sergio... although I did talk to him yesterday... hes in Italy now... he makes me sad because he is a boy I would LOVE to date) and I bitch about my bad dates and they listen and give me lines like "well if you and I were together....." and it makes me start to think, why arent I trying things with these boys. Yes they have their flaws, but they are VERY minor compaired to my bad dates lately. So I dont know what to do. I dont know what to do at all.

In less exciting news I have a test due tomorrow... along with a homework assignment. And I should work on that. School sucks butt!

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