:: 2004 13 May :: 10.03 pm
:: Mood: shitty

Short lived life.
So that was a short lived fling with Ron. I'm done with boys. I'm done with bf's. From now on I'm just gonna screw around. Cuz see that is the only thing that doesnt involve Mica getting hurt. Chris and I were great. Hell even when he tells me about his gf. We're freaking great. And that was just screwing. No one gets hurt when no feelings are involved. So, hey woohu guys...

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 12 May :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: horny

lol thats funny
Excited about Thursday... maybe he can come over tonight... LOL. No, I'm a good kid and yall know it. Seriously. But I am excited about Thursday. And I am hoping he stops by after work tonight. Not thinking its gonna happen. And even if he does, I'm doing laundry so are in the laundry clothes... ick. So in that respect I hope he doesnt come over... should shave my legs... its been like a long time. LOL. Since the skirted outing. Which I guess wasnt forever ago, but long enough that he doenst need to be touchin my legs like this. Ok I'm gonna shut up now...

I'll write again later when I think of other things to write about...

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 11 May :: 10.51 pm
:: Mood: happy

woohu!
I got my nails done today... about damn time. I've been a tad bit over due. But I think I'm set now, I plan on just keeping them up forever. lol. 2 weeks from now will be fill time.

In other news, I'm a moron and left my lights on all day today. So when I went to go leave work I couldnt start my car. Dad had to come save me. But out of all this comes some good. I now know, red on red, black on black. then take off the red, then the black then no touchy touchy then red then black. Yes folks thats right.... I now know how to jump a car. Now I just need those pesky jumper cables... yes I should get some.

Also, just a little report on me. I dunno I've just had such a positive look on things lately. And I'm thinking that it is because of this new excitement of Ron here. I dunno. I dont want to say that my life is happy because a boy entered it... that would make me feel way dependant and stupid. So, I wont say that. But has deffinitely broughten some much needed excitement. I dunno its nice to have things to look forward to. I mean, you look forward to dates, but its way better to look forward to a date like this. Like Thursday, I am WAY pumped about it. And its only Tuesday! I dunno, it just makes me smile. And I think that its great. So maybe it is totally shallow and I'm way stupid about it, but I dont care, I'm smiling and I'm happy and thats A.O.K with me!

What do you suppose A.O.K means? or even just o.k. I mean I know its okay but still... whats it stand for? Anything. I think that maybe okay just is a real word, meaning alright (its hard to think of different words for ok). But then we just went with how it sounds.. ok. But where does the A come in? And are there any other theories about the word ok?

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 10 May :: 10.24 pm
:: Mood: floating

ooooo
So last night was absolutely amazing. I've been floating around all day today. As of about 3am I became a non-single girl...

His name is Ron, hes ABSOLUTELY amazing! He is honestly prolly the sweetest boy I've ever met. He is full of smiles, tells me I'm cute... and theres something about his eyes. His eyes are always so comforting. Like I look at him to see him looking at me, and he doesnt look away. Instead his eyes just tell me whatever is on his mind. Its amazing. Its one of those things that you read about in books but you never really experience. Well, this here is definite experience. I dont know, I just have a great feeling about this boy.

Onto the superficial stuff...
Hes about 6 foot. brown hair. strong, trains dogs lots and is very strong. Wonderful goofy smile, twinkley eyes, strong hands, soft lips, cute lil nose, wide shoulders. Basically hes a human teddy bear... without all the fur. lol. Ummm hes older than me... 22. Works with animals, the puppies at home for training and grooming, the animals at the animal hospital, and then does a wiring job too. Ummm he loves cars, crotch rockets, fast things. Has a truck, and a mustang plus a few other toys. Talks about taking me off roading with his guy friends... personally I dont think it sounds safe, but it could be fun.

Ok I think I'm done for now... yeah just for now. I'm really excited to see him again. He's takin me out on Thursday, so that should be fun... I cant wait till then!

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 9 May :: 8.16 pm
:: Mood: chipper

Mothers day
So my sister and I are the coolest people in the whole wide world. For mothers day we gave her our present... I thought she was gonna cry. And mom NEVER cries, let alone over a gift. So I gotta say we are cool children.

On another note, I've been chattin it up wtih this guy. Another guy that I apparently need to be set up with. And so far hes quite amazing. I'm being more careful, cuz last time I was set up that sucked. So I'm talking a lot to this guy before I committ myself to an entire date. But right now after talking to him for a few days its like one of those wow I could committ myself to a few dates... very nice.... ok he called I'm done writing.

gimmie a ring