Speak your mind, even if your voice shakes a little.

Speak your mind, even if your voice shakes a little.

:: 2004 22 March :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: Surprised

hey now
No one comments to me saying I'd do Mal... thats sad... I expected more from you people... disgraceful!

:: 2004 22 March :: 2.39 pm
:: Mood: Beter

A few things to address
Ok so first things first... this is for my roomie... if I were a guy I wouldnt be your friend and I'd bang you all night long.
BAM SUCKKA!

Ok now for the serious stuff... Kisses for all? no. No more of that. And to be honest it never caught on... just Mal got lots of kisses for awhile. which I know she loved and is going to miss terribly... but if she asks nice... lol. Sadly my new life motto seems to be "drinkin for all" Cuz from the looks of it I have plans to drink everynight this week. So far just no plans for Saturday. So either I keep this tradition going and actively search for plans, or I just leave it up to fate... which has been bringing me massive quantites of alcohol. So, I just thought that I would inform all my woohu.com-ers that my lifes motto has changed... no more kisses for all... again, unless you ask really nice. lol...

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 21 March :: 3.51 pm
:: Mood: :-(

Things are hard
Again with the too much is going on. I dont like to think. My head hurts.

I should get ready for work now... so many thoughts in my head and I dont know how to write them all down. So for now they are all stuffed in.

gimmie a ring

:: 2004 21 March :: 12.26 am
:: Mood: squishy

Mona Lisa's Smile is a good movie... go see it
Just saw that movie and didnt really have more to say, just that.

I miss hugs. I wish I had more hugs. I miss all the little signs of affection.... like the hug. Overall I miss squishy. But most of all the hug.

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:: 2004 20 March :: 5.01 pm
:: Mood: confused

What the hell am I doing
Ok, so, lol. I dont know what to do. One minute I'm sad, next I'm mad, next I'm happy.... etc. Why am I being so spastic? Lotsa feelings goin on here... lotsa people these here feelings are being directed to. I dunno. There are thoughts that I wont be putting on this journal for the fact that I dont want yall to know. So keep that in mind while I vent here... keep in mind that you dont know it all... hell even half.
So distance... sucks. yes. thats all I'm saying there. Children... sucks. yes. thats all I'm saying there. Age... sucks. yes. thats all I'm saying there. Busy.... sucks. yes. thats all I'm saying there. Distance deserves another sucks. yes. thats all I'm saying there.
Thats all I'm saying about that... if you know what I'm talking about try and put it together... but good luck.. cuz even you are missing stuff.
And now to this drinking thing... a few people have called me an alcoholic in fun. And I've started thinking about it... I dont want to drink so much that people worry. So far its just been in fun. Drink enough fast enough to get drunk have the little buzz make an ass out of yourself then fall asleep... no harm in that right? but this 3 days in a row thing is the killer... no need to keep this up for very long. Weekends are good but no need to start on a weds. lol. unless its this weds cuz thats a planed event so its ok.
And this weekend home alone... no fun. no fun indeed. Gonna have to work harder at finding weekend plans. Last night was fun, good job Mal and Kate and Tysha for making it fun. Good job indeed...

gimmie a ring