:: 2003 25 December :: 1.22 pm
:: Mood: auspicious

Its the 25th
Its that time of year again. And I must say that there is something different. This is honestly (and I am not proud to admit it) the first time that I havent cared at all about what gifts I would be getting. I was WAY more pumped to see people open what I got them. I was excited to see the family and have our little dinner, movie night, morning breakfast shin digs. So hey, look at me, this year I dont feel shallow. I mean dont get me wrong the gifts are great and I got a lot of things that I needed or wanted and I love em all to pieces. But I'm just saying the other things seem more important this year than they did in years past.
But along with all this happy christmas stuff comes a different feeling. John is gone to Florida and Mal is at her house being grounded all the time Dena is out living on her own and Ash and I had our outs the last time we were together Buck works like a mad man. So, I'm finding myself just kinda bored. I mean, I work all the time but it would be nice to have sometime to go hang out and be with friends like back in the old times. And I see John all the time, jus like Mal and I think thats why I miss those two the most. I had em and now they are all sorts of gone. Its not the same to come home and not be able to talk to Mal. And its just wrong to have a weekend go by and know that John is really really far away. Hmmm Cant wait to move back. Jan 5th at 8am... not saying that I will leave at 8 but I fully plan on having my stuff packed and ready to go on the 4th.
OH BY THE WAY EVERYONE COME SEE ME DANCE ON THE 9TH OR THE 10TH AT ZELAND HIGHSCHOOL! IT WILL BE GREAT! GVSU DANCE TROUPE WOO!

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:: 2003 19 December :: 5.19 pm
:: Mood: chipper

you people are mean
I think that Andys little test proves that people are mean. Yes, they are very mean indeed

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:: 2003 16 December :: 8.56 pm
:: Mood: complacent

hmmmm
I must say this break stuff isnt all its cracked up to be. So far its just full of work. And yes, I worked before, but it was different because I could come home to my house. I would come home and Mal never yelled at me and if she did (which she didnt) I could just say "Shut up Mal you are a smelly butthead" then I'd walk down the hall and be with other people. But see here at home... I work all day (which makes me wake up earlier than my 9am CHM class) and then I come home and get bitched at about how late I'm getting home and how my room is still messy. Yes, I know, I should have left work driven home cleaned my room driven back... all in the half hour lunch break I get... not to mention all this happens extra speedy since work is about a half hour away. Also, we all know that I control how late I stay at work (that part is true... there is no sarcasm there) but if I need to make money how much sense does it make to come home for the day at noon. GEESH FRICKIN PETE!
Whew thats done. Now to bitch about my life some more. Mom and Dad love Dena more. And this is true, no little sister just thinking so. Full truth here. This is why I think they love her more.
1. Dena gets college visits all through high school and talk of what to do to prepare for college.
Mica got- "go to Grand Valley and be smart in high school... like Dena"
2. Dena got big ass graduation party, full of planning.
Mica got "ya havin a graduation party" about a week before I graduated...
Heres the kicker to this one.. I have more friends, and coaches, and stuff like that then she does.
3. DP gets BIG OLE sappy note in year book from parents
Mica- nothing
4. Dena gets senior trip to Domincan Republic
Mica- BEGGED TO TAKE THE BUS TO FLORIDA
And 5, this is the new one
5. Dena gets new car number 4
Mica gets "If you ever do anything to your car you are on your own"... the kicker on this one... they've bought me one car!
NO JOKE THATS WHAT HAPPENED
So I'm home with parents who dont love me. Nice huh. And I'm bored. Very very bored... where is Mal when ya need her.
And to top it all off... I really miss John

gimmie a ring

:: 2003 12 December :: 12.36 am
:: Mood: amused

EEEEEEEEE
See my Eeeee maker is just fine. So, I'm up making Johns birthday present and so far it hasnt been going as well as I had planed, but the big important thing has yet to be done. I hope it just works out as it does in my head. Ok I better go check it now... brb. Ok so not quite enough ironing on the top, so I just did some more and it should work. But see I just did mine first so that I didnt mess up on his... ya know, get a little experience. But ok, if this works I will be very excited. I hope that John likes it. I hope more than anything! Ok you guys cant know what it is until after I give it to him.
I LOVE YOU JOHN! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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:: 2003 5 December :: 10.45 am
:: Mood: aggravated

Pre-labs suck!
Just a little stressed right now. Last lab of the semester in a class that I NEED an A in the lab to help me not fail the class and this damn pre-lab is killin me. The last question I have no clue how to do it. I had Mal helping last night in exchange for writing her music papers and it looks as though she gave up on the pre-lab too. Stupid Chemistry. So I guess I will go in and ask the prof for help. I guess its just frustrating knowing that I dont have a clue. Like there isnt even a starting point for me to work on this problem. And to top it off Mal got a 100 on her pre-lab and now doesn't know either. So we are just not Chm fans right now. All I can say is that I hope I get an A in this lab class cuz I could really use it.

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