Snargle!

:: 2004 13 June :: 8.54 pm

i keep thinking about this one girl, i can't get her off my mind what too do, what too do.

:: 2004 15 May :: 8.05 pm

i feel like i've got so much to say but i just can't get it out.

:: 2004 5 May :: 4.22 pm

your a fucking slut.

:: 2004 1 May :: 1.34 pm

hmm, i find it kinda funny that mindy said she was going to look really hot for prom....
i've seen her look better before.

yeah, so nothing really good has happened lately, prom last night blew ass, i have no money, i'm supposed to be filming shit for TV pro right now but i feel sick, I'm talking to ally on msn and have been since like 9, damn thats a long time, somone should get online and shit.

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:: 2004 18 February :: 2.56 pm

okay, that just wasn't cool, today mindy ran up to this one kid and jumped up and hugged him and wrapped her legs around him... that shit isn't fucking cool

ruined my day

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:: 2003 29 August :: 2.20 pm

me and james are friends again, its cool, he spent the night last night and we stayed up all night and played Dr mario

it kicked asss

:: 2003 23 August :: 12.09 am

Robbed again! of another friend this time

That fucking girl has got to go
She fucked chris' summer up
she fucked james' mind up

she's got to go
she keeps jumping between them
She's played with james before
she's played with chris before
all fucking head games
they would both give their lives for her

what would she do for them?

it just gets to me that james would give up us being friends since 5th grade... 6 years of friend ship for a fucking girlfriend that cheated on him and chris..............

I only want my friends back is that too much to ask?

:: 2003 20 August :: 12.03 am

this is the part of the story i fear

"She bent over and kissed him gently. She felt the life leave him as her lips did."

it made me shed a few tears

:: 2003 19 August :: 3.00 pm

good luck in finding this kate

you'll need it

hopefully

:: 2003 19 August :: 9.48 am

ugh
the most horrriable dream last night,

Okay i was driving a ford escort or some small car like that, james and kate were with me, and then kate and james were all making out in the dream, it was a hurtful dream

:: 2003 18 August :: 2.30 pm

wow, after me and kate went to school so i could show her around and such and get our fucked up scedual's changed... she had the nerve to ask me to stop at magnus to see joe

there goes the hope i had

:: 2003 17 August :: 11.47 pm

"And I can fight only for something that I love, love only what I respect, and respect only what I at least know."
Adolf Hitler (1889 - 1945

I've come to far to give up

:: 2003 16 August :: 1.04 am

She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out

It makes me wonder if kate knows about this journal... it makes me wonder actually who does, i know ally and jay do, but thats all i know, It makes me wonder who i can trust

i know i can trust jay and chris not to tell anything
james i don't know about
rach wont tell anything
kate wont tell a soul, I wont tell kate though, its about her

I guess its all a big game of trust from here on you know?

i guess my current best friends are jay box kate and rachel (all measured in amounts of trust)

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:: 2003 14 August :: 5.04 am

okay, i've been up all night talking to kate, I really think i could get back with her, Seriously, Things are great... for now

I hope this work out i really hope so

doo dee dumm

my dad just got up
he had to be to work in 9 minutes
wikkey huh?

:: 2003 14 August :: 4.01 am

she knows i found it now, no more secrets there

:: 2003 14 August :: 3.33 am

Wow, its been awhile since i updated this journal hasn't it?, I guess i'll be putting all my Semi-private stuff in here, few people know about it, Ally i would appericate it if you didn't tell anyone about this....

wow things are weird right now

Our family has littel to no money
I still love kate
julie likes me
I'm just really confused on what to do right now.....

wouldn't it be really easy if somone just gave me a magic 8ball that told me what i need to do? what would make me happy?

:: 2003 14 April :: 2.57 pm
:: Mood: empty
:: Music: wheatus-teenage dirtbag

wow...

I duno what to say, My girl friend just asked me if she could go to prom with some other guy, that is just her friend, it just makes me feel all empty inside and stuff.... I feel like i'm going to cry...

damnit.....what did i do wrong?

:: 2003 11 April :: 12.35 am

today she came over, we just hung out and stuff, did nothing sexual, i'm wondering why we don't anymore, its kinda strange, hmm....

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:: 2003 27 March :: 4.42 pm

why do i try? I will fail anyways, With everything i do, I just want to be good at somthing for once, I just want to be good at somthing, Thats all..... I even fuck relationships up.... I mean come on why do i have to be so fucked up....