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2005 14 August :: 10.20pm
I am wiped out again. Went to my grandmas house today for lunch and such.
it was good.
we played monopoly.
it was good.
im a lot better today.
I have a killer headache though.
and on friday my bro, his girlfriend, pj, my cousin mike and I are going to go to michigan adventures.
it should be okay. I guess that im okay outside of the obvious that i was bitching about last night.
i get over it quick usually. ill be okay i think.
ive only got about a week left at home
its cool.
im pretty excited. my mom gave me a check for all the stuff that i bought for my dorm room, the sheets, the mattress pad, the comforter and the microwave. wOOt wOOt. i can totally use that money and im not even joking. okay thats all i got. the day is over and its off to bed. tomorrow deidra and I are going to have a baking day. so yay. Im pretty excited. I love you pj. I hope you know that. and I dont want you to try and make it up to me anymore. I forgive you, you love isnt an exchange to me and nothing you do will make it go away its just something that i had to cope with myself youve done enough already. okay I love you.
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liz
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2005 14 August :: 10.09am
I just got out of the shower, your in the living room, like i said damn you because i cant be angry when your around you take it all away from me. god, i love you so much
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liz
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2005 14 August :: 12.52am
hey get on fricken msn would you.
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skife
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2005 13 August :: 2.19pm
so yeah, i'm back with beth now, its good.
did you guys know you can fit like 1/2 gallon of water, a thing of shaving cream, a tube of toothpaste, and a tooth brush in a durex condom?
damn we are weird.
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liz
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2005 13 August :: 12.01am
I wanna wake up in your arms
I wanna set off your alarm
I wanna break into your car
and I wanna take out your back seat
The one where you told me everything
I thought I always wanted to hear
The one where you told me that it's over
And everytime you look in your rearview mirror
I hope you see me...
And all the stuff we did when we were back there together..Uh Huh
I hope you like your Two Seater, No Radio
Keymarks paralell to the Pinstripes
Windows broken youre T Tops stolen
Now its one of a kind, Thanks for the Ride
I gotta get the hell out of dodge
I just spent the whole nighta avoiding the cops
I just dont think I'll go to the clink
Just cuz I took out your backseat
The one where you told me everything
I thought I always wanted to hear
The one where you told me that it's over
And everytime you look in your rearview mirror
I hope you see me...
And all the stuff we did when we were back there together...Uh Huh
I hope you like your Two Seater, No Radio
Keymarks paralell to the Pinstripes
Windows broken youre T Tops stolen
Now its one of a kind, Thanks for the Ride
Can you hear your radio?
I bet you can't hear your radio
So you'll never know I wrote this song for you
Sorry that your tires are flat
I know you weren't expecting that
Guess I got a little bit carried away
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liz
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2005 12 August :: 12.58am
im feeling really conflicted right now. its horrible.
i hate being lied to.
i hate when i feel like i have to do untrustworthy things in order to find out if i am lied to. i hate not trusting, its against all of my nature.
I hate feeling this way when i find out that i was lied to.
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liz
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2005 12 August :: 12.33am
well its been quite awhile hasnt it?
nothing new here.
work work work.
school is blahk
those bastards dont know what is going on and ill be damned if I do.
so i went and talked to them today and supposedly everything is worked out, lets hope so huh.
but um i guess thats all. i had a couple of shitty days at work but i dont really feel like going into it.
my worst day at walmart is kinda like a normal day was at kfc so its cool
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skife
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2005 11 August :: 2.07am
i guess i'm single again...
I dont know if i want to be.
God damnit what the fuck, i hate this growing up bullshit, i've got to start paying rent and getting a fulltime job.
thats not how i want to live.
Fuck this, fuck you.
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2005 9 August :: 2.26pm
Had a little break down yesturday. It was the realization of serious things are between Jared and I. I've never been like this before with anyone. I see him everyday I wake up to him every morning. Everything we say to each other is true. I've never believed in Soulmates.. but. it's kinda crazy how perfect we are for each other. It scares me a little. Because... if I can chance he can change..and that's what hit me yesturday. He's entirely his own person. He could fall in love with someone else just like all the other guys I've been with. So far, he's nothing like them. Hopefully... he'll prove me wrong.
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liz
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2005 8 August :: 10.57pm
well today was a day,
first i got up and layed with pj for awhile, then i went to my grandmas.
matty called me, kfc has a new rule apparently
a couple i guess. not sure but bill will fill me in Im pos.
#1 Liz can only be served by management.
#2 No employees can go on break while Liz is in the store
#3 Liz can only be in the store for an hour.
LOL.
I laugh because they make it seem like i can't live without kfc or something, like i spend a shit load of time there.
Ive been there like 3 times since i quit. and never for more than twenty minutes. lo freaking l
God mindy is a cunt.
and monica and lynda.
Im so glad to be free of that place.
Honestly dont they have anything better to do around there. like i dont know serve the customers?
well either way.
I can have lots of fun with this. LOTS.
I laugh at your audacity Melinda.
in other news. the lake was fun. I like the cousin, I mean I always did, its nice to see him again.
He always changes so much. but two years is a long time,
its odd that they dont come as a pair anymore. Im going to go spend the night when i have more time.
he goes home on the 23 and so ive gotta get there quick, cuz hes got a job and stuff now so every summer isnt too feasible.
next sunday i think.
but in other news I got pulled over for the first time.
by a state boy.
speeding. 85. in a 70 not bad at all. ive done worse surely. but now im going to be careful cuz i got mega lectured.
about killing my sister who was in the car with me at the time,
no ticket though. my dad and pj agree that my femness helped me out.
lol
well i guess thats all ive got. only I love pj so much. more than anything the entire world.
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skife
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2005 8 August :: 4.28am
now i know why those god damned duke boys were so skinny.
jumping in and out of a vehicle window is a paint in the ass.
i had to deliver with the truck tonight.
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liz
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2005 7 August :: 1.51pm
:: Music: WAKEFIELD
I fucking love wakefield.
ive been listening to it forever. god. matt I hope the cd you got is as good as this one.
Im still in the afterglow stage. wOOt
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skife
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2005 7 August :: 12.56pm
simple plan is on scooby doo.
what the fuck.
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liz
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2005 7 August :: 11.32am
Jamming to Wakefield. Remembering how much ass we kicked last night.
*sigh* I wish it would never end.
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liz
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2005 7 August :: 12.53am
:: Music: Wakefield...wOOt wOOt
THe Bitchiness night eva'
so tonight was fuckin' bitchin'
I had the best time, matt, josie, pj, kelly, larissa, me totally just saw Bowling for Soup. and it was awesome.
Matt and I kicked some rock hand ass, jumping around, it was greatness. him and I we owned. We were mega excited. The only downer on the night is that they didn't play Surf Colorado and that is my favorite bfs song. so that bummed me out, but it was cool anyway. the played the bitch song, belgium, soldier, hollaback girl, chattahoochie, dont rock the jukebox. all the classics, the place went fucking nuts with girl all the bad guys want, it was crazy, but so awesome.
then we went to steak and shake where we had tyler who was the best waiter ever! He is 110%.
also he is the Bitch Odyssey.
We gave him a massive tip.
like we all just dropped a ton of money. it was cool. i left him a note and he folded it and kept it. so there.
lol. the night was great though. we saw annie and we all hung out. it was awesome. i love being with my friends. I hope that we can do more stuff like this. more hanging out and shit. matty, and kelly and joslyn, dont forget me. we'll go midnight bowling or something, or maybe just hang out at steak n' shake.
who knows. I dont' want to lose friends. matt ill get that wakefield to you asap.
what a great idea we had.
okay
loves and hugs and dont do drugs.
Lizzy
oh yeah and we saw these sluts, who were drunk and could barely stand one was a hot red head but the other one looked like courtney love when she acts in the people vs. larry flynt. horrendous.
okay really hugs this time.
lol
PJ I love you so much, even if you dont get into concerts like I do. Matt can be my concert boyfriend its okay i dont mind. I love you more than my life regardless. not like I go to too many concerts anyway.
god I cant live without you.
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liz
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2005 6 August :: 9.54am
countdown to BFS, 8 hours and 5 minutes.
*shrieks with excitement*
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skife
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2005 6 August :: 3.04am
my head hurts.
i find myself pacing the house at 3 in the morning, what the fuck am i doing?
I love beth, but i dont know whats happening, god damnit.
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liz
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2005 6 August :: 12.08am
okay well today was a good day. work super sucked. but then pj and i went to see the Dukes of Hazzard which was this awesome movie
like seriously kicked major ass, everyone should go see it right now.
I loved it. okay thats about all that happened today.
BOWLING FOR SouP TOMORROW well tonight now.
YAYA im so mega excited.
fuck yeah
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liz
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2005 5 August :: 12.47am
well interesting day at work.
always interesting.
tired now. gonna head to bed.
wish i could talk to pj. who i love more than anything.
*sigh*
and cue the giddy face.
i thought a lot about it, and i talked to nate,
i dont need his validation but it was nice to have it anyway.
one of the most important things to have is self-esteem. i can be bothered but only for a fleeting moment, until i realize that one. I know the truth i was there,
and 2. I am in a happy secure relationship with someone who loves and i am going to spend the rest of my life with him, so whatever and whoever i did or didnt do doesnt matter anymore. im a completely different person with pj. im in a relationship where i dont have to feel claustraphobic or insecure becaue i know that good boyfriends and real loves dont cheat, and what i have is one high quality good boyfriend who I can tell I Love you and not be lieing in order to stop an uncomfortable situation.
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