Snargle!

Snargle!

liz	:: 2005 4 August :: 12.04am I find many a satisfactions in being proven right and knowing that i will always be better than most people leaving cedar springs. im at least in the top quarter percentile. ha edit: at least the people in my graduation class 9 comments \| leave a comment

liz

:: 2005 3 August :: 12.14pm

some people's absolute stupidity amazes me. they cannot grasp the concept of just shutting up while they are behind and they just keep coming back for more. but maybe they are so stupid that they don't even realize how far behind they really are. there are few people that i wouldnt flame war with given the right circumstances. jay, mitch, and phil.
yeah thats about it, pretty much everyone else can only swear and say things that make absolutely no sense. Im sure there are more people than that but those three can really hold their own and ive seen it. as for the rest...
its 2005 boys acting cool doesn't cut it anymore pull out your books and learn something before you try to make me look stupid.
*rolls eyes and walks away*

btw this post isn't trying to start anything it's just something that came to mind when some half-wit called me bitch like three times.
every post was like "listen bitch"
yeah cuz calling me a bitch is a really good one. maybe when we were in third grade.

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liz

:: 2005 3 August :: 10.42am

well shit pretty soon my karma is going to kick me in the ass. maybe today is the day. who really knows. i know that when something bad happens to me though it will be my own fault. someone told me once that god doesnt punish us but i think that maybe he does. just maybe once in awhile hes pissed off cuz you do something and you feel the repercussion and you beg for forgiveness and then turn around and do the same thing over and over again. eventually he just gets pissed off and that is how lives are ruined. i hate that feeling. the uncertainty of it all. i hate karma so you think that i would just stop being the way that i am, being a karma magnet. shit. i dont even know. work today though. gotta do that. blahk.
well later then *hugs*
cross your fingers that i dont take that hit of karma okay.
im not really sure if this situation counts as karma though. i didnt hurt anyone in the process so I dont think that it is. hhmm. thats a thinker.

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skife

:: 2005 2 August :: 12.16am

my birthday started 16 minutes ago, 23 hours and like 44 minutes till it ends

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skife

:: 2005 1 August :: 5.29pm

here is the heart of the best

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liz	:: 2005 31 July :: 11.36pm well i love it when everything works out. only ill be fucked when it doesnt all work out. someday im going to say the wrong thing and he wont love me anymore. thats only the scariest thought in the world 7 comments \| leave a comment

liz	:: 2005 31 July :: 9.39pm shit shit shit. almost going to happen I can feel it again. gahd. shit leave a comment

liz	:: 2005 31 July :: 9.18pm well shit. im tired and the day is almost over now. im watching desperate housewives. so im going to reorganize my cd folder while i wait for pj to get on the messenger. id dying to talk to him. leave a comment

allyson

:: 2005 31 July :: 4.12pm

I'm IN love. Absolutly IN love. And.. I love it.

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skife

:: 2005 31 July :: 4.01pm

got my GED results.

passed it by a long shot.

i was in the 99th percentile on the math portion.

yay me, i'm going to have an open house in like 2 weeks i think.

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liz	:: 2005 31 July :: 12.30am well home from work, tired so tired hoping to talk to pj but he is probably in bed cuz of the all nighter and work and all. so i guess that, that is all of the post that ive got for right now. alright loves then. leave a comment

liz

:: 2005 29 July :: 11.44pm

My family went to the circus today, the whole family amanda and pj included. it was pretty nice.
the circus itself was pretty lame but we saw a baby on a leash, so that will lead to the question of the day which is what do you think about children on leashes?????
I will throw my opinion in later.
everything else is good though.
im mad pmsy.
like really bitchy, but i know that it is just that time so im over it.
i was thinking and talking about pj and the military because he wants to join but wont because of me, and that sucks, like i totally dont own him so it mad me sad. and later on when we get married and like have kids i dont want him to regret not doing it and resent me because im the reason that he didnt, thats just way too much of a burden for any woman to carry.
so i was like just join the damn military for christs sake, blah blah blah.
but all that is really just pms like i said. i dont want him to join the air force and i dont think hes wasting his time i just worry a lot about our future and if rushing into such a serious relationship so young is smart.
but these are risks you take. because you love somebody, i love him more than anything. its really intimidating to know how much power he has over me actually, but that is neither here nor there.
that was pretty much my day though. well i went to greenville walmart and bought some blanks to burn all the cds that belong to other people in my house so that i have them when i leave. all the britney spears and system of a downs and all that good stuff that my brother and sister have. and nickelback from my mom, which i keep forgetting to get. well shoot 24 days ive got left now. im so terrified. but refreshed. life is going to work with me. apparently the key to being happy has something to do with being yourself and not caring anymore about how that self is seen through other peoples eyes.
its cool

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liz

:: 2005 28 July :: 12.15pm

*sigh
its a tiring day, not really i got up at 10 or so, that is good its earlier than noon like normal.
im really trying to get my shit together. get my room sorted and ready for move out day. ive packed up the clothes that i wont wear between now and then.
sad. three boxes of clothes, and there are still many in my closet
my walls are almost bare, ive taken down most of the posters. and such.
there are about 5 things left. four flowers presses that i made when i first moved in. im leaving them. a collage that i made, symbolizing being out of place and alone. im not taking that because i think it will bring bad karma to college. my lizzy sign that my grandpa made for me. im not sure about that one. i might stick it in my trunk in case i decide to have it at school. and the drawing of my fantasy bedroom. im leaving that as well. because mandy is moving into this room when i leave. so it will something nice for her to have, to look at, night, a little reminder. and my picture of the softball team. im taking that but waiting until the last minute to take it down. im afraid that something will happen to it i think. i miss the team already.
im leaving the barbies and the dolls up where they are. mostly because i dont have anything to do with them. they are just there.
i am doing laundry too. washing all of my new extra long sheets and my comforter pluss new towels and such. moving out is teh suck but im like mad excited about it too. ahh self conflict.
blast you. well loves then.

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skife

:: 2005 28 July :: 1.02am

why does it suddenly feel like another chapter is about to end in this novel of my life?

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liz

:: 2005 27 July :: 10.29pm

A- Almost- Bowling for soup
B- Break down here- Julie Roberts
C-Cute without the E- Taking Back Sunday
D-Down for the Count- Bowling for Soup
E- Everywhere- Tim McGraw
F- Freshman- Verve Pipe
G- Good Riddance- Green Day
H- Heres To You- Rascal Flatts
I- I lost it- Kenny Chesney
J- Just to Hear you Say that you Love me- Faith Hill
K- Kiss me- Six Pence None the richer
L- Life Happened- Tammy Cochran
M- Monkey Wrench- The Foo Fighters
N- New York State of Mind- Billy Joel
O- Only the Good Die Young- Billy Joel
P-Palmdale- Afroman
Q- Quicksand- Lit
R-Rainy Days and Mondays- The Carpenters
S- Sex and Candy- Marcy Playground
T- This Kiss- Faith Hill
U- up-shania twain
V- vindicated- Dashboard confessional
W- What I Got- Sublime
X-Xs and Os- Trisha Yearwood
Y-You say it Best- Alison Krauss
Z-Zero- The Donnas

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liz

:: 2005 27 July :: 9.29pm

*missing*
one boyfriend.
if you see him tell him that i am waiting for him right now..

in other news. im mad effing tired. it was a long day at work. l o n g
but i had two people request that i go cashier in their department.
and the csm, who is my immediate supervisor said "man liz i wish i could send one of these cashiers home and you could stay until close"
yeah fuck yeah. you know what that means, that i am good at my job. and that people like me. i was on layaway for awhile and i did good. then i went to lawn and garden for about 3 minutes until latoya, who is my csm, realized that they had a cashier it was just that the guy back there wanted me to do it instead.
im a kick ass employee, its a lot easier to work hard when you get paid well and get respected. REMEMBER THAT BILL KORB
... you will never have that satisfactory feeling where you work right now. im sorry to say.
outside of that, my room is trashed and i am tired. but sex and the city comes on in about a half an hour. so im going to clean up a little and wait for pj. who i love and am sorry that i was moderately bitchy to earlier on the phone, the phone woke me up fyi.
so that would be the explainer. but that would be about all for tonight.

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skife

:: 2005 27 July :: 5.28pm

i'm on the clock at work and i'm at home BUAHAH!!

and apparently i'm the only semi-hot guy at work.

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liz	:: 2005 26 July :: 11.59pm god i hate it when i cant sleep cuz i havent talked to you. it ruins my night... BOG DAMN YOU AND YOUR EVIL GRIP OF LOVE> god dam i love you so much its eating my soul. nibbling on it and dipping it in spicy buffalo sauce. do you hear me. 3 comments \| leave a comment

liz

:: 2005 26 July :: 11.15pm

so i got out of work about a half and hour early and home from work about an hour early
so pj isnt on yet. and as much as i would like to wait for him, i have to work at 7. so i gotta get to bed pretty quick.
well sorry i missed you pj. i love you a whole bunch.

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liz

:: 2005 26 July :: 12.22am

blah, somehow i got lost on my way home from work. that was stupid,
but work was okay.
annie and leo worked so it was pretty good actually.
besides that, i talked to my asst manager and asked about getting those days off at the end of august, and she was such a cunt about it.
she was all like "lots of people asked for the end of august off and so if you want the time then you need to talk to someone and have them take your shift"
yeah cuz im sure that you need me. you schedule like 18 cashiers a night, and all we do on the weeknights is stand around anyway.
baahh
so im going to above her and find satisfaction. nasty bitch.,
it makes me so mad. but whatever, im not working during fucking orientation. school is so way more important than some half assed job.
i mean i like the job but come on, school.

anyway my ass is tired.
actually all of me. but you know. whatever.

either way. work kinda sucks these days, but in better news i didnt have to ask anyone for identification today. good deal.

day successful
pj i love you more than anything in the entire world.
you dont even know