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2005 16 July :: 1.14pm
well im at eden.
good fun and also i bought harry potter and the half blood prince.
yay reading is fun
so im going to do that then.
loves
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liz
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2005 16 July :: 10.00am
hey today, im going to do some laundry, go to eDen. Bill you want to come?
im leaving aroiund 330 because i have to go to work. later then
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liz
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2005 16 July :: 12.05am
so im on the ebay circuit.
manolo blahniks
dirty rotten bitch shoes they are.
all hey look at me im 300 dollars a pair used.
yeah fuck you new york and new jersey
im thrilled with my 38 dollar shoes from jc penney so eat my faux leather, kitten heeled ass.
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liz
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2005 15 July :: 10.24pm
so here i am kinda cleaning my room, only the thing is that im not really cleaning im removing the clutter, if that makes any sense. im taking out old shoe boxes filled with my things, childhood things, letters and all that, i dont know what to do with it all. i feel like its clutter and that i should toss it but somehow i cant. like its just so much a part of me. maybe i would share these things with my children some day. but on that same token i dont want to be crazy sentimental i only want it if its really truly meaningful. case being i have an envelope with every letter from pj, ever. even this one that is really just 3 pages of him and I writing back and forth during algebra. that is something i want, something that I know i would regret throwing away, so the question rises up as to what should i keep. i have a ton of letters from when i was in middle school too. all folded funny, 2 Liz 4um Brie
Stuff like that
they have little hearts and Brie hearts Cody and Elizabeth Marie Shmitz that sorta thing.
cool but not necessary, will i want these later. and just tons and tons of stuff.
7 shoes boxe and two hat boxes full.
which brings me to the hat collection that i dont use and will never wear and has no reason. the hats are antique and like super old so i dont feel right tossing them but i dont want or need them
gah its hard.
pj Im waiting for you to get online so hurry up about it would ya.
love you my love. lol
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liz
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2005 15 July :: 8.23pm
so im going to clean my room, eventually, i need to pretty bad, maybe after that ill clean my car, no probably not, but I need to start boxing stuff up my mom says. pooh.
anyway do you ever feel like really aggressive like you could i dont know.
i feel really pissed off sometimes for no reason and I want to feel my fist smash into mandys head, or i want to twist off my cats head. it kreeps me out when i feel like that, but i was a little whilie ago so i ate some chocolate. hhmm. im going to clean hardcore like that kind of cleaning that you do when your about to move out! Whoo.
39 DAys !!!!!!
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2005 15 July :: 4.28pm
now that thats over with i can focus on moving on with my life....
yeah, thats right
I'm done with my fucking GED testing.
BUAHAHA!! i get my results in about 3 weeks, i know i passed the first 3 test i saw the results to those. Now if i pass these 2 i'll have an open house.
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2005 14 July :: 11.16pm
so heres a real, no nonsense update.
today i had orientation. got some classes all that good stuff, i took the language placement test and i tested out of beginner spanish and that is really cool.
now that my grandparents decided to cosign a loan and I got all of that taken care of, the loan that i applied for months ago was approved and tada i have a loan all by my big grown up lonesome. i must be a grownup if Im in debt already right. so Im all excited and I call my grams to tell her and guess what tuition fees went up, up from the number that i was given in spring, what was supposed to be tuition so now Im $500 short or about. well there is a solution i supposed. there are two payments made one for each semester so no sweat, ive got $500 right now anyway. i should just send it to them because then i wont be tempted to spend it all and regret it later. Im not really sure how that works though, i will go talk to a financial aid person after school starts, if nothing else ive got the first semester under control. i can handle five hundred. it just sucks a little. and those grandparents are helping with books so whatever.
tonight i went to eDen and that was cool. when pj isnt absorbed in a game I like being there. with him and everyone cool. kelly kevin liz matt that crowd,
i also went to the northview league game, that was great. i miss that feeling, that dugout thing. I miss softball so much. i emailed gvsus coach when I got home, for tryout dates. what do I have to lose? some weight?
i need to work a little and be better than i am right now though. right fielders are a dime a dozen, especially the mediocre ones.
besides that tomorrow pj and I are going to have lunch and be in love and all that jazz. its kinda what we do. i hope he finds a job. *crosses fingers
I should sleep a little i guess. ive got these massive bags under my eyes cuz everything kinda tires me out. i hope that thyroid thing is gone. i cant take that again. dear god Im eighteen stop striking me down with ailments.
he and I should try to come to some sort of an agreement but i dont see that happening too soon, hes a punk. lol
well i guess that, that would be the daily grind.
pj i love you and i will see you in the morner.
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2005 14 July :: 9.26pm
I just wanted the world to know that Liz Thorington is a big liar.
and Matt Whetzel, Practically perfect in every way, like Mary Poppins.
and i love pj.
love love love
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2005 13 July :: 11.52pm
made a trip out to mark stripco's house today.
he's doing my heads up for me.
1.94 intake valve
putting the springs in and shimming them so all the seat pressure is the same on every valve.
for only $100 wich is a hell of a deal.
plus he said he might "round some edges" for me if he gets the whim to.
wich means better flow.
i'm getting one hell of a deal.
they will be done a week from friday.
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liz
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2005 13 July :: 8.20pm
i officially have money to go to college. this is a major yay. and the shitty part of the week is over. now if i could just sleep a little. im so wiped out and tomorrow i have to get up early to go to orientation. my love friday morning i am sleeping in, until i wake up. duh. cant wait to see you tomorrow though. i love you. ahh so tired
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skife
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2005 13 July :: 1.40pm
This is the turning point.
where everyone goes their seperate ways.
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2005 13 July :: 1.45am
"I make a point of staying right at the edge of poverty. I don't have a pair of pants without a hole in them, and the only pair of boots I have are on my feet. I don't mess around with unnecessary stuff, so I don't need much money. I believe it's meant to be that way. There's a 'struggle' you have to go through, and if you make a lot of money it doesn't make the 'struggle' go away. It just makes it more complicated. If you keep poor, the struggle is simple. " ~Von Dutch
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skife
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2005 12 July :: 12.22pm
christmas is here.
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liz
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2005 12 July :: 12.05am
work was pretty cool once again. i meet more people and get to know more people every day which makes it totally cooler, there is a new manager, lisa i like her because she is down there are the employee level she sits in the break room and smokes, she stands outside after work and talks to us, she is nice, she is a people person, she doesnt treat me like a piss-on, my kind of people. outside of that the day was good. did some fun stuff. slept, watched some telly. now im effing tired and should probably sleep a little. well okay then. later. and loves. oh wait first ill eat a bagel. mmm. bagel.
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skife
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2005 12 July :: 12.02am
I think i'm turning into what my uncle once was.
caring nothing but my car and my friends.
and sometimes not even my friends.
I enjoy doing what i want, when i want.
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2005 11 July :: 6.41pm
motor is tore down to a "short block" now.
the only thing in it is the crank and pistons.
the cam was fucked, a few of the lobes were way way rounded off and the lifters were dished on the bottom.... not very good at all.
parts should be here the 13th.
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liz
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2005 11 July :: 3.36am
so i woke up now here at 337 and i was thirsty, so i drank some coke and then I was thirsty and had a stomachache, so now im drinking some diet dr thunder which is okay, but really i just want to go back to sleep because the sooner i sleep the sooner i see pj. but gawd i am tired. and dying maybe. gah. well my loves back to sleep, and ive got some full house on the telly, bah.
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liz
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2005 10 July :: 9.55pm
well shoot, its been a long couple of days, so glad the week is over and that a new week is about to start. i cannot take this place anymore.
trust is good. having trust as the foundation is what makes a relationship work and im really pissed off at myself for letting the foundation crack. im so much tired
i want to talk to pj.
im loving my new job.
its tiring but good.
its nice to be able to work and not dread going there.
and to make money, i get like nine hour shifts on sunday and on sundays you get $10 an hour.
more than usual, kick some ass
so im going to buy a sweatshirt, the second season of sex and the city
yeah having money is cool.
other than that there is nothing going on that i care to divulge to my viewing audience. love then
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liz
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2005 9 July :: 3.38pm
ahh get figured out, find the answers. FIX THIS!!!!! right now. I cannot take it and I cannot question you or myself. it is too hard questioning everything maybe we would be better if you would have never told me about the lying because it is what bothers me the most it questions EVERYTHING. I love you though so it will all work out, it has too.
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liz
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2005 9 July :: 12.00am
gah im tired
work is cool
im a little actually a lot irritated but you know what, whatever.
i dont even know what to do, what to say to make you see where im coming from, obviously as I have said our priorities are different.
what do you expect from me, to sit back and not say anything, I thought you changed and that you realized that you screwed up and were going to do something about it, so much for thinking huh.
Im kinda eh about this post as if I should say it to you but you get mad, and I get frustrated, screw it.
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