My soul (or lack thereof)

:: 2004 18 October :: 12.29am

I'm going to get my own cell phone, finally. I get it this weekend. Even if I'm at home or not.

:: 2004 17 October :: 10.26pm

Ich bin stupidhead.

:: 2004 17 October :: 12.43am

I'm not into butt floss but, smurf, who doesn't want a thong like this?

That site is hilarious. Read all the things about Poke mon. Or the thing that drew me to the site: Aquapets.

Actually, read anything.

And check out the rest of that store. Those things are funny.

I love you all.

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:: 2004 16 October :: 11.36pm

Here's where I launch into one of my rants
I had these as postscripts on my last entry but it's just so big and so ranty that I decided to put it here.

First: What's so wrong and horrible about being a liberal? ~~Is it because they think differently than you? Is it because they're open-minded? Or, Heaven forbid, is it because they're not Republican? Or they're tolerant?~~

We're watching this movie about how the FOX News Channel is...well...you know. Horrible. FOX News-like. So horribly slanted and not "fair and balanced". They just did this thing about FOX News and this kid whose father was killed on 9/11. He was on FOX News and this...asswipe...was just....

It pisses me off so much.

The kid was trying to say how he didn't think it was right that we went into Afghanistan. And the news guy jumped down his throat! He was all "BUT THEY KILLED YOUR FATHER!" And the kid was all "No, they didn't. Some radicals did. Afghanistan didn't. The people didn't. The innocent civilians didn't. The people of Afghanistan didn't." And the guy was all "THEY DID TOO!! WHAT WOULD YOUR MOM THINK ABOUT THIS!? I HOPE SHE'S NOT WATCHING! WHAT WOULD YOUR DAD THINK!? YOU'RE ANTI-AMERICAN FOR THINKING THIS AND I'M A JACKASS!" He ended up kicking the kid out of the news station. He called security on the kid.

They ran a follow-up the day after dissing the kid and another one six months later saying the kid said Bush killed his dad and he was anti-American and un-patriotic and blah blah. They ruined this kid's reputation. That's slander! It pisses me off. I already hated FOX News but this just makes me hate it more, like I want to stab people more.

The kid's name is Jeremy Glick. I love him.

Ug. I think I'm going to throw up now. This crap makes me sick.

Don't watch FOX News, it will kill your dog. I hope you're not watching it. I hope you haven't been watching it.

FOX News: Your voice of evil.

I hate this grouping of people. You can't be all one thing and none of the other. People aren't black and white.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 16 October :: 10.54pm

[edit midnight:01]
Ran Spybot and Ad-Aware then restarted the computer. It's working now.

MSN messenger isn't working on the computer upstairs.

I'm going to try to clean it out tonight and find out why. Run Spybot, Ad-Aware, delete temporary internet files, etc.

I tried re-installing it but it's still not working.

Eh. Doesn't matter really. The laptop (I'm on it now) has the ink handwriting thing working on it so it's okay for now.

I love you all.

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Shinigami

:: 2004 16 October :: 4.24pm
:: Music: Ghost in the Shell - Inner Universe

Ok, so last night and most of today was spent putting in applications. I put in 8 altogether, so hopefully I'll have a lead or two out of them. I put applications in at, in chronological order, Forever 21, Wet Seal, Pac Sun, Express, Steak n' Shake (which I have to give an oral invertiew because they were out of applications), T.G.I. Fridays, Macaronni Grill, and Applebee's. I might get a second interview from Applebee's later in the week, which would be great, but other than Steak n' Shake I don't have any other leads. I'll update later when things progress.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 16 October :: 4.06pm

I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye

I love you all.

P.S. Babies!

:: 2004 15 October :: 12.26pm

So my "grounding" means I can't go anywhere until I'm "back on track" with my Japanese homework. This weekend I'm going to make it all up/do it all and next week I'll be able to do stuff.

Ben gave me a ride home and hung out for a while. Nick came over too and we all just sat around like we always do when we hang out. They just left for eDEN.

I'm really going to be bored next week. Ben leaves on Sunday for somewhere so I won't have anyone calling me up randomly when they're bored or anyone to call up when I'm bored. And I won't have anyone to hang out with. I guess I'll have to hang out with my other friends. Hee.

I haven't felt well at all today. It's the kind of anxiety not feeling well. I hate it. I think that's the worst.

Anyway. Nick seems to think he might be called in earlier for his surgery. We'll see.

I love you all.

P.S. Mr. Hess, my math teacher (the one with the king and queen of algebra), said that he was going to buy me a black crown to complement my black outfits. I've been Queen of Algebra for all three of our tests. Do I wear black that often?

:: 2004 15 October :: 9.40am

Happy Anniversary Mat!

Apperently my rhetoric teacher likes me because I perfer to be well educated. Whatever works.

Angel_Bob

:: 2004 15 October :: 6.21am

So yesterday Nick went to the doctor.

They're going to take the plate out of his leg and put a rod down through his bone.

His surgery is on December 15th but they could call him in anytime before that.

His grandfather is on his last round of chemotherapy. His mom might have to have a hysterectomy. His eighteenth birthday was yesterday. He has a cat living in his garage.

Janina leaves tomorrow. I can't go with Katie to eDEN tonight because I'm "grounded".

I'm tired and I don't want to go to school.

Some other people have things going on in their lives that I've been through but I don't know how to help.

And I'm generally worried about everyone.

I love you all.

:: 2004 14 October :: 11.02pm
:: Mood: tired

Happy birthday, Nick.

Yeah, it's late in the day and I said it a thousand times but happy 18 anyway.

So a lot of stuff is happening.

Not to me necessarily, but to everyone around me.

And right now, I don't feel like going over it all.

I just want you to know that shit is happening, yo.

I love you all.

P.S. They finally shipped the stupid thing. Those jerks. Estimated Delivery Date: 10/19/04. They're in Texas. That's maybe six states away. If it's not here on Saturday, I'm going to kill someone.

:: 2004 14 October :: 10.35pm

So I'm finally moved in. I unfortuneltly couldn't move in with Kassondra, but I'm one floor above her, so it's not bad. And my roomate and sweetmates are from China, so it's nice. They're all in their late 20's early 30's, at least as far as I know. That's what I was told at least. Whatever. As long as there aren't any conflicts and we get along I'm good. I'm mostly settled, a little more to do but other than that I'm good and done unpacking. Now I just need to know when they have class and stuff so I know when I can use the bathroom. Ah well, night all.

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:: 2004 14 October :: 7.17am

I don't want to do anything today, all I want to do is sleep. I'll get to do that later though, so I just have to stay awake until I am moved in wherever the hell I'm going.

:: 2004 13 October :: 12.01am

So I'm (hopefully) moving out tomorrow to go live with Kassondra, the girl I was writing about that likes anime and stuff. I met her boyfriend tonight and he's really cool too. He's really similar to Mat, it was kinda creepy. Anyway I'll update sometime tomorrow about what happened and why everything is so complicated.