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2004 12 October :: 3.47pm
I didn't feel like going to bed last night so I didn't.
I read The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven for a while.
I wasn't tired and it was 1 amish so I went online and talked with Ben for a bit.
I went back to bed and came back online at around 1:40.
I went back to bed because Ben wanted to go to bed and I had no one to talk to.
I ended up falling asleep around 2:30 or 3.
And I woke up with three or three and a half hours of sleep.
I wasn't tired at all. I was actually more awake than I have been for a long time.
And I'm still pretty awake.
Today in Physics, fourth hour, we went outside. It was cold. I was cold earlier this morning and Ben gave me his jacket thing so I was slightly less cold.
Blah blah
Today my brother and sister didn't have school. Tomorrow, Thursday and Friday, we have half days.
Today is four months for me and Nick.
It's cold outside. It smells like Fall. I love that smell.
My family is going apple picking tomorrow I think. Hopefully.
I'm cold.
Janina leaves on Saturday. I might cry.
I hope I get my moneys soon so I can get Ben his birthday present ASAP. Whatever that will be.
I have to write six pages for AP Lit by Thursday. Again. Well, last time it was nine pages and I wrote it the night before and I was up until 2 in the morning.
Blah de blah.
I love you all.
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2004 12 October :: 9.45am
So now my room mate doesn't like me. Oh happy days.
[edit@2:36]
Change doesn't like to hate.
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2004 11 October :: 9.16pm
I just realized I've been putting my accent the wrong way on my French name in French class.
For about a week.
Sometimes I'm such an idiot.
I love you all.
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2004 11 October :: 6.36pm
Oh, yeah. I forgot.
Happy Canuck Thanksgiving!
Today was Take Your Teddy Bear to Work Day. I feel upset that I missed it.
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2004 11 October :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Heaven by Lamb
The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven
There are things you should learn. Your past is a skeleton walking one step behind you, and your future is a skeleton walking one step in front of you. Maybe you don't wear a watch, but your skeletons do, and they always know what time it is. Now, these skeletons are made of memories, dreams, and voices. And they can trap you in the in-between, between touching and becoming. But they're not necessarily evil, unless you let them be.
What you have to do is keep moving, keep walking, in step with your skeletons. They ain't ever going to leave you, so you don't have to worry about that. Your past ain't going to fall behind, and your future won't get too far ahead. Sometimes, though, your skeletons will talk to you, tell you to sit down and take a rest, breathe a little. Maybe they'll make you promises, tell you all the things you want to hear.
Sometimes your skeletons will dress up as beautiful Indian women and ask you to slow dance. Sometimes your skeletons will dress up as your best friend and offer you a drink, one more for the road. Sometimes your skeletons will look exactly like your parents and offer you gifts.
But, no matter what they do, keep walking, keep moving. And don't wear a watch. Hell, Indians never need to wear a watch because your skeletons will always remind you about the time. See, it is always now. That's what Indian time is. The past, the future, all of it is wrapped up in the now. That's how it is. We are all trapped in the now.
This is a darn good book. 10 billion times better than the movie.
I love you all.
P.S. New layout. Not much of a change. Icon with lyrics from Lamb. Comment text from Small by Lamb. Title from What Is by Lamb. Text on the status bar is (for now) non-existent. The background is actually a picture I took of my (now dead) flowers that Nick brought me. Without the flash, it made them look red instead of pink. I'm in a Lamb mood.
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2004 11 October :: 3.22pm
I hate my internet
I was trying to send an email earlier and the connection went dead on my internet. It doesn't like hotmail, it never really has, so I'm sorry I couldn't get that email out yet. It'll be a bit, but I'll send it. I surprised it let me on to woohu.
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2004 11 October :: 6.10am
Nick goes in for his CAT scan today.
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2004 10 October :: 10.50pm
I just made a thank you card for Ben.
It's the best card ever.
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2004 10 October :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: depressed
It's getting harder and harder to come back to this. To nothing. To false niceness. To loneliness. To boredem.
There I go with the pity party again.
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2004 10 October :: 5.46pm
:: Mood: bored
Downloading games illegally is not worth the hassle.
Especially when I have no idea what I'm doing.
Sims 2 does rock but that's what patience is for.
Waiting.
For Christmas or a paycheck.
I love you all.
P.S. What is the sound that makes the world go round?
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2004 10 October :: 1.43pm
Ben, I'm sorry.
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2004 9 October :: 5.30pm
Lamb smurfing rocks.
The band, not the meat.
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2004 9 October :: 2.06pm
Smurf, my life is boring.
I'm very hungry. I have a hunger headache. Yesterday all I ate were pomegranate seeds and two chocolate covered potato chips. And today all I ate was a piece of pizza.
Ben called and woke me up at noon-thirty and was all upset that I was asleep.
I'm hungry.
Yesterday was interesting. We had the Homecoming assembly during sixth hour so both fifth and sixth hours were cut in half. None of the teachers wanted us to get ahead of any of their last two hour classes so we didn't do much.
I can't think of anything really awesome that occured.
After school, it rained a lot.
Katie, Janina, Amanda and I went running all over the place looking for Ben because since Amanda broke her ankle, Ben's been giving her a ride home.
So speed walking through the rain, soaking wet, rushing through the senior parking lot, I looked for Ben's car.
I ended up taking off my sandals because they were filling up with water and I could walk faster without them.
Katie and Janina hopped on their bus and went home. Amanda went inside so her cast didn't fall apart. Jon and I chased after Amanda and her friend. I used Wessely-sensei's phone and called Ben and asked him if he could pick up Amanda, please and thank you.
He came, we were soaked.
I played Fable and almost fell asleep. Then I took a nap for what I planned to be 15 minutes and ended up being an hour.
My brother didn't want to stand out in the rain and watch the Homecoming game so I called Ben to see if he wanted to come. He'd never been to a football game at Rockford before.
Plus my sister and I needed a ride there.
Blah blah blah. An hour or so later, we're at the game and Ben wants to go home and watch the debate.
So Ben and I go over to his house, watch the debate for a bit, get bored, watch Red vs. Blue, Nick calls because he was looking for me and says he might come over, Ben and I play Turtles in time on SNES then Ben takes me home.
Nick, who has been following us apparently, pulls right behind us when we get to my house and we all hang out before Ben heads home. Nick and I talk for a while then Nick heads over to Ben's.
I go inside and go to bed.
Ben wakes me up at noon-thirty, tries to get me to see if Jackie's home this weekend, I'm too lazy and I go eat.
So here I am. I'm going to go find something to eat and get dressed.
I love you all.
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2004 9 October :: 1.54am
Mat and I went to GVSU and played Othello and then did a crossword puzzle. So now I can play Othello. All in all it was a nice night. The rain made it even more fun to run around in. :D
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2004 8 October :: 11.22am
Mat's birthday went well yesterday. I got him an Ireland poster, a pillow (like those Fum ones or whatever), and a CD of Irish drinking songs. His mom went crazy on the Irish stuff. She got him an Irish history book, Irish map (it's HUGE!), and a walk through of Ireland, like driving through Ireland. All in all it was nice, very Irish, and I'm glad Mat liked it, because that's all I wanted.
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