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2005 12 January :: 11.30pm
I finally have the fucking internet.
Yeah, so I got back here and found out my internet car was broken. So it took me until today before work to get it, and then I had to wait until after work to actually get on because I supposedly had a virus on my computer (not). Anyway, nothing really interesting to report, I have Japanese but my teacher is a fricking Nazi, and I already know everything, so whatever. Everything else is ok. I guess. I just miss hanging out with people who want to hang out with me and I miss Mat a lot. I'm sick of eating alone. Other than that, oh well.
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2005 12 January :: 11.19pm
My parents left around 5 this morning. My brain, knowing this, woke me up at 5.
My alarm goes off at 5:50.
Today was fantastic. Nick was at school when we got out, I had anime club, which went smoothly, and my sister is still alive.
I know that I'm not going to be able to fall asleep before 2, it's impossible.
The house makes way too many noises and I can never sleep when my parents are gone.
And now I'm worried about my brother being at his friend's house until Friday night. Plus all my normal worries...
Nick stopped by after work. I didn't want him to leave, I felt so safe and relaxed with him here. I couldn't believe it was seven months...still can't.
I'll try to sleep sometime later. I know I won't be able to.
I love you all.
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2005 12 January :: 6.13am
Happy anniversary...
Seven months.
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2005 11 January :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: upset
Today marks two years since I met Nick.
Two years since I joined Woohu.
I had a really good day to a point. That point being when Jon came up to me and said, "I've been wanting to tell you this for three weeks. You are a fucking bitch."
But it's just one event and they're just words.
Even though it hurts.
Anyway, this was meant to be really celebratory but I'm just not in the mood anymore.
Joy joy. Two years of Woohu, two years since I met Nick.
Happy happy.
I love you all.
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2005 10 January :: 10.42pm
I'm really a lot happier right now than I have been in a while.
Today wasn't the best, in fact it was pretty bad and I cried oodles of bunches, but I resolved a lot of issues that have kept me really sad/upset for over a month.
I think the best parts of the day were the ones when I realized just how much I love Nick: right after we resolved everything and talked and when we were singing in his car on the way home.
I usually don't sing in front of people.
I don't remember the last time I felt so calm. All my problems right now don't seem so important or huge anymore. I've put it all down.
All thanks to Nick and love.
I'm such a dork.
I'll save the rest for later this week because I'm going to be very mushy in the next couple of days.
I love you all.
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2005 9 January :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Everything I do and say has a point and a reason, even if you don't see it at first.
Bedshaped by Keane
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2005 9 January :: 1.21am
Today I went over to Nick's and had linner/dunch with him and his mom's side of the family.
It was nice. They're all really cool people.
Then we went over to Ben's and hung out there for a while.
While Nick was taking me home, he got pulled over because his taillight was out. I'm really starting to dislike cops. The cop just asked that same stupid question that they always ask.
Today could have been better but that's only because I didn't make it so. I've been really blah and stressed out lately.
I truthfully think that I have the same problem as my mom. I'm always really depressed a week before Fred comes around. I know it's just my hormones being of balance but it gets to the point where I really don't want to do anything and it's just...bleh. My mom has that problem and she has some drugs or something she's on. I'm hoping that it's just because I'm a teenager. I really don't like taking medicine for anything.
I hope everyone's okay.
I love you all.
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2005 8 January :: 4.43pm
Well, my car is in wonderful working order, it's clean inside and out, and I transfered all my stuff from my crap old laptop to my new one. I feel happy about that, but not too happy that I'm leaving tomorrow.
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2005 8 January :: 12.22am
Guns can't kill what soldiers can't see.
(The only thing you keep changing is your name.)
Find a house you don't have to rebuild.
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2005 7 January :: 2.59pm
Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
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2005 6 January :: 7.29pm
So what, all you guys had a snow day. Big deal. I drove from Newaygo at 5.30 AM when none of the roads had been plowed and spent 10 hours at work. The superintendant is a coward. I made it to work on time, you could have easily done school. Tomorrow will be the fun part too cause I go even earlier so whatever snow we get will really not have been plowed.
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2005 6 January :: 12.50pm
In the Backseat by The Arcade Fire
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2005 6 January :: 6.07am
Snow and a snow day!
I'm so excited, I don't think I'll be able to fall back asleep.
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2005 5 January :: 9.10pm
I got FFXI last night and have been playing it a good portion of the day. My character is a blond Elvaan named Realia. (pronounced 'reil-ya') I tried to get a screen shot but for some reason I just can't get it right. So I'll try again later. Anyway if anyone else has XI let me know and maybe we can go adventuring some time!
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