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eddy

:: 2008 3 September :: 7.46am

Perchè

Mi mancherai se te ne vai...

E l'allegria, amica mia, va via con te

Perchè l'amore in te si è spento
Perchè, perchè.....

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upchuck

:: 2008 1 September :: 11.37pm

So I think I can live wiht my aunt being a biker chick. It was nice to see her and her new guy Ray seems to be very nice. A more down to earth type guy. A real man's man if you know what I mean. She looks happier than I had seen her in a long time and that was good.

Another troubling incident. Apparently someone at the park and my cousin Megan are dating. Now, they are only in their early teens so I'm sure it's nothing serious. The troubling thing is something that my mom said. She told me and then she said "I hope it doesn't last." Well, I can understand her not wanting Megan to hang around the park because it would be awkward. The whole, "hi, I'm your aunt but I have never been a part of your life" bit. But it troubles me that my mom would wish for someone not to be happy. Her problem is with my uncle, not his kids. Maybe this is me feeling a slight bit of remorse for having this multitude of cousins that I have no idea who they are.

So, I just got done reading "The Audacity of Hope." After Obama's selection of Biden I was kind of down. My biggest knock against Obama is that I am afraid of the people who he will put in office to run this country. I agree with his vision. I like his ability to stir someting deep inside of people. But can he be an effective leader and be fair in all respects of government. Probably not. I wish he could be and have people that he could appoint that believe in the same things he does. But there are not that many people in Washington qualified that don't view a cabinet post as anything more than a way to reward their friends, make themselves rich, and campaign for their next job. Not that things would be any different with McCain, but you don't expect that out of him.
I truly believe that this is shaping up to be a big victory for the Democrats. It is kind of a Kennedy v. Reagan type case if there ever had been one, but with a 21st century twist.
The woman from Alaska scares me.

So long for now.

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rayray

:: 2008 28 August :: 4.30pm

Mike's mom passed away last night around 11:30..

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rayray

:: 2008 27 August :: 6.53pm

I start moving TOMORROW!!! :D

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chelthesmell

:: 2008 26 August :: 8.35pm

It's a boy!!!
=)


I'll put pictures up as soon as I figure this junk out...!


Yay!!!

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Upchuck

:: 2008 19 August :: 10.24pm

We bought a house today. 1494 3 Mile Rd.

It's a nice house.

My parents also got two offers on their house.

If you want to see the updates we made to their house, there are pictures. Follow the link: http://public.grar.com/public/addmed.mac/list?MLS=727193

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rayray

:: 2008 15 August :: 4.53pm

We went down to visit his mom last night.
She was able to remember who Mike and Jerry were, but she didn't remember who I was.
I told Mike that it wasnt that big of a deal because it's probably her short term memory that is afftected by the infection and it hasnt gotten to the long term completely.
But he insisted that it is a big deal because she remembered me on wednesday.

I dont like how quickly things are progressing.
Tomorrow his family is all getting together with the doctors to discuss what options they have, and what is the best for her.
Its going to be rather depressing, but it definately needs to be resolved soon.

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rayray

:: 2008 12 August :: 9.02pm

So things have gotten worse..
Mike's mom is doing a whole lot worse..
The end is definately closer than what the doctors were saying.
She doesn't remember who Mike is anymore.
Seriously, I cannot stop crying.
It's horrible.
I feel so bad, and there is absolutly nothing I can do.
There is nothing the doctors can do.
Nothing.
:(


EDIT: oh, and one of the ladies that live where my grandma is at, died on monday.

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eddy

:: 2008 11 August :: 5.35pm

I'm starting to think these scars go a little deeper than I had first thought...

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rayray

:: 2008 10 August :: 8.18pm

So to add to my weekend filled with bad news and unfortunate events, I found out today that the Stanton man killed in the car accident friday morning, was a kid I work with..
And he was one of the only people I talked to at work.
We made fun of each other all the time.

Seriously, Im sick of bad news..

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rayray

:: 2008 10 August :: 8.59am

This weekend has been pretty crappy..
Started thursday night..

Mike's mom is in the hospital.
It's pretty serious business..
The doctors are saying that it won't matter if she is in a medical facility, or goes home and has nurses come in, she might see labor day.
Spent all day friday at the hospital, and we're going back down there in a little bit..
I feel really bad..

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box

:: 2008 6 August :: 12.09pm

Leaving for Court Soon.. Wish me luck.

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rayray

:: 2008 4 August :: 7.18pm

We finally got around to rearranging our living room.
I have been begging and pleading and threatening doing it for months now..
And Mike finally caved and I bribed him into doing it.
And we have one of his turkeys on the wall.
The whole turkey.
On a perch.
And it sticks out from the wall.
Like 2.5 feet out from the wall.
A whole stuffed turkey..
From its beak to its feet, turkey.
And soon, there will be another one on the other end of the wall..

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joslyn_julia

:: 2008 2 August :: 7.12pm

so
here is me:
I currently live with my fiance in my parents house.
I am looking for a house so i don't feel like i am in a very awkward reflection of my life in High School
I have made new friends, i have lost some old ones and i am happy with how that has worked out.
yes, i gained weight, but i am also working out again and not depressed and thus i am not only loosing weight but also fighting demons so to speak...

Mike (my fiance) is leaving for Iraq next april, and i am working full time at my dad's store doing design and running most office operations. I dropped out of school because chicago is full of greedy lying bastards and scary places. But, it is a nice place to visit, and in my opinion not the best place to live (i fully admit that this statement is debatable, but i had bad experience where as you may have had good ones.)
No i am not pregnant nor have i had a kid, seeing as i have heard rumors. Other than that, i work and pay bills so i can hopefully in the near future go back to school, or at the very least buy my design programs.

toodles

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joslyn_julia

:: 2008 1 August :: 10.48pm

so uh yeah
hey wassup

how are all you peeps that i see and never have time to talk with?

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box

:: 2008 31 July :: 9.32pm

Its now been 48 hours since my last cigarette.

So far so good

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box

:: 2008 30 July :: 7.35pm

22 Hours so far and i feel pretty good. This is one of the best decisions I've made in a long time.

Hopefully i feel this good after 72 hours.

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eddy

:: 2008 28 July :: 11.15am


My bike needs it's handlebars right now...

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eddy

:: 2008 26 July :: 7.31am


I just found $105 siitting on my apartment walkway. How badass is that? It's a beautiful ray of sunshine in this shitty week I've been having.

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eddy

:: 2008 21 July :: 4.49pm

Hooray! We now have internet again. =] So the apartment has just become that much more enjoyable, lol. I don't have to sit here and be bored on my days off anymore.

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eddy

:: 2008 13 July :: 10.43pm

Woo!
Well, time for a real update I suppose. We got our apartment, and even at this very moment are in the process of moving in, hooray! The point is, It will probably be a couple days before internet is set up, so I may be away for a little while. But anyone can call and come hang out with me if you would like. I don't work until Wednesday night. =] Ummmm.....other than that, there really isn't that much else that is new. At least not that I can think of right now, and my brain is in a frenzy right now from moving and all that that I could very well be forgetting something. =]

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rayray

:: 2008 9 July :: 5.07pm

A friend of Mike and I's died this morning.
He was riding his motorcycle to work this morning and hit a deer.
He managed to ride it out, but by that time it was too late because he was in the other lane, and was hit by a truck.
He was put into several bags.
And his helmet was found away from his body, but the chin strap was still under his chin.

Here's the freaky part.
Kirk died on the bike he bought from his friend Norm.
Norm was killed in February while working on Kirks car. (The car fell on him).

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chelthesmell

:: 2008 9 July :: 12.58pm

49 words

Speed test




I'm doing my resume today and then I'm going to put some apps. in online. Something to do atleast right? I'm bored...I haven't left this apartment in like 3 days!!! good thing Jessica and I are hanging out after she gets out of work. Hopefully we find something awesome to do! =)

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rayray

:: 2008 5 July :: 12.29pm

So my power did come back on Thursday. Which I was very grateful for.
I could not live the Amish way. No way, no how.
I got my paper done and turned in on thursday.
I made a little extra money baby-sitting thursday evening.
Last night Mike and I went to watch the fireworks in Crystal with Rich and Sara and their kids.

Now I get to work on another paper that is due friday..
On sleep deprivation and its greatest problem associated with Corrections Officers..
Not as easy as it sounds, trust me.
My professor is a major ass. He's worse than an English teacher when it comes to grading papers.
Oh well. Hopefully I get a good grade on it.

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rayray

:: 2008 3 July :: 10.18am

So I am currently without power and at my dads using his.
I had a paper due today, thankfully I just finished it after 3 hours of straight time working on it. Work was cancelled because they have no power.

The estimated time for when I will get my power back is 11PM SATURDAY EVENING, JULY 5TH 2008..

Seriously, I want to cry.

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