Kandy

:: 2007 23 April :: 9.24pm

I made some pasta today.
The same kind that Katie and I used to make when I was in high school.
We ate this stuff ALL the time.
But for some reason it just doesn't taste the same.
Maybe its because the last time I made it, I ended up throwing it back up.
Just a theory.

My bed now sits about 6 inches higher.
Pretty excited about that.
Not sure why, but I just am.
Maybe its because Im easy amused?

Wednesday, I have a lunch date.
With my Aunt and my grandmother.
Maybe it will put me at some ease with how my grandmothers health seems to be progressively getting worse.
Doubt it, but its seems worth a shot.

Well this about sums it all up..

:: 2007 23 April :: 4.36am

did i mention that i got engaged?
i just finished my 8am assignment for art.
i will need lots of coffee or something like that tomorrow.
oh and i have lost 15lbs exactly since i moved to chicago.

if i am lucky i will be able to fit in clothes that i thought i would have to give away. only another 10 and it will be good. but for now... lotsof bed!

4 No way... | Tell me...

:: 2007 21 April :: 10.38pm

I got to see Katie today.
I am happy that I did.
And I got 36 ringtones from her.
Woo! It's exciting.
Anyway, its bedtime.. haha

Iron-Cipher

:: 2007 21 April :: 3.36pm

sometimes all it would take is to see the slightest difference... But as is life I suppose.

:: 2007 21 April :: 1.21am

Tonight was a good night, with a few minor execptions.
Exceptions being: Mike being called into work at 5:30, Lots of yelling and me leaving my purse in Carleys car.
I like hanging out with friends.
And I miss Carley.
It was like old times.
And I guess I remind her of Sara Silverman.
:)

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:: 2007 19 April :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Happy.
:: Music: If I ain't got you - Alicia Keys

This week has taught me a lot..
A lot has happened this week.
At the beginning of the week most of it was bad and I was truly petrified.
I was close to losing the best thing in my life right now.
I had several anxiety attacks.
But I quickly learned how to get him to open up.
I was finally able to get him to talk to me.
We are a lot happier.

In other news, my sister and brother-in-law are coming up this weekend.
I am excited to see them.

Things in my life are going rather well.
Other than I am laid off for another week.
So I do not return to work until April 30th.
Which totally sucks, but right now quality time is needed.

chelthesmell

:: 2007 17 April :: 9.27am

Graduation is in only one month.
My birthday, exactly two months.
So excited.
Cant wait to get out of here.

:: 2007 16 April :: 5.11pm

A lot of bad things have happened today.
None of which I care to discuss openly to everyone.
I got my hair cut today.
I think its too short.
It was supposed to be just a trim.
Anyway.. I have nothing really important to say.
Oh, my sister got a new puppy.
Her name is Belle. And she is either a lab/boxer mix or a shepard/pitbull mix.
She's cute!

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eddy	:: 2007 15 April :: 3.26am Great Success! Get Your Sexy Name That's funny. XD 2 No way... \| Tell me...

:: 2007 15 April :: 12.08am

Happy birthday to me!
yay for no longer having teen in my age.
hah
and for seeing my love later today!!!

eddy	:: 2007 14 April :: 4.42am So very tired... W00t. New journal look. Check it out. =] Plus, I'm proud to say, I made my own icon ^^ 6 No way... \| Tell me...

Iron-Cipher

:: 2007 13 April :: 8.47pm

why do I feel so alone lately? I know it sounds emo but I really do mean it since I have been hanging around 40 feet in the air on a power line the last couple days. If I died would anyone know? No seriously how long would it take for anyone to even find out, it would be the end of the day before my supervisor did if not longer prolly not till the next day when I don't come back or the day after. Then they would have to call my parents if they are even on my emergency contact list. Then who knows rachel is in France and my parents wouldn't know how to get ahold of her and might not even tell her till she got back and everyone else only heres about me if I say it or it goes through the grape vine. Like I said it is a little emo but I really do wonder what if my ladder gave way, or the line snapped, or if there was too much aprerage on the line or a thousand other things like getting in a car accident. I don't know, I just know I feel really alone right now.

:: 2007 12 April :: 11.40pm

i think it is sad that out of the like 4 or 5 blogs i have, this is the only one that i rarely look at but usually get something out of.

to live, to learn.....

i want alcohol

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:: 2007 12 April :: 6.02pm

So I had a terrible morning.
I had this bad feeling when I woke up this morning.
I knew that for some reason I wasn't supposed to go to work this morning, but I went anyway because I'm stupid.
On my way to work, I don't know why other than maybe Im slightly not all there, I took County Farm road.
Mind you, County farm has like 6 curves, and they aren't small either.
Well I became friends with a ditch.
And almost some trees.
I did a few 360's.
And sat there as I shook extremely bad and tried not to cry my little eyes out while I called Mike and said "hey call someone with a truck to come pull me out of this HUGE ditch"
And so who does he get to come get me and take me to work so that he can come get the car out when he gets out of work, Paula, his daughters mother.
If that didn't make the situation worse enough, I lost a contact somewhere between my car and getting into hers.
So I had to go the entire day wearing one contact.
Also, I had to take a blueprint/metrology test after work.
Which I managed to pass with a 100%.

Oh and yesterday, Joe's (my mom's boyfriend) dad died.
Today would be his birthday.
He was the crankiest old man on the planet.
So I feel bad about that.
But this evening should be better.
I get to meet Daryl's daughter.
Im excited about that because I guess she's really cute..
Oh and I am really really tan!

:: 2007 11 April :: 8.47pm

This has got to be the longest week I have had in a long time.
Sunday was alright but the few hours i spent with my mom were long and dreaded.
Monday I vaguely remember what I did monday.
I believe I went tanning, and then came home to sit my happy ass in bed like usual.
Tuesday I had a blueprint metrology class after work and then didn't rest until about 9.
Today I didn't rest until about 10 minutes ago, and I am still attempting to find ambition to clean and finish up laundry after taking his daughter to soccer practice and then taking him to work and all that gay stuff.
Tomorrow will be the same repetitious circle as Tuesday.
Im hoping that I will be able to see Daryl before the 19th but at this rate, that won't happen.
My phone is a hunk of shit.
I am so sick of it NOT working correctly.
Katelyn is having a girl.
But she won't name her Raychel.
However I do not blame her.
Anyway..

:: 2007 11 April :: 12.20pm

Can this class start.... pleeeeaaase!
i hate my mother... blah blah
i am bored... it is sleeting outside and i won't walk back to my appartment
and i don't have class for another 50 minutes.
i have been here with nothing to do for just over an hour

and some fucker keeps banging on the wall.
my birthday is sunday, my parents aren't coming to see me. mike is... but i feel like spending it alone.
seeing as he has other obligations i would prefer he didn't come.
i am depressed... i need more caffine. i wish i had my stupid ID so i could do my math homework... i still have to buy the gd book.
i really want to hit the fucker that is banging on the wall.

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Iron-Cipher

:: 2007 9 April :: 8.43pm

just in case I didn't mention it I work at Comcast now. I am a technician. Anyway now you know I have been quiet about it for the last month and a half but I figured I mine as well mention it.

:: 2007 8 April :: 6.01pm

I have yet to believe things could be better than what they are right now.
I am insanely happy.

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eddy

:: 2007 3 April :: 8.09pm

HowManyOfMe.com

There are
91
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

I feel so overwhelmed. And it's making me feel lost, and confused. I don't know where to go =(

P.S. That had nothing to do with the name thing.

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:: 2007 1 April :: 4.00am

The craziest shit just happened.
Mike and I were dead asleep and next thing you know, theres some guy I've never met before but he has, standing in our bedroom.
It scared the piss out of the both of us.
Who knows how the guy got here, he's trashed.
He told Mike several different stories.
The guy wasn't wearing any shoes.
And he pissed all over my bathroom floor.
I was enraged when I discovered it.
So now Mike is out trying to find a place for this guy to stay as I sit here confused and scared with the door locked and all the lights on.
It's messed up!

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:: 2007 29 March :: 8.14pm

welll........ into chicago i have moved. and i am all alone and i wish someone was here.

*sigh* i wish mike was here.

eddy	:: 2007 29 March :: 4.01pm Way to crush my dreams, asshole. 7 No way... \| Tell me...

:: 2007 27 March :: 7.31pm

I honestly do not understand why I do this to myself day in and day out.
I eat until I feel like my belly is going to blow into thousands of pieces.
And as I sit miserably not knowing whether or not I am going to be sick or just burp, I fear the next few moments.

Anyway gossip is my enemy.
Tanning is my friend.
I hate "he said he was told by this chick that her boyfriend told her that you told him that the first guys wife thinks......" shit.
It's all a bunch of 5th grade BS.
I'm sick of it.
It's pretty pathetic that because 40 year olds can't get along they have to drag a 19 year old into the middle of it just because they all know that person.
LAME.
I'm sooooo sick of people saying I said shit about them.
Seriously, If Im going to talk shit, I'll say it directly to the person Im saying it about.
Not a big train of people..
Retards anyway.

My poor private areas are burnt.
Ah well, it's all for a good cause.

:: 2007 25 March :: 7.46pm

I got a bonus from work on friday.
Got it, spent it, wish I still had it.
Did my taxes, finally.
Went tanning.
Can't wait until I go again tomorrow.
Did my womanly duties around the house. (Cleaning)
Watched the Departed, and Harsh Times.
Tonight is a night for Desperate Housewives and Rocky Balboa.
Ooh, and I don't have to sleep alone tonight.