Kandy

:: 2007 10 February :: 4.10am

I miss my family. =(

For some of them, it's been many years since I've seen them. It makes me sad. I'm thinking when this semester is over, I'm going to spend much of my summer going to visit the ones I can. And going on the big camping trip we always have.

:: 2007 7 February :: 10.53pm

Today I got 2 kind of good phone calls.
The first one was from my mom.
Calls from her usually don't result in anything that makes me happy.
But I get to go work with her tomorrow and make money.
Kind of exciting. I get to answer phones.
It was more exciting to want to do, but now that i get to, im not so excited. haha
And I got a call from Vicki at Peoplelink and I go back to work on Friday!
So I'll hardly be online anymore, and very rarely will I be up past 9 haha.
Things are still good with Mike and I, even though we have had a couple of arguments this week.
He needs to learn to sleep.
And I need to leave him alone when he's trying to sleep. haha
Yeah buddy.

eddy	:: 2007 4 February :: 7.26pm My kitty doesn't like it when I kiss her face. ^^ And she loves Silkroad. (Kind of) 11 No way... \| Tell me...

:: 2007 4 February :: 5.27pm

So I am long overdue for a good rant.
I knew it was too good to be true that I was truly happy.
That all I did was smile.
And that we were getting along so good.
We aren't arguing.
Just creating a huge space.

I hate how when I leave for a few hours when him and his daughter are here, I come back to this place absolutly trashed.
It's fucking ridiculous how little control he has over her.
He doesn't pay any fucking attention to her and just lets her do whatever.
The last time I tried to say anything about it, I got my head bit off.
Not only is it that, she goes through ALL of my stuff.
When she takes a shower, she uses MY towel.
Hello, haven't you ever heard of getting one from the shelf with a TON of towels?
It's actually quite simple. I do it rather often.
I know she's 8 and I shouldn't be so pissed but for Christ Sakes.
When I was 8 years old, I was using my own towel.
Everytime she gets a glass of WATER, she gets different glass.
She attempted to make mac & cheese.
Eats ALL of our food.
It's insane.

What hurts most of all, is that he's not happy.
I try my hardest to make him happy.
I give him everything I can..
I'm not Paula, and I'm not Lori.
Nor will I ever be, and nor do I want to be even close.
For some god forsaken reason, he holds Paula on this pedistal above everyone else.
She cheated on her HUSBAND with Mike, and they had a kid together.

I'm not sure if its the PMS peaking through but I'm in such a terrible mood.
I cried the whole way home from my moms.
And I'm fighting back the tears right now.
Everything is going to fall to shit again.

3 No way... | Tell me...

Upchuck

:: 2007 4 February :: 9.55am

161 TIMES!!!!
Barely over 140 times last year.

2007 Detroit Tigers telecast schedule

Tigers to be on TV 161 times
REGULAR SEASON APRIL

Mon. 2, TORONTO, 1, FSN / WJBK

Wed. 4, TORONTO, 1, FSN

Thu. 5, TORONTO, 1, FSN

Fri. 6, at Kansas City, 8, FSN

Sat. 7, at Kansas City, 2, No TV*

Sun. 8, at Kansas City, 2, WJBK

Mon. 9, at Baltimore, 3, FSN

Tue. 10, at Baltimore, 7, FSN

Wed. 11, at Baltimore, 7, FSN PLUS

Thu. 12, at Toronto, 7, FSN

Fri. 13, at Toronto, 7, FSN PLUS

Sat. 14, at Toronto, 1, FSN

Sun. 15, at Toronto, 1, FSN

Mon. 16, KANSAS CITY, 7, FSN

Tue. 17, KANSAS CITY, 7, FSN PLUS

Wed. 18, KANSAS CITY, 1 FSN

Fri. 20, CHI. WHITE SOX, 7, FSN

Sat. 21, CHI. WHITE SOX, 1, FSN

Sun. 22, CHI. WHITE SOX, 1, WJBK

Mon. 23, at L.A. Angels, 10, FSN

Tue. 24, at L.A. Angels, 10, FSN

Wed. 25, at Chi. White Sox, 8, FSN

Thu. 26, at Chi. White Sox, 8, FSN

Fri. 27, MINNESOTA, 7, FSN

Sat. 28, MINNESOTA, 1, FSN

Sun. 29, MINNESOTA, 1, FSN

Mon. 30, BALTIMORE, 7, FSN

MAY

Tue. 1, BALTIMORE, 7, FSN

Wed. 2, BALTIMORE, 1, FSN

Fri. 4, at Kansas City, 8, FSN

Sat. 5, at Kansas City, 7, FSN

Sun. 6, at Kansas City, 2, WJBK

Tue. 8, SEATTLE, 7, FSN

Wed. 9, SEATTLE, 7, FSN

Thu. 10, SEATTLE, 1, FSN

Fri. 11, at Minnesota, 8, FSN

Sat. 12, at Minnesota, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 13, at Minnesota, 8, ESPN

Mon. 14, at Boston, 7, FSN

Tue. 15, at Boston, 7, FSN

Wed. 16, at Boston, 7, FSN

Thu. 17, at Boston, 7, FSN

Fri. 18, ST. LOUIS, 7, FSN

Sat. 19, ST. LOUIS, 7, FSN

Sun. 20, ST. LOUIS 1, WJBK

Tue. 22, L.A. ANGELS, 7, FSN

Wed. 23, L.A. ANGELS, 7, FSN

Thu. 24, L.A. ANGELS, 1, FSN

Fri. 25, CLEVELAND, 7, FSN

Sat. 26, CLEVELAND, 7, FSN

Sun. 27, CLEVELAND, 8, ESPN

Mon. 28, at Tampa Bay, 7, FSN

Tue. 29, at Tampa Bay, 7, FSN

Wed. 30, at Tampa Bay, 7, FSN

Thu. 31, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

JUNE

Fri. 1, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

Sat. 2, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

Sun. 3, at Cleveland, 1, FSN

Tue. 5, at Texas, 8:30, FSN

Wed. 6, at Texas, 8:30, FSN

Thu. 7, at Texas, 8:30, FSN

Fri. 8, N.Y. METS, 7, FSN

Sat. 9, N.Y. METS, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 10, N.Y. METS, 1, WJBK

Tue. 12, MILWAUKEE, 7, FSN

Wed. 13, MILWAUKEE, 7, FSN

Thu. 14, MILWAUKEE, 1, FSN

Fri. 15, at Philadelphia, 7, FSN

Sat. 16, at Philadelphia, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 17, at Philadelphia, 1:30, WJBK

Mon. 18, at Washington, 7, FSN

Tue. 19, at Washington, 7, FSN

Wed. 20, at Washington, 7, FSN

Fri. 22, at Atlanta, 7:30, FSN

Sat. 23, at Atlanta, 7, FSN

Sun. 24, at Atlanta, 1, WJBK

Mon. 25, TEXAS, 7, FSN

Tue. 26, TEXAS, 7, FSN

Wed. 27, TEXAS, 1, FSN

Thu. 28, TEXAS, 1, FSN

Fri. 29, MINNESOTA, 7, FSN

Sat. 30, MINNESOTA, 3:55, FOX

JULY

Sun. 1 , MINNESOTA, 1, WJBK

Tue. 3, CLEVELAND, 7 FSN

Wed. 4, CLEVELAND, 7, FSN

Thu. 5, CLEVELAND, 1, FSN

Fri. 6, BOSTON, 7, FSN

Sat. 7, BOSTON, 7, WJBK

Sun. 8, BOSTON, 1, WJBK

Thu. 12, at Seattle, 10, FSN

Fri. 13, at Seattle, 10, FSN

Sat. 14, at Seattle, 10 FSN

Sun. 15, at Seattle, 4, FSN

Tue. 17, at Minnesota, 8, FSN

Wed. 18, at Minnesota, 8, FSN

Thu. 19, at Minnesota, 1, FSN

Fri. 20, KANSAS CITY, 7, FSN

Sat. 21, KANSAS CITY, 7, FSN

Sun. 22, KANSAS CITY, 1, WJBK

Mon. 23, at Chi. White Sox, 8, FSN

Tue. 24, at Chi. White Sox, 8, FSN

Wed. 25, at Chi. White Sox, 8, FSN

Thu. 26, at Chi. White Sox, 2, FSN

Fri. 27, at L.A. Angels, 10, FSN

Sat. 28, at L.A. Angels, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 29, at L.A. Angels, 3:30, FSN

Mon. 30, at Oakland, 10, FSN

Tue. 31, at Oakland, 10, FSN

AUGUST

Wed. 1, at Oakland, 3:30, FSN

Fri. 3, CHI. WHITE SOX, 7, FSN

Sat. 4, CHI. WHITE SOX, 7, FSN

Sun. 5, CHI. WHITE SOX, 1, WJBK

Mon. 6, TAMPA BAY, 7, FSN

Tue. 7, TAMPA BAY, 7, FSN

Wed. 8, TAMPA BAY, 7, FSN

Thu. 9, TAMPA BAY, 1, FSN

Fri. 10, OAKLAND, 7, FSN

Sat. 11, OAKLAND, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 12, OAKLAND, 1, WJBK

Mon. 13, OAKLAND, 7, FSN

Tue. 14, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

Wed. Aug. 15, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

Thu. 16, at N.Y. Yankees, 7, FSN

Fri. 17, at N.Y. Yankees, 7, FSN

Sat. 18, at N.Y. Yankees, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 19, at N.Y. Yankees, 1, WJBK

Tue. 21, CLEVELAND, 7, FSN

Wed. 22, CLEVELAND, 7, FSN

Thu. 23, CLEVELAND, 1, FSN

Fri. 24, N.Y. YANKEES, 7, FSN

Sat. 25, N.Y. YANKEES, 7, WJBK

Sun. 26, N.Y. YANKEES, 1, WJBK

Mon. 27, N.Y. YANKEES, 7, FSN

Tue. 28, at Kansas City, 8, FSN

Wed. 29, at Kansas City, 8, FSN

Thu. 30, at Kansas City, 2, FSN

Fri. 31, at Oakland, 10, FSN

SEPTEMBER

Sat. 1, at Oakland, 3:55, FOX

Sun. 2, at Oakland, 4, FSN

Tue. 4, CHI. WHITE SOX, 7, FSN

Wed. 5, CHI. WHITE SOX, 7, FSN

Thu. 6, CHI. WHITE SOX, 1, FSN

Fri. 7, SEATTLE, 7, FSN

Sat. 8, SEATTLE, 7, FSN

Sun. 9, SEATTLE, 1, FSN

Tue. 11, TEXAS, 7, FSN

Wed. 12, TEXAS, 7, FSN

Fri. 14, at Minnesota, 8, FSN

Sat. 15, at Minnesota, 7, WJBK

Sun. 16, at Minnesota, 2, FSN

Mon. 17, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

Tue. 18, at Cleveland, 7, FSN

Wed. 19, at Cleveland, noon, FSN

Fri. 21, KANSAS CITY, 7, FSN

Sat. 22, KANSAS CITY, 7, FSN

Sun. 23, KANSAS CITY, 1, FSN

Mon. 24, MINNESOTA, 7, FSN

Tue. 25, MINNESOTA, 7, FSN

Wed. 26, MINNESOTA, 7, FSN

Fri. 28, at Chi. White Sox, 8, FSN

Sat. 29, at Chi. White Sox, 7, FSN

Sun. 30, at Chi. White Sox, 2, FSN

Home games in CAPS

FSN � FSN Detroit.

FSN PLUS � Alternate channel provided by cable / satellite providers.

WJBK � Channel 2 in Detroit (games also air on other regional affiliates to be determined).

FOX � FOX Saturday Baseball Game of the Week (available locally on Channel 2).

ESPN � ESPN Sunday Night Baseball.

* The April 7 game is not available to be televised because it is scheduled within the exclusivity window for the FOX Game of the Week.

All dates/times subject to change. All times listed are Eastern.

:: 2007 4 February :: 1.47am

Haunt You Every Day

I don't feel the joy
I don't feel the pain
You were just a toy
I am just insane

Walking on my own
Leaving you behind
You were crying out
That you need to speak your mind

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday

I am gonna kill
When I need a thrill
Eating at the heart
until I've had my fill
When will stupid learn?
Fires gonna burn
Think of consequence
Then you move when it your turn

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday

Walking on my own
Leaving you behind
You were crying out
That you need to speak your mind

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday
haunt you everyday

eddy	:: 2007 4 February :: 1.14am :: Mood: apathetic You're full of shit. You stupid hypocritical moron. Let it go. The damage in your heart. 10 No way... \| Tell me...

:: 2007 3 February :: 5.09pm

I hate it when the weather is shitty out because then I don't feel like going anywhere.
Then I get really irritated from being sick of sitting home..
The madness!
Snow = Shitty.

:: 2007 2 February :: 1.00am

Today we spent opening up to each other.
And I felt awful because he didn't go to sleep until 6:30 this evening after working all night long.
I feel like a load has been lifted.
When he was in showering, I went out and started the car for him, and in 2 inches of snow on the windshield, I wrote "I LOVE YOU"..
It's hard to believe that yesterday marked 15 months.
The more time I spend with him, the more I love him.

I haven't cried in awhile.
And it feels great.
I'm constantly smiling.
It's a wonderful feeling.
And it's not drug alcohol or pill induced either.

Anyway I need to get some rest. I believe Rachel is stopping by on her way home from CMU.
I haven't seen her in FOREVER!
Oh, and I saw Tara yesterday.
I miss her dearly.
She'll always be my best friend.
And so will Justy, and of course my sister who I love more than anything.

5 No way... | Tell me...

joslyn_julia

:: 2007 1 February :: 11.53am

so,
i am in kalamazoo with lisa and dustin
i have about 2 months until i start at the Illinois Institute of Art
I m fucking tired and hungry
I will be at home working an 8-5 job later today.

we need to get some Bilbo's Pizza

1 No way... | Tell me...

kate	:: 2007 31 January :: 9.46pm :: Mood: blank :: Music: Eska Rock http://www.woohu.com/~serenity Quotes are back. CLICK HERE and add the journal. Tell me...

:: 2007 30 January :: 1.56pm

I'm come to terms with my insecurities.
Which in turn has made me become rather bitter.
My sarcasm has spiked to its all time high.
I've pushed my mother away, because I don't believe anything she says anymore.
I think we've only argued once since we moved.
He's becoming more serious about our relationship.
We are working on communicating more.
I am very happy.
Our financial troubles are working themselves out.
But I have to go clean and do laundry!

:: 2007 29 January :: 12.17am

So AJ and Justy came over tonight before they headed home.
AJ broke my chair.
Fucker.
And now Im off to bed! haha

:: 2007 25 January :: 10.17pm

If I didnt treasure my internet dearly, I'd tell Charter to lick my anal region.
First my VOD doesn't work.
So they had to reset.
Then my movie channels wont work.
So they had to reset.
Now nothing works.
Fucking dumb asses

:: 2007 24 January :: 1.25pm

I just typed out a long entry on how I feel about marriage and pregnancy and all that.
Then I decided to erase it and not post it because my opinions on said subjects aren't what anyone wants to hear.
However, I will say this, I am so sick of hearing about people from belding getting pregnant.
There's better things to do.

Carley, I barely have service at my apartment, so if I call you from my house don't ignore it.. It'll be a 989 number.. I'll call either tonight or tomorrow. I love you.

:: 2007 23 January :: 6.57pm

Hey, I'm still alive. Imagine that.
I don't update much anymore because I keep my mushy details of my life inside.
But I miss Carley.
And I really miss my sister.
I really don't know what else to say.
Other than Brianna hasn't updated in awhile, and I want to see new pictures of her baby.

chelthesmell

:: 2007 20 January :: 10.08am

*emo sigh*
I hate mornings...
Oh so much...

!

3 No way... | Tell me...

:: 2007 20 January :: 1.46am

Summer Wine
Ville Valo and Natalia Avalon

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things

I walked in town on silver spurs that jingled to
A song that I had only sang to just a few
She saw my silver spurs and said let�s pass some time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

My eyes grew heavy and my lips they could not speak
I tried to get up, but I couldn�t find my feet
She reassured me with an unfamiliar line
And then she gave to me, more summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

When I woke up the sun was shining in my eyes
My silver spurs were gone, my head felt twice its size
She took my silver spurs, a dollar and a dime
And left me craving for, more summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

:: 2007 18 January :: 3.42pm

I have internet!
yay

7 No way... | Tell me...

Kate

:: 2007 16 January :: 3.02pm
:: Music: British radio

I haven't been on woohu in months. I read a few pages back in my friend's pages and oh my dear God.. I feel like I've been gone a century, not just from woohu, but from all of your lives. I feel like I'm a million miles away. But I guess I am pretty far. Even a different state would make a difference. But here I am across the ocean, on another continent, in a country many of you know very little about, experiencing things most of you could never know. I am living another life here. Each of you are living another life there, even from each other. You're all friends, you all influence each other, intertwine each other in your lives, but you've all got separate worries, thoughts, problems.. I used to know what was going on. I guess the appropriate phrase is I feel "out of the loop." I'm not upset about it, it just really hit me now. I have friends, family, school here, everything I have in the USA, and my mind is consumed in them. My mind is in Poland and my life here. Coming to woohu right now and reading about all of you with boy/girl problems, school stresses, family frustrations, good parties, great nights out with friends, getting drunk.. your minds are consumed in your lives. Maybe all I'm saying is that life goes on, whether you're there or not. People keep changing, or maybe they keep up to their old habits, but whatever happens, nothing stops. When I get back to the states you guys may have partially forgotten about me. It's understandable. As far as you know, I hardly exist. I'm not around, you don't hear from me, you just simply know that I'm in Poland. And you might read my brief sugar-coated articles in the paper. It's just strange. All of my friends are living their lives and I'm not a part of them anymore. I'm living my life and none of you are a part of it.

It makes me wonder. When I come back, will we still be an ocean a part? Will things go back to being the same? I don't think so. I used to think 10 months wasn't very long, but really it is. We're all growing up. Should I work to read woohu, talk to people on msn, email frequently? Or should I stay focused on my life here that I'll be leaving in five months? But then again, I will never really leave this life. I'm going to be traveling constantly because the friends I've made here are the real ones that I can't fully leave. And when I get back to the states, I'm going to be there for a summer and then it's off to college. The closest there's a chance of me being is a few hours away in Alma, MI. But my hope is to be on the east coast in Boston or New York. I'm not trying to decide if I should stay in touch with all of you or not, because that's rediculous. I will stay in touch with those who I'm meant to, and I will drift with others. It's just life and I'm fine with that. Though it is hard to leave the people you care about so much.

Now I think I'm digressing. I was just struck by the strangeness of reading how all of your lives had progressed and for once not being a part of it, not being the listener or a prominent person in the "group." I feel like someone watching through the window, merely an outsider.

It's different, but it's not bad. I actually think I like it. I like my life and what I'm doing and what I plan to do. It probably will never involve Cedar Springs or even Grand Rapids very much ever again in my life, though. So drop me a line sometime and let me know how your life is and I'll let you know how mine is. It's nice to catch up with the people who used to be so involved in your life.

4 No way... | Tell me...

eddy	:: 2007 14 January :: 5.16am "We really need to get you some pants" "Yeah, giggle thats not a pickle" "I know.....I'ts your penis" Tell me...

eddy	:: 2007 13 January :: 6.44am I miss good times with good friends. Damn this world. 13 No way... \| Tell me...

:: 2007 13 January :: 6.07am

*sigh*

Why does, when everything seems to be going so well, the past pops up out of nowhere, and bites you in the ass? But it's so suddenly unexpected, and stings so much, the pain creeps into your heart. =\

Oh well, I said Happy Birthday, and I meant it.
P.S. You're a big fat liar. And certainly not who I thought you were, once upon a time. I thought you were cool once, and now I see only shallow egotism. Yet, I still can't help but like you.

I'm only slightly bitter.

P.P.S. Myspace, I hate you. Why can't I quit you???

UGH! Emo time.....God Damned myspace. Eff yourself and die.

joslyn_julia

:: 2007 12 January :: 9.22pm

i got some booty!!!! yay for 4 day weekends and visiting boyfriends!