Huh?

Well not sure where to start but here goes.

Ones problems in life seem so minuscule when compared to those of someone else. My grandma is now being forced to live her life solo after losing my grandpa on Jan 7th. When I really think deep about this I start to feel like I am wasting time thinking about what I have lost. I keep thinking "Four years, and for what?" But then I think about my grandma, they were together forever. They celebrated their fifty-year anniversary last year, and they were together before they got married. Four years seems like nothing when being compared to fifty. Once I think about this it makes me feel selfish for even getting upset over my past relationship. My grandma must be having the worst time of her life right now, and I am sitting back dwelling on the last four years of my life. Boo hoo...

Okay now on to something that makes me happy and proud. My parents celebrated their 25th anniversary on Dec 29th 2004, and we had the party on Jan 1st. The party was pretty fun and I think my parents really appreciated it. Anyway back when I was with Kristi I would get romantic type ideas in the middle of the night so I would just do them and she ended up not appreciating whatever it was at all. So one night recently I got an idea (for my parents) and instead of letting it pass I did it. I just wrote them a little note on this big piece of cardboard saying something like "Jeanne & Kyle: My role models, my heroes, my model relationship, My Parents... I love you" I might have put friends in there too but I don't remember. Anyway what makes me proud and happy about this is, that my dad wrote a little something to read at his father's funeral and he quoted me in it. He said something like he was glad to know that what his father taught him he was able to pass down to his kids, quoting the things I said above. Now whenever I see that sign in the garage that I wrote I not only think of what made me write it but also I think about how much my dad liked it.

Moving on... Last night was Monday night, which is bowling night, because Brian gets us free games. So I bring Kyle and JD along and we go bowl with Brian. I swear no matter how long it has been since I last see Brian its like we were never apart, he is such a happy go lucky dude and I'm glad I can call him a friend. So last night was a blast, has is always when we hang out with him and his awesome girlfriend. Good luck you two!

I get home last night after bowling and I instant message that girl that I have been talking about that is having trouble with her boyfriend. I asked her if there was any news. She said that they have been texting each other all day. I said wow that's good news seems like things are going in the right direction. She doesn't know she thinks he loves her but he is too scared to commit that much of himself. They have been together for 2 years and she still doesn't know certain things about him (which I find weird). Anyway she tells me she is sick of talking about it on the net and wants me to call her today when I get home from work.

First emotion: Ecstatic, since I met this girl I have dreamed of talking to her so much and on the phone. Second emotion: Sorrow, remembering I am calling to discuss her relationship. Third emotion: Anger, I wish I could just make her see how a guy that is treating her like this isn't worth one second of her time.

Oh well girls are stupid... Anyway I think I am pretty content right now, I have tons to keep me busy from watching downloaded episodes of 24, The O.C., Desperate Housewives, or Rescue Me. To reading the Harry Potter books, to playing Halo 2, and these are the things I do if I am alone. Kyle is around most of the time so we usually find something to waste away our time.

Oh yah almost forgot about this, my car has been for sale since August and I haven't really had anyone interested, until two days ago when I got like 4 different people emailing me and 1 person called, so it looks like I will finally be getting rid of it. I'm still unsure what I will replace it with but I know I'm going to get a bike now. Woohoo

Well this was a pretty long and pointless entry but I figure I might as well post something other than lyrics.

Until next time.

Peace

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