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2004 29 December :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: confused
New Years
So I am on my search for a great new years. Everyone I know seems to be doing something different. I told my brother we should rent a limo and just drive to everyones parties to visit and be able to drink without worrying about death on the way to the next party. So yah hopefully something grand will happen because I know we aren't really going to rent a limo.
Side note: Is it okay to be obsessing over a girl that you haven't seen since high school but talk to online quite often? I doubt it but at least its keeping my mind busy going through the stages of being single again. Yes I am a freak, get over it.
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2004 22 December :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: happy
I'm Back!
Well I guess that fiasco at CPK on Monday night must have just been my reminder that I used to be single and it showed me how I used to do it. Tonight there were like 3 chicks totally flirting with me at Mimi's too bad they were all like lil teenie boppin highschoolers. I was flirting with the host and then this hotter chick came in to take us to the table and I was talking with her the whole time, then I noticed she would look at me everytime she came into the room we were at. So I asked my waiter how old she was and he came back and said 17... Bah.... So I said I was 21 and after that she kinda vanished... So yah I guess I am an old man, or at least to old for the jailbait.
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2004 22 December :: 9.37am
:: Mood: chipper
Books
Well last night I finished the second Dan Brown book, Deception Point. It was a good book, I'm still not sure which one I liked better this or Angels & Demons. Anyway I'm gonna go pick up this 3rd book Digital Fortress today after work, I can't wait. Weird in all 21 years of life I have hated reading, then at the end of October I picked up Angels & Demons and then I couldn't put it down, had to get the next one. Oh well they are pretty good books. I guess its how smart they are, like the last one was about the Government and NASA and stuff, it was really cool.
 
Yah I'm lame, playing Halo 2 and reading books.
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2004 21 December :: 10.20am
:: Mood: embarrassed
CPK
Okay so last night we go out to dinner at California Pizza Kitchen. It was my parents, Kyle, Steph, and me. Our waitress comes over and she is pretty damn hot, I think I made a comment and of course from there my dad doesn't stop with the comments about how I should ask her out and everything, but I wasn't about to just ask this girl out in front of my parents, without knowing anything about her. Anyway, the night goes on and I was thinking this chick was looking at me and stuff and not just friendly service I mean I was getting a vibe (but what do I know?) anyway she even came over and gave me another soda when mine was still full saying that she knows that they can get flat quick, I was like okay thanks, but who does that? I hope my suspections were correct in thinking that was just an excuse, but ya.
So then at one point she comes over and my dad talks to her...
Dad: "Your such a great server, your on top of things. Are you married?" (something like this)
Waitress: "No"
Dad: "Do you have a boyfriend?"
Waitress: "No, not at the moment"
Okay at this point he starts wispering to her about me thinking she was cute or something, I couldn't hear him plus I couldn't believe he was even doing it so I turned bright red. Then after she also gets pretty embarressed she leaves after saying some stuff, which I also didn't hear, but it turns out she said I was pretty cute too, which is cool, but I couldn't even talk because I was like shocked that my dad had done that. Anyway before the end of the night, she came back over and wispered to my dad and told him I could leave my number if I want, which I did, even though I felt like I was middle school again, just with cell phones, and my dad playing the friends role of telling the girl that you like her... So yah theres my story... If this girl calls, then she obviously has either a sense of humor, thinks im a mute, or is just lonly around the holidays.
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2004 15 December :: 7.48am
:: Mood: Excited
:: Music: Birthday Song
Joe's Big Day
Joe for your big 22 I wanted to get you something that would excite you as much as you excite me... I have been thinking about this for some time now and I don't think I will ever be able to duplicate that feeling. So here is your gift....
 
"I can be your hero, baby. / I can kiss away the pain. / I will stand by you forever. / You can take my breath away."
Just remembering the hours we spent laying in bed watching the "Hero" video, laughing and crying together makes me feel so alive. Thank you, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH!
For your personal viewing pleasure... I bring you.... Kevin Diesel!
Joe's favie color = blue... ie: the font color here.
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2004 14 December :: 5.51pm
:: Music: Alexisonfire - Happiness By The Kilowatt
A Brief History of a Modern Day Crute
10th grade: History - Alex Camp
Alex: "Hey Joe, wanna write my essay for me?"
Joe: "Hell no!"
Alex: "I'll pay you $200"
Joe: "Alright!"
Alex: "Ummm.. how about $100?"
Joe: "Yeah sure"
*Joe waits until Alex pays him the money before getting started, which leaves him two days, busts it out, gets Alex a B"
*Mr. Skinner's notes on essay* "This looks plagiarized"
*Joe's thoughts* Mr. Skinner suspected it was plagiarized because Alex never did any good work in that class and all of a sudden he does a good paper, tisk tisk
12th grade: English - Kyle Lawler
Kyle: *frantic* "Joe! I really need your help! I'm close to failing my classes and I need this class especially in order to graduate. Will you write my essay? I'll pay you."
Joe: "Yeah, no problem man. But keep the money."
Joe watches Kyle walk down the aisle and get his diploma, a single tear falls (Not really but wouldn't that've been cute?)
Wednesday December 10th, 2004: Philosophy - Kyle Lawler
Kyle: "Hey man, I really need your help. I have tons of shit to do for finals and I need to do a damn essay for philosophy. It has to be 5-8 pages and its due on Monday. Will you do it for me please? I'll pay you"
Joe: "Sure thing, but you don't need to pay"
Joe: *spends all weekend writing paper*
-The difference between the past two incidents and this one is I was actually in those classes so I knew the material and I had done the assignment myself, so I knew what was up, I just needed to switch it up a bit. But I've never taken a philosophy class before nor had I ever heard of existentialism or Friedrich Nietzsche. So this was the hardest essay I had ever written. But I did it out of kindness and friendship and because I love to write. If I can do this for Kyle, imagine the possibilities for the rest of you. Ask and you shall receive. I mean it, I'm here for all of you, or there, whatever the case may be. You all mean something to me, the degrees may vary depending on how well I know you, but still, I care about you.
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2004 14 December :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: Uncomfortable
Life
Why does life have to be so strange? One minute your doing one thing then in one instant it changes, the change can be very drastic or very subtle. I know the things that have been changing in my life may not seem like a big deal to someone that has recently lost a family member, but to me they are pretty big deals. Anyway, I don't think that your character is reflected by the different changes that happen to your life, but instead by the way you choose to deal with these changes.
I'm a pretty emotional guy, duh my tattoo means just that "emotion" yet I haven't cried once since me and my girlfriend of 3 years broke up for the second time, I guess its because when we got back together for the final two months she was a different person, a person that I had no desire to be with anymore... The first time we were apart all I could think of was the other girl the one I wanted to be with all the time, now all I can think of is how badly she treated me, and wonder why the hell she even took me back just to do that to me again... Whatever her loss, she will regret it one day and by then it will be too late, hell if she regreted now its already too late... Coming to realize all that was kind of hard but I still didn't cry, and I'm the guy that cries every time anty on Honey I Shrunk the Kids dies, or when the design team on Extreme Makeover: Home Edition watches some of the videos before they meet the family.
Anyway, I know there is someone else out there for me even though it doesn't feel like there is... Then I just flip on Box Car Racer - There Is.... "Someone out there that feels just like me... There is" haha
Yah I'm a goof... just ignore that entry!
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