yay.
Oh, joy.

Haha, how ironic, with me thinking "NOBODY CARES" every second... well, it happens when you feel like crap, but whatever ::blink::

Twas a quiet day for julia. She wenteth to school and said few words. Others pondered, some gave her thin mints. Those she enjoyed.

She did not enjoy the ICOSAHEDRON OF D00M x__X She and the Di could not find the volume, of d00m of d00m
XD She talkedeth in third person.

[math ::glare::]

my livejournal kicks ass =D

I need a new website ~__~ *sigh*

<3, j

But there's still tomorrow, forget the sorrow, and I can't be on the last train home
IIIiiiIIiiiIIii... had a pretty sucky day.

Ashton pissed me off SO FRICKIN BAD today -.-

Go to photobucket.com and type in starkistpixie. It's for you. requests requests requests

here, I took like 10 quizzes. http://www.geocities.com/rainstarfire/quizzes.html

Bad things happened during lunch @.x;

I--I-- I--... ::stutters:: Everyone has a story to tell, no one pays enough attention

talk to me o.o

Rubber duckie, you're the one.
I went to school. o.o;
I... talked to people. I played Jenga during study hall with eunice, di, and april. I talked to laurel. I hate laurel's parents. And there is no doubt about it, they hate me.
=). heh.

So what I'm trying to get at is... another waste of a day.
*sigh*

::hugs::
Everyone needs hugs. I need hugs. ^^

<3, j

Rubber duckie, you're the one.
I went to school. o.o;
I... talked to people. I played Jenga during study hall with eunice, di, and april. I talked to laurel. I hate laurel's parents. And there is no doubt about it, they hate me.
=). heh.

So what I'm trying to get at is... another waste of a day.
*sigh*

::hugs::
Everyone needs hugs. I need hugs. ^^

<3, j

Promise me you won't break your promise
@.@
I woke up and got on the computer. It was kind of hard, but, I've decided that I can't hang on to.. some things.. some people, anymore. That's my major character flaw: I hang on to everything I've gotten used to. People, habits, joy, pain, memories... and a lot of it isn't good for me. So I must forget.
I must I must I must

I saw "the perfect score" yesterday, and guess who was there? XD;...

Laurel, Shelby, Maggie, Katy, Jackie, Sophie, John, Andres, Ted, April, Sammy, Mark, Corey, Emily, Gabbi, Jennifer, Karen, Mandy, more people who's name I've forgotten, and a mob of other-graders. XD It was great. we took up like, 2 or 3 rows.

The movie pretty much sucked, but it was fun and bearable. :D

Everyone who's interested, this is my livejournal. It's gunna have all my photos, drawings, maybe poems :D and other stuff. it's a lot cooler than my woohu, heh. ^^

bubye!
-j

Bad--Bubble--Tea
They told me it wasn't the best bubble tea. @.@ gah ^^; Let's go over the day backwards. I just went to get bubble tea, which made me sick XP, on the way home from diane's house, where eunice, manda, and I were doing french2. And we watched FLCL. And played guitar. =D.
UGH, TODAY! UGHH, YESTERDAY!! UU-GGH, this last MONTH!!! >.< I'm doing the worst in two of my best classes XPXP Since diane and lauren and I screwed up on that french skit [a 61. -.-] It screwed up my grade in my best class. And in math, I have an 80ISH.. *siGh* I've been doing pretty crap in school :P I'm a bit sick of just about everything. =/.

I'm booked for the week!
Today-French/Study ass off
Thursday--Game/Art/Dance [new stuff ^^]
Friday--Anime convention of d00m
Saturday--Mondo movie party [the perfect score] which jackie planned.. apparantly, over thirty people are going.
Sunday--Hw, I think we're having a sleepover saturday.

::blah look:: I look excited, don't I? Heh. Well, Laz's stinkin crush is going on saturday, and she's going to be so frickin happy XD;; hehe. It'll be annoying. And I think jackie's is coming too [that's the whole reason for this thing anyway XDD]

Well, as usual, I'll be swept away into this fake-happy rush. I'll be around so many people, I'll think I'm having a good time, and then I'll get a few hours alone on sunday... ::looks away:: You don't just say, "No, I don't think I'll go have a great time with all of my friends", do you? kaplah XP

FRENCH TWO TEST FEBRUARY 17TH O.@ D00000M!

=/. so, that's about it. bad bubble tea wants to eat your soul.

[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : julia
-- Birthday : december 30
-- Birthplace : jerusalem, israel
-- Current Location : austin, tx
-- Eye Color : hazelish green
-- Hair Color : blondered ^^
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : capricorn
-- Font : o.o.

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : rock =D the older stuff is better
-- Cartoon : anime? ^^ FLCL
-- Color : black
-- Slushy Flavor : strawberry
-- Magazine : don't have a fave
-- TV Show : friends
-- Song at the Moment: one thing -finger 11
-- Language : english/french/russian
-- Spice Girl : tell me, who ACTUALLY LIKES THEM
-- Food & Beverage : coca cola and seafood.
-- Subject in School : french
-- Weekend Activity : movies
-- Ice Cream Flavor : coffee
-- Roller Coaster : scream

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : "o.o." hehe
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : why me?
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : Their.. face o.o
-- The Best Name for a Butler : jeeves :D
-- The wussiest sport : figure skating?
-- Your best feature : well, I think I always know the difference between right and wrong [even though sometimes, I don't listen =/..]
-- Your bedtime : Whenever I get tired
-- Your greatest fear : stuck underwater in a sunken ship...
-- Your greatest accomplishment : can't put my finger on it
-- Your most missed memory : new years eve >.>

[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King : mc D
-- Single or group dates : depends?
-- Adidas or Nike : lame question
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : fingers ^^
-- Dogs or cats : cats
-- Rugrats or Doug : ?
-- Single or taken : single =/
-- Monica or Brandy : neither
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : NEITHER
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : theyre the same.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : stop with the lame questions
-- One pillow or two : two
-- Chocolate or vanilla : chocolate
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : ...
-- Cappucino or coffee : both >:D
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : yeah
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : no U_<
-- do you think you've been in love? : maybe
-- Want to go to college? : yeah, i guess
-- Like high school? : ^^;
-- Want to get married : EVENtually
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : yes
-- Believe in yourself? : sometimes
-- Have any tattoos/where? : i wish
-- Have any piercings/where? : ears [I used to have my naval ^^]
-- Get motion sickness? : if I read
-- Think you're a health freak? : maybe subconciously? heh
-- Get along with your parents? : not one bit
-- Like thunderstorms? : yes

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : depends, but prolly 30
-- Number and Names of Children : 1, if I ever get the urge to adopt one. her name is Zeah.
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : I can't
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : with the one person who will never hurt me
-- How do you want to die? : old age?
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : commercial artist/animator/designer
-- What country would you most like to visit? : france

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : green/brown
-- Best hair color? : black
-- Short or long hair? : not too long, but long
-- Best height? : taller than me
-- Best weight? : depends on height
-- Best articles of clothing? : o.o
-- Best first date location? : the beach! :D
-- Best first kiss location? : somewhere...
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? hair and eyes

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : last night ^^; [not always ^_~]
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : 1-3
-- What's on your mouse pad? : its a mouse pad.
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 1.
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 4
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : white
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : Sure
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : you know..
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? sure, I'm not sexist o.o;
-- Would you marry for money? : no.
-- Have you had braces? : no
-- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : yeah
-- When was the last time you had a hickey? : Never ^^;
-- Would you live without a computer? : no, I would probably die
-- Do you drink enough water? : i dont know
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take off
-- What is your favorite fruit? : tangerine :D
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : white
-- What is the last movie you saw? : tad hamilton. stupid chick flick
-- Do you kiss on the first date? : why not
-- Are you photogenic? : maybe
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : either one mostly color
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : cherry red toes. :).
-- Do you have any dimples? : i dont think so ^^
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : sunsets
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: absolutely
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : yeah
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : both :D
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : erm, i guess o.@
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : yep
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : absolutely
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off
-- Do you believe in magic? : yes
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : yes
-- Do you like your nose?: yeah
-- Do you think you can draw well? : yes, I do. o.o
-- Do you listen to music daily? : yeah
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? : yes
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : i don't count ^^
-- Do you like your friends? : I love my friends.

don't just sit there!!
Hey. My computer's been down XP but yeah, here I am. everything is crap.

my grades are dropping o.o; I wanted to stay home today =/ im going crazy @_< my big downw@rds spiral

I woke up really sore today XP my arms hurt. And my head ~_~

No one knows >.>

I don't really have much to say for the general public. AIM me.

Jan [roger] and magz came over yesterday. We went around riata with my skateboard, jan's bike, and magz trying to catch up behind us =). Then we went to my house and discussed magz' crazy new love interest. XD.

Then they left.

Then things got worse... ~_~

Then it's today.

I wish they... I want...

*sigh*

<3, j

omg o.o
I found this, and it's so true. I feel exactly like this! I don't know the real me, and no one else does [though laurel is coming close]. I can't pinpoint where I am, what I want, who I want to be, and why in the world I feel like this. I'm going crazy! ..And doing stupid things.

Uggh. This is so messed up. --no one-- NO ONE!!!


You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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nothing left
I don't know why I still have this journal on my site. I put practically everything in here, and just about everyone has access to it. -.-;

Well, yesterday was.... U.< *sigh* it rained. that's good. arielle took me to a movie, which I enjoyed, but happiness is fragile and temporary.

I have a story, but it's not needed. after the movie I had a long nervous breakdown, and did stupid things. >.>

I need to...

*frowns* I need to clean my brain @.@
Hey =D
Well, last night was awesome ^.^ me and kae went to the concert at the Parish at like 9:30 [it's on 6th street >:D]. We stayed for a little over an hour, and listened to "empty" n "powderburn"... they were alright. the venue was cool. Then... >:D we went out on 6th at about 10:50, went into some awesome places, got pizza and ice cream ^.^. It was SO cool! In case you don't know, 6th street is tHe street in austin where all the clubs are, the awesome eclectic places, resteraunts, cafes... ^^;. [we weren't supposed to be out of the parish >=) duh] And yeah. w000t!

Don't you hate it when you have this absolutely perfect, blissful memory that you just can't stop thinking about? I keep waking up to it. ><

I woke up at 1:21. :).

<3, j

*frowns* I need to clean my brain @.@
Hey =D
Well, last night was awesome ^.^ me and kae went to the concert at the Parish at like 9:30 [it's on 6th street >:D]. We stayed for a little over an hour, and listened to "empty" n "powderburn"... they were alright. the venue was cool. Then... >:D we went out on 6th at about 10:50, went into some awesome places, got pizza and ice cream ^.^. It was SO cool! In case you don't know, 6th street is tHe street in austin where all the clubs are, the awesome eclectic places, resteraunts, cafes... ^^;. [we weren't supposed to be out of the parish >=) duh] And yeah. w000t!

Don't you hate it when you have this absolutely perfect, blissful memory that you just can't stop thinking about? I keep waking up to it. ><

I woke up at 1:21. :).

<3, j