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:: 2004 12 January :: 7.26 am
:: Mood: dealing
:: Music: you know somethings fucked when you cant get simple plan outta your head

Yaoh.
o.O @.@ O.o
Well, I'd like to thank nicole. Hi, nicole! You ALWAYS understand whatever I'm going thru.. I look at my friends now and see THEY KNOW NOTHING O.O I really appreciate it. You're a good friend ^_^

WHY you ask am I up this early! I'll tell you why! Yes! I must go to school AN HOUR EARLY hahaha! Isn't that hilarious! >:D >.<

well, today is fucked o.o

Never ever ever ever ever again...

-j

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:: 2004 11 January :: 5.18 pm
:: Mood: watching life from the side, grim
:: Music: just had a guitar lesson. =|.

amazing how it hurts
Don't EVER be caught off gaurd, because then it will hurt the most, and you'll be IN PIECES.

Hi. **
I AM GOING TO BE FINE. eventually.

[ughh i used that word -.-]
I've come to a few conclusions in my gloom. 1: FUCK FEELINGS. they make me happy, sad, angry, crazy.. all at the same time. sometimes there's no happy. sometimes theres a lot. 2: My life right now: its exactly like this.. a BIG, BLACK tunnel... and at the verrryy end is this tiny sparkling ball of light.. "happiness".

I knew it I knew it I knew it.. the best things are always too good to be true. I'm going to try very hard and not let sadness turn into depression again.. not going back there.. I'm just going to pick up the pieces.

and I'll be fine.
I'll be fine I'll be fine I'll be fine...

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 11 January :: 9.28 am
:: Mood: miserable

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,


it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 10 January :: 10.32 pm
:: Mood: dead

broken

broken broken broken

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 10 January :: 2.07 pm
:: Mood: >=(
:: Music: Something

Gwah.
Good morning >:D
yes, i just woke up w00t w00t!
its lunch time ^.^

Hey, if any of yall want me to draw you something TELL ME cuz i uh.. will? lol, i need ideas.. something to do...

I'm booking teh place 4 my bday party today. It's next saturday and you're invited. =D

meh. im always worrying about things that don't need worry OR DO THEY!! GAHHHH! >:(
..meaning, I am officially going ins@ne! ins@ne! GWAHHHH!...

Me and diane had another one of our famous hour-long smiley wars. It's getting really complicated >:D one of these days ill copy one into here so you can d00m it up! w00t w00t!

d00m, d00m, d00m it up! d00m that fiendish spirit up! w00t

going places, doing things, today, tomorrow..

=|. k bye

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:: 2004 9 January :: 5.17 pm
:: Mood: HYPER!
:: Music: Koda Kumi?

w00t w00t happy FRIDAY rumrumrumrumrumrum on YOOOUUU!
Yaoh!
Hey big fun day!
W00T!
The news:
***Di IS BACK FROM TAIWAN***
***GOT MY REPORT CARD BACK***
***GOING FUN PLACES WITH LAUREN/JACKIE/LAUREL [one or two of teh three] 2DAY OR 2MORROW!***
***PROCRASTINATION DYNAMIC DUO POWER IS BACK AND ITS FUN YAAAY >:D***

OiOi! So, I betcha wanna see my report card, eh?
k!
history>>avrg93>>sem90
LATAG>>avrg98>>sem100 [yesh, i worked my art-ful ass off and made a hundred sem. grade for a manga. *bows* tankuu, tankuu ^.^]
THEATRE1>>avrg95>>sem100
SCIENCE>>avrg95>>sem98
GEOMETRY>>avrg96>>sem92
ART2>>avrg97>>sem95
FRENCH1B>>avrg95>>sem99

STRAIGHT A'S BABY! HECK YEAH w00t!!
I'm loving this. XD My procrastination skills are so advanced that I can basically spend all my time with my friends and get straight a's anyway. Ah, life's great XD


im happy about other things too. ..=D!

WELL BYEBYE PEACE OUT AND HUGS w00t!!!

<3,j



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:: 2004 8 January :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: Sad becuz I have so much hw. :'(
:: Music: Dance mixes

this homework tests your HEAD, AND your MIND, AND your BRAIN! >:D
Yoah!
I have SO much homework its NOT EVEN FUNNY HAHAHAHHAHA XD

Mrs Mulligan needs to learn how to control herself! OMFG 24 notes in 3 days?! GWAHH!

Gah. I just got a haircut =D but it doesnt look any different just cleaner ^.^ yay for that

i HATE school games! Who cares if teh sevvies win or not? XD Ok not that much, they're just really annoying to go to. =/ shux

*sings*

I want you to want me..
I need you to need me..
I looove you to love me..
And I'm beggin you to beg me

--Shine up my old brown shoes-
--Put on a brand new shirt-
--Come home early from work
if you sa-ay that you love me

Didn't I Didn't I Didn't I see you cryin?
Oo-oh Didn't I Didn't I Didn't I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend you know you feel like dyin.. Oooh Didn't I Didn't I Didn't I see you cryin?

*~*

Yay I've had that song stuck in my head all day ^.^ it's fun and rum on top.

*hums her way to her room*

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 8 January :: 2.46 pm
:: Mood: Spifi [eunice wrote that]
:: Music: It's school, they dont believe in music

OOGDA BOOGA BOOGA!
Yaoh!

It is study hall, w00t!

Guess what I hate? SCHOOL YAY! >:D

yeah same here hehe this is me eunice skiping skol is awesome psha [that skol is school for you dumbbrians out there]

eunice likes to type. w00t w00t!


eusha eusha


is missing from our school :(

You know what else SUCKS? >:D! I have to go to the stoupid game tonight. BUT i get picked up an hour early ayaaayyy!


yes we have to go now julia so save this now!!!

fine!-o!

that was eunice btw
love, j

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 7 January :: 8.22 pm
:: Mood: February
:: Music: teh crap that ish my parents muzak!

Poke Provoke Annoy Destroy!
Yaoh!

I am so down, it's not even funny. You just went there w00t w00t! ^.^

Oioi, I was so proud of myself and astonished yesterday.. believe this... i DID my homework. XD w00t crazy aint it

fyi i usually do it during school and at crazy times with crazy plots with my crazy dynamic duo-ist and other crazy ppl ^.^

HAHAHAHA life is wierd. went to manda's for french 2 w/ eunice today.. di is still gone XP french 2 is really hard. :'(

i drew a REALLY weird picture on my graphire XD its like a face made of leaves. hehe aim me ^.^

today wasnt really new.. xcept for my private thoughts and emotions ^.^ mine mine my secrets

<3<3<3,
joolz

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:: 2004 6 January :: 9.57 pm
:: Mood: happy with me self!
:: Music: opethosity!

YaHOOO!
Heyheyhey! Guess what me and lauren H. just did? ^_^ :D Well our furrend lauren L. yay! has been really depressed teh last few months :-/ she even volunteered for ISS. U_U so we cheer her up! it was time to d00m forth so.. we bought a BASKETful of all kinds of stuff, tped her tree prettily, covered other trees in candy, bought her some fun i miss you cards, and added a trail of york patties ^.^ it was so fun fun rum :D I hope she gets tres hereux et elle danse le mambo! ^.^ [french outburst] anyways yay im happy hoorah!


HAHAHHAHA I HAVENT START ON MY HW!! XD

Love, J

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:: 2004 6 January :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: together
:: Music: Opeth/Deliverance

Yay!
www.geocities.com/punkyfunko/rosebud.GIF heh i just did that one for fun ^.^ can't get enough of pattern pen

Going w/ lauren to get presents and candy and balloons for lauren L :D cuz she's major depressed :'( its so sad. she's been in ISS for like two months :( [not cuz she's in trouble or anything] anyways I go do nice things for ppl randomly ^.^ w00t 4 me!

yay for di getting online for about 1 second!

yay for opeth? o.@

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 6 January :: 5.24 pm
:: Mood: Fiendish! >:D
:: Music: Circus clown music. Yesh, I'm scared also. XD [its all in my head]

*GLOMP*
Ughh, school SUCKS!

So it was school ^.^ w00t w00t! Quite boring. Leave it to the teachers to change around our seats to make us more miserable than ever. "change is good" my ass! XPXP
Aaandd.. leave it to mrs mulligan to give us 3 days to read 8 chapters and write 24 responses! :D *fake smile of d00m* HAHAHA ISNT THAT FUNNY! >:D ><

Yay. Ok ill live. :)

it's so sad tho :( cuz di's in taiwan for an ENTIRE w33k! w00t for her! lol cuz she's in all of my classesish so we get away w/ stuff... *sigh* procrastination domination dynamic duoooO! w0oT!

Ideas and plots brewing, plans for teh week being thought up. toodles!





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:: 2004 5 January :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: Hopeful
:: Music: Ataris

Happy the end of freedom, everyone.
Ok, you see... I do not like it when the movie "DUNE"... is in my chocolatey drink.

OH YEAH! Cool aid.. a jug of juice in tights.

Dane cook rox XD danecook.com [turn on your speaks]

I'm starting to love guitar :DDD im so happy.. Last month I started not being able to pick it up and playing every time i see it.. lol i guess im getting better ^.^ YAY! Trigun puts me in such a good mood.

I love pattern pen! Whee!

Meh :/ to school. peace!

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 5 January :: 3.22 pm
:: Mood: Nervous
:: Music: Something from south park yaaaay!

*blank smile of d00m*
www.geocities.com/punkyfunko/rose.GIF [256 colors]

=).

[underneath it: :-/ =/ >.<;; O.O >:( :-///]

gah. well, I was @ jax's again last night, w/ magz and katy. :D it was fun yay! we just watched some tv and ordered pizza and talked and talked all night. We didn't actually do anything special, but it was still fun somehow. :) yay!

My dad picked me up. it sucked =D My dad and I do not get along. Also, now he gets to use this as an excuse for me to not go to sleepovers. All you lucky people with perfect families. =D

-.-

I'm worried about something. Hope I'm just going crazy and it's not anything. =////;

*hugs*

bye ^.^ happy last day of no school!


Oh, and nicole, I'll take that as a compliment ^_^ tankuu

I leave you with this: ::AHEM::

I do n0t like it when the movie DOON *breath* is in my chocolatey drink. >:D

Don't Forget Me


:: 2004 4 January :: 3.52 pm
:: Mood: m00dy O.O
:: Music: one thing-finger 11 [i think]

little drops of...
www.geocities.com/punkyfunko/rainey.GIF
www.geocities.com/punkyfunko/doomeat.GIF
www.geocities.com/punkyfunko/starkist.GIF
www.geocities.com/punkyfunko/peace.GIF
Yes, I could just finally memorize teh code for adding a link to html and save two seconds of your time, but... there's nothing worse than listening to a lazy person bitch, is there? ^.^ I love you all.

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