::
2004 18 March :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Hot For Teacher-Van Halen
::hums the tune:: ^________^
Heyo.
I swear, honetly... very very very soon I am going to call Laurel up and yell at her. A lot. Oh yeah.
THIS was fun. =)
1 remembered |
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 18 March :: 1.13 pm
:: Music: Square Nothing//In Flames
A survey?
heyO O.O
So bored... but I am going to sxsw tonight. I am! Believe it. And I'm going to that show on saturday. Wee! And guess what.. we're crazy enough down here to have our own little award show. "Austin Music Awards." Hehe. It bored me though so I turned it off after a few minutes. SXSW! Woooooop!
Well, Austin IS the live music capitol of the world. Yup ^_~
I feel so sore from that stupid boat =P
I'm bored. Yup.
So this is what I did. Heh.
Bands in my iPod right now:
*T.O.N.
*Opeth
*Soilwork
*311
*Alice In Chains
*Slayer
*Children Of Bodom
*Hatebreed
*Van Halen
*Cradle of Filfth
*The Crystal Method
*In Flames
*Nine Inch Nails
*Slipknot
*Black Sabbath
*Rage Against The Machine
*Iron Maiden
*The White Stripes
*Brand New
*AFI
*Led Zeppelin
*Hot Hot Heat
*Johnny Cash
*Jet
Yup.
List of bands who's music I would add to my iPod if I could figure out why kazaa wasn't working:
*Switchfoot
*Los Lonely Boys
*Metallica [Yes. I've decided to listen to a few. =P]
*Morbid Angel
*Katatonia
*Three Days Grace
*Foo Fighters
*The Who
*More Black Sabbath
*High On Fire
*Neshuggah? I want to hear something. New.
*More AFI
*The Offspring
*Hmm... Can't think of anymore.
BLAHBLAHBLAH yall should listen to loveline. It's so funny.
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 17 March :: 8.46 pm
:: Mood: unstable
=(...
It's so bad right now... I'm just being honest. Just honest....
I thought about it, what I want o.o
All I want is to spend some time with someone who isn't full of shit. Someone understanding... someone who doesn't ask stupid questions and acts like they know all the answers. I am SO so so so sick of being everyone's shoulder to cry on. I ask for it... I actually love it that people tell me what's on their mind. I love being there for them. But it gets to you! It wears away at you... once again, I need a lot of cooling-off time. But I don't know if I can handle that alone. =P
My thoughts are mixed up... I don't know. I felt very dishonest with the last post up here... you know, seeming like things were fine... Oh, so now I'm complaining. Shit. Can't get it right, can I?
Gah... I'm going to go huddle in a corner. Bleh.
3 remembered |
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 17 March :: 7.02 pm
:: Mood: Furious
-.-
=P
Half of today was SO perfect. Seriously... boat-ing and tubing with karly was awesome. But -.-! Fucking Jessica and Kristen had to be there. Kristen is nice... but she's not my type. She's SO goodie! Ugh. And Jessica would not stop making ugly comments. I felt so out of place and uncomfortable in my body... I don't think it was ever like that before. I was wearing shorts and a bikini top [used to all the time, not for months though] Because.. well, we were tubing =P I didn't even get a fucking tan. Just bruises from slipping on the damn boat.
I'm sorry... I'm making it sound terrible. But lying in the middle of that sparkling lake... it was so wonderful. All I wished for was different company. People who wouldn't ask me stupid questions. Who wouldn't do stupid things. Who would... JUST LET ME BE! Sorry again. This is mostly Jessica's fault. Yeah, it's her. She was being such a whore. And I don't mean you Karly... I like your company =).
*sigh* I need to cool off. I do.
I am SO angry!
1 remembered |
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 17 March :: 1.35 pm
:: Mood: Worried//Blank
:: Music: Um, none.
Sing in the rain, dance with the stars, never forget me, whoever you are
=))
=P
Woke up at er.. 11:30. I feel kinda sick, just like yesterday. Or maybe it's nothing? Blah. Hmm anyway. Okie, last night I was feeling really creative ^____^ I played a lot of guitar, and.. I'm finally not scared to experiment. I can make stuff up. HAHAHA it's been like 8 months? Lol. Stairway to Heaven is a lot of fun. I have it down ^.^.
I also wrote a few pages.... and then, quite random... I remembered that Edgar Allen Poe book I took to my room at age 7 or so. I found it and started reading it... Um, wow. I read that till one. Yup. Then I slept backwards.. Hehe.
Ah, friends. Always just in time, eh? Going "boating" on the lake w/ Karly today... and Laurel won tix to Yellowcard and is taking me next week. Not that I listen to them much or like em a lot... heh, still a concert. They do have a good song. Wee!
SXSW TONIGHT O____O
My dad is getting more suspicious every day. =(
And, been thinking a lot about telling a certain someone stuff. And how to go about that.
... that's exactly what's up. Almost. =)
<3juliya<3
1 remembered |
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 16 March :: 9.47 pm
:: Mood: Content
:: Music: =) Classical crap from the other room
wee =)
Hey-o. Me and Brandi went to that Austin's Park and Pizza place... we played lazer tag and shooting games, and ate. Lol. It was ok. We saw Janet, James, Steve, Matt, Matt, Andres, Morgan, er.. yeah =) Lol. Lotsa ppl. I owned at lazer tag ^_____^ HAHAHA. No seriously. I've kicked ass with that phaser thing the last few times. Mwahahaha. Haha.
=) Then I got home and played a little guitar, and then Brandi and I went for a walk. It's our new thing, hehe... walking around riata. It got pretty dark, and we sat on the benches over wherever and talked about um... randomness! Lol. And I was staring up at the sky... I could actually see the stars. They were so beautiful ^_^.
By the way, did anyone stay up during that storm last night? It was wonderful.
<33 I feel peaceful. hehe. =)
~J~
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 16 March :: 10.32 am
:: Mood: irritated/blank
:: Music: The Reason-Hoobastank
Stop worrying about me. -.-
=P Heyo. I woke up pretty darn early today. Yep. Brandi is taking me somewhere fun at 11 ^___^ We get to do our walk of d00m in public xD. Yup. Twill be fun. Wee!
Bleh =P I need to go to the store...
Umm hmm.. yup. Stop worrying about me. =P All my life I've always wanted some attention, but every time I got it I hated it. ~_~ So, there.
I wrote a song =) The last time I wrote wrote songs was sixth grade... that's the year I decided I had an "average" voice and ditched choir and flute. Heh. Maybe I'll record it today. ^.^ Haven't done that in a while, either.
Nicole, I really hope you meant what you said...
>>Don't forget that you have to give to take. It doesn't work any other way, unless you're just lucky. How can you expect something else...?<<
Okie. Shower time for Juliya, then fun time. Wee ^.^ Have a thoughtful day.
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 15 March :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: No You Don't-Nine Inch Nails
No you don't
*sigh* I was feeling so angry, so I wrote it down. Like breathing it out, you know? It doesn't mean anything, it's just a way to channel my angry energy. But a part of it is posting it here.
--Nothing--
1 remembered |
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 15 March :: 2.16 pm
:: Mood: I dunno. A little ticked maybe? Just bleh.
:: Music: Black Sabbath [NIB I think? ¿]
::stares through you with cloudy eyes:: [EDIT]
borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla
Hey.
Well... first the good news, Adam is back! ^____^ YAY yay YAY
Yep. Very good.
Talked to zarae today. Felt guilty for not calling her.. I have a feeling she's going to be fine, though.
=(.. I have a bad feeling.
Ok, it's not that I'm stupid... I actually have all the right answers layed out neatly right under my nose. The facts is, I don't like the smart answers. I'd much prefer the stupid ones. ...So I am stupid? *sigh* Whatever you make of it.
No, I am not ok.
Well, I wasn't for the last three days. Who knows about today? bleh.
Eunice, you think I put everything in this bloggy? Lol. You're dead wrong... just dispelling the myth.
[x]julia[x]
1 remembered |
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 14 March :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: stairway to heaven
X_X
Ello... w00p.
Well, I went to church with Brandi this morning.. then we went to the park and climbed a tree and ate fajitas. Lolz. Then I had my guitar lesson and finished up stairway to heaven, and then I came over and watched "IT." creepy ^___^
*sigh*
So untrue, so unreal, or maybe it is and it's just wrong.
will I ever stop? who will stop me? stop what? Stop struggling to live!!
=(.
Sorry I scared ya.
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 13 March :: 10.45 pm
:: Mood: @_@
:: Music: In My Time Of Need-Opeth
This is such a good song, people... it would really be worth your time to download it right now.
I feel really weird.
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 13 March :: 4.56 pm
:: Mood: A bit relieved
:: Music: I made up a song ^^ YaY!
I really hope they don't shut woohu down... um I don't think I've put the link up here yet, This is my little photobucket thing. Mon art, mes amis et moi... oui oui. C'est chouette. Amore!
Teh latest pics in "people" is brandi and her dog. Yay! sleepover ^.^
I'm gunna draw something with my program... havn't in ages.
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 13 March :: 2.09 pm
:: Mood: Mwee
:: Music: I don't Wanna Be Me-Type O Negative
Quite a few in just five days...
='(
it's going to explode in my face and it's going to be terrible and awkward and >><< U_U =(
not a good morning...... it got worse....
Ugh. PLEASE let them forget, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
I'm going to see Secret Window with Shelby tonight... and then sleeping over at Brandi's. All good fun, but... PLEASE LET THEM FORGET, PLEASE LET THEM FORGET! That's ALL I ASK! X_X
::paces around the room nervously::
UGH!
I was just practicing guitar and now I'm going to pace until 6:30. They are going to forget, please let them forget...
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 12 March :: 2.58 pm
:: Mood: Floaty
:: Music: er... they're playing music videos
STuDy HaLL O_O
Ello! =P
teh oreos are fattening YEPPERZ!
[THAT was euni.]
=) so it's study hall! had such a floaty week, for no reason.... oh well, you know the reason ^__^
::floats::
Whoo last night I got dizzy though. It was fun. But I haven't really felt any different.
Also... going to bed at midnight and waking up at 6am is FINE BY ME ^_^
fun stuff
Tonight Kae and Lauren and I shall fun it up.... twill be doomish! We might go to the cafe.
Do you know what? Today in math there were 15 minutes left, so Di and I counted to 15 sixty times.
XD...
Diane will upload my latest painting sometime soon. Is what she says ^.^
unbelievable, we BOTH got a hundred on le petite examen de histoire en le matin! oui, c'est magnifique, eh?
love ya. Time for ART! <33
*juliya*
Don't Forget Me |
::
2004 11 March :: 5.53 pm
:: Mood: Apathetic
:: Music: none at the moment. Keys clicking.
nothing =P
Hey hey...
Today was an un-day. I just went with the flow. Acetaminophen, people. ^.^
I'm not at art class, again, because of my dad. [again]. This royally pisses me off... but I realize I don't really care. You know, since I lack direction in life. I can learn how to draw and paint better on myself. Probably better by myself actually, since I've always had a thing for working alone.
Recent Thoughts:
I realized that I am never going to have another friend like nicole. I'll have close friends, I'll have really close friends, I'll have friends with issues [heck I have a lot of those already]...but... I've just been thinking about it... I met her by pure luck.
SO!
Tomorrow I'm going out to eat with Lauren and Kae... then we're getting together to strum our guitars for hours. sounds fun ^^
Saturday>>Secret Window w/ Shelby
Sunday>>Brandi's coming to church avec moi! ^^
<3juliya<3
Don't Forget Me |
|