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2004 1 April :: 5.37pm
Has anybody ever put two grapes in the microwave, turned it on, and watched them spark eachother???
Great stuff ...
I'm irritated and I don't know why. EH. O,O
Pixie and Andrew need to get online before I kill over and die.
Mucho Thanks to Pixie for all the things she said on the survey =)
hehe ...
I want gummi bears.
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2004 1 April :: 1.20am
Pixie says good people fill out this survey =P
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
Pixie!!! Because when we first started talking, you had the word Pixie in your screenname. It just fits you so perfectly =)
2. How long have you known me?
Hm. *Ponders* I'm really not sure ...
3. When & how did we meet?
Can't remember when. Wasn't TOO long ago. Maybe a couple/few months at the most??? Who knows, my brain is shot. We met on woohu =)
4. What was your first impression?
Interesting person. Hehe ... a GOOD interesting though. Kinda quiet ... troubled. Loveable though!
5. If you could "hook me up" with ANYONE, who would it be?
Me! =) hehe. Gosh, I wanna say Nate but this thing says ANYONE. I have no idea who you would wanna be with though =P
6. What do you think my biggest weakness is?
ALL of your SI =P
7. What makes me happy? DOOM! And going to the little cafe across the street to get a coke, walking around at night time when your parents are away for a bit, sitting at the little lake and staring at the stars =)
8. What makes me sad? UNDOOM! And when people say mean, ignorant things about things they don't understand =(
9. What reminds you of me?
Haha, lots of things but this one thing especially. We have the game Doom sitting on our computer desk and everytime I walk into the living room, I see Doom and automatically think "PIXIE!!!" =) teehee.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
TRUE Happiness. No tears and hurt ever again. Just that one thing could make so many things go away ...
11. When was the last time you saw me?
Haven't yet. I will though when Andrew and I come kidnap you. O.O
12. What have you always wanted to tell me?
First of all, You're a VERY very special person whether you believe it or not. You aren't and could never be a disappointment in my life and I'd like you to believe that. I care very muchly about you and I'd REALLY like to keep you around as long as possible.
Plus, I'm still on a mission to kidnap you =P
13. Describe me in one word.
Doom. hehe =) There's so many words to describe you ... I choose Doom though =P
14. Are you going to put this on your page and see what I say about you?
Sure =)
GOOD PEOPLE FILL THIS SURVEY OUT!!!! O.O
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. How long have you known me?
3. When & how did we meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. If you could "hook me up" with ANYONE, who would it be?
6. What do you think my biggest weakness is?
7. What makes me happy?
8. What makes me sad?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. When was the last time you saw me?
12. What have you always wanted to tell me?
13. Describe me in one word.
14. Are you going to put this on your page and see what I say about you?
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2004 31 March :: 10.07pm
Being the absolutely perfect person I am, I went to hit the dog cause he was chewing on the cats head and my arm hit the metal thing on our shelf and it HURTS.
EH.
Mom will no longer contribute to my smoking habit.
Figures.
................*Kills over*.................
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2004 31 March :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Switchfoot :P
Blah...
Eh ...
My tummy hurts and I'm tired.
I just don't wanna go to sleep because then I won't wake up at all today.
Pixie needs to get online =P
I think I'm free for the rest of the day from anymore cleaning. It's truly killing me. ~.~
I wanna get a band together sooooo bad. One that will actually get somewhere.
*Dreams*
I'm on my way to do Bzoink surveys.
^ Clue that I need entertainment =P
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2004 31 March :: 3.49pm
:: Music: Switchfoot
Still helping mom get paint off that stupid chair. Eh...
We're gonna go to wal-mart soon and get some more paint and stuff.
Hm... Wonder who lives by Wal-Mart :P
I'm all out of cigarettes so hopefull mom will "contribute to my smoking habit" and get me more.
'Twould be nice ... o.o
I just discovered Trapt's song "Echo" is a pretty good song. I used to hate it. I swear to god the chic that's in that music video is the one that played in Harriet The Spy as Harriet. haha.
I'm pretty sure it is but geeze...
She's gotten pretty.
*hug* for pixie :)
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2004 31 March :: 8.28am
Brandon stayed over last night ...
I got up nice and early at 6:30 so he could get ready for school.
Any freak that actually gets up at 7 when they don't have to, needs to get on messenger and entertain me. =P
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2004 29 March :: 4.59pm
I went through and deleted some of my past entries.
Got sick of 'em being there o.0
We're carless for the week (It's getting fixed) so I doubt i'll be seeing Brandon for a while.
Surely, there's gonna be a fight over that one.
Last night mom bitched at me 'cause I wasn't taking my medicine and she "Could tell because of my screaming and yelling all the damn time" haha ... I woke up to 2 pills in front of my face.
What joy.
I want gummy bears ...
Try to get on yahoo later, Pixie.
*hug*
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2004 27 March :: 10.37pm
Stole this from my lovely Pixie =P
Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: The Smashing Pumpkins
Are you female or male:: Tristessa
Describe yourself:: Blue Skies Bring Tears
How do some people feel about you:: Blank Page
How do you feel about yourself:: Bullet with Butterfly Wings
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: Fuck You (An ode to no one)
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: To Forgive
Describe where you want to be:: Cherub Rock
Describe what you want to be:: The Everlasting Gaze
Describe how you live:: I of the Mourning
Describe how you love: Once Upon A Time
Share a few words of wisdom:: The end is the beginning is the end.
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2004 24 March :: 8.47am
...Up bright and early to accomplish some things.
1.) School work
2.) Room cleaning
3.) Doctors appointment at 12.
I think I've had more damn doctors appointments in the past year than anybody's ever had their whole life.
Eh ....
Bladder is hurting me really bad =( Not as bad as it could be but ... still hurts. If mom is feeling evil-free, I might get to see Brandon.
I'm not like, deprived of him or anything (obviously) but still.
Need to get more cigarettes... blah
I'm off to go through the beloved process of increasing my brain knowledge.
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2004 23 March :: 8.58pm
I've never realized how good Juicy Fruit gum really was. I hated it before ... and then, about 10 seconds ago, I spotted a piece on the counter and devoured it. I must say, it is very good.
Props to Juicy Fruit ....
Me and Brandon worked SOME of our fighting issues out. Of course it took him discovering me crying hysterically and other things but yeah.
The fighting will be back soon though ...
Always is.
My fucking AIM STILL isn't working!!! It's driving me crazy. Every day, I just wanna click on the icon but I know that damn "The aim service cannot be reached" message is gonna pop up and laugh at me.
....Eh....
My beloved song that I've loved since I was younger:
"Run To The Water"
By: Live
oh desert speak to my heart
oh woman of the earth
maker of children who weep for love
maker of this birth
'til your deepest secrets are known to me
I will not be moved
I will not be moved
"don't try to find the answer
when there ain't no question here
brother let your heart be wounded
and give no mercy to your fear"
adam and eve live down the street from me
babylon is every town
it's as crazy as it's ever been
love's a stranger all around
in a moment we lost our minds here
and lay our spirit down
today we lived a thousand years
all we have is now
run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
these streets below the moon
and I will never leave you
'til we can say, "this world was just a dream
we were sleepin' now we are awake"
'til we can say
in a moment we lost our minds here
and dreamt the world was round
a million mile fall from grace
thank god we missed the ground
run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts
yeah, I can see it now lord
out beyond all the breakin' of waves
and the tribulation
it's a place and the home of ascended souls
who swam out there in love!
run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts
rest easy baby, rest easy
and recognize it all as light and rainbows
smashed to smithereens and be happy
run to the water (and find me there)
run to the water
I'm very much in love with the chorus ...
*hugs* for the Pixie. =)
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2004 21 March :: 1.14pm
God, everything hurts =P Back, bladder, head ...
Might go to oklahoma with mom to get chad.
In that case, I must go get ready and I'll update later =P
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2004 18 March :: 10.55pm
Went to moms firefighter training today and took pictures of the practice fire's and stuff. It was cool I guess.
Today, me and Brandon got along so well. And even when he kissed me and stuff, I got all nervous cause it was like kissing somebody else. We went to the park and stuff and I saw a bear in the zoo. Brandon asked me if I wanted to go so we walked all the way around to the front and they were closed. He said he'd take me another day or whatever. I had my camera so we took pictures and stuff by the trees. It was nice. We didn't fight once...
And for some reason I'm just horribly depressed about it all. Maybe because everyday can't be like that.
Who knows...
Still feel like shit... bedtime will come early again tonight.
AIM is royally pissing me off.
Guess that's it ....
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2004 17 March :: 10.37pm
Confusion *sigh* Basically all I feel now days. Hm.
I keep wondering how I'm supposed to say things without giving out too much information.
Definately need a cig....
It's just a matter of me getting off my ass to go smoke one. I'm unsure of whether I want to do that or not.
Hehe...
Laziness....
I'm thinking about a couple certain people.
....Thinking about myself, also. All of that's so confusing too.
heh..
AIM is being gay. It won't work =P
I can't talk to pixie now. Eh.
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2004 17 March :: 2.27pm
:: Mood: amused
Well, better day I guess. Feel nice and shitty though. Got wasted last night with Brandon, his brother and one of his friends. Eh. SOMEHOW I ended up with a bruised and skinned knee, a knot in my back and really sore muscles. I remember most of what went on last night though so I think it was just from running into everything ....
teehee. =P
Never getting drunk again, by the way ....
Last night, I just kept crying over everything. Brandon slept through it all. He woke up every now and then and asked if I was okay but he just kept going back to sleep.
God... I have so much on my mind and so I'm so fucking confused about everything. ~.~
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2004 15 March :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: depressed
"Soulmates Never Die" --Brian Molko
Everything seems so fucked up.
It's like, you think its gonna get better but it never does.
Even when one thing goes somewhat right ... There's something else somewhere else going completely wrong effecting you SOMEHOW.
Mmhm....
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