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2004 20 April :: 10.55am
I awoke to the sweet words of Mother.
She was yelling "Kristen! Hurry, I need a safety pin! I'm gonna be late!"
Hehe.
She looked really pretty but you could see her bra out of the top of it and it just didn't look very "professional". (She had an interview at the car dealership)
So we spent about 10 minutes trying to find someway to hide her bra. We just couldn't do it cause you could always see the safety pin.
Eventually, she just left like that.
Teehee.
She hasn't even backed out of the driveway yet and she calls from her cell phone.
"Kristen, if you get REALLY bored you can feed the dogs and clean the littler box. Love you, bye"
Hehe.
She's so great.
Oh yes, one other thing....
The owner of the dealership thinks she's hot and he always has. She says "Kristen, OF COURSE I'm gonna get the job! He thinks I'm hot *smile*"
The bra thing might work out after all...
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2004 19 April :: 6.22pm
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
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2004 19 April :: 6.05pm
Getting upset...
*sigh*
Brandon also said he'd call an hour ago.
All of his friends are probably there.
Go figure.
I have been obsessing over people's bodies all fucking day today.
....and here I am not doing shit about it.
I was doing really good and I fucked it all up.
Eh...
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2004 19 April :: 5.50pm
:: Music: Echo
I miss the Andrew ...
Eating Mac and Cheese.
Yummy.
I did really good with the not eating much thing for a while. And then I made the mac ...
Damn.
I was in a chatroom and somebody was looking for help because they found out they had HIV ....
They were asking where the HIV chat was. The people in there kept calling him a fag and a drug junkie and saying they hoped he died anyway 'cause the world is better without fags.
Fucking assholes...
I talked to the guy a bit and helped him find the chat. He thanked me and said "god bless you"
It got me really upset.
*sigh*
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2004 18 April :: 10.46pm
Poem written by a third grader...
Happiness Is...
Happiness is finding neat rocks.
Happiness is when my mom is home.
Happiness is knowing that you have all your homework.
Happiness is when you don't have any homework.
Happiness is summertime.
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2004 18 April :: 10.01pm
Fuck the guy that I was so "confused" about because there's nothing to even FUCKING BE CONFUSED ABOUT ANYMORE!!!
I don't even really know why I'm upset.
Maybe because I needed a reason out.
....I hate this fucking confused feeling. If I have to be like this for ONE more day, I'm gonna fucking shoot myself and ANDREW, YOU NEED TO FUCKING COME HOME.
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2004 18 April :: 8.20pm
Snuck Brandon in last night and he stayed the night.
I can't believe it's only been THREE days since Andrew left 'cause it sure as hell doesn't seem like it.
Jeff has made his weekly decision on what animals he wants gone. This time he chose ALL of them. Mom said "Well, it seems like you want all of us gone too. It's not like we have a relationship or anything."
Of COURSE, Jeff said nothing back. He has no communication skills when it comes to making things right with his wife cause he's a fucking dickhead.
*sigh*
I still miss the Andrew =(
I have also decided not to weigh myself for 2 weeks. I might not get the urge to eat if I do that. lol...
Stupid thing I do.
Eh.
Mom rented School of Rock, Intolerable Cruelty, and Something's Got to Give.
School of Rock is fucking awesome =)
*hugs* for Pixie and Andrew
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2004 17 April :: 1.23pm
Brandon was missing this morning. He had saturday school and when his mom went to get him, she couldn't find him anywhere.
Turns out, there WAS no saturday school so he had to walk all the way home.
I even had a dream about him walking home from somewhere and he took bluebonnet road.
When I called to see if they found him, they said "Yes, we did ... he took bluebonnet and walked home"
....eh.
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2004 17 April :: 2.35am
First of all, I have GOT to get that damn 2 dollars in.
Second of all, here I am thinking andrew is gonna be home in 7 days when REALLY he's only been gone for 2.
EH!
I feel all alone...
And I'm so confused and I have nobody.
I called brandon not too long ago and andy said "he's asleep" and hung up.
Fucking dick head...
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2004 17 April :: 12.26am
Taylor has "=) Hello Jerry" written on his ass ....
And "Goodbye Jerry" written on his stomach.
GOD Andrew, are you missing out.
*sends more hugs to California*
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2004 16 April :: 8.16pm
*sigh*
I miss Andrew.
I've been horrible today. Mood swings from hell.
Once again, JERRY AND LIZ ARE FUCKING ... so I'm getting really irritated.
People piss me off...
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2004 16 April :: 6.06pm
Fuck ALL this shit
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2004 15 April :: 8.32pm
Ugh.
This is fucking pathetic. I feel horrible for taking that money. It shall be put back and the stuff it was getting spent on is just gonna have to wait.
*sigh*
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2004 15 April :: 8.19pm
Took 20 dollars from Mom and Jeff's pouch thingy. Of course it's JEFF's money but Mom uses it too so I feel pretty shitty.
All I have to do is put it back ...
It's all wrinkled up now though so Jeff will know somebody had gotten ahold of it. EH. *sigh*
I feel so freakin' stupid.
I wouldn't feel so bad if it wasn't Mom's money too ...
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2004 14 April :: 11.28pm
Brandon and I worked on our "homemade skateboard" today ...
The wood burner thingy we used made us stink. Eh.
Shower time is coming soon.
Andrew is leaving me for 12 days =(
God, this is gonna SUCK.
I'm hungry...
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