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2004 14 April :: 12.53pm
I had the weirdest fucking dreams last night.
I'm just gonna go over them really quick.
There's this guy that I met at the APC concert and he was in my dream. This other guy let me use this really awesome guitar of his and me and the apc guy played together and stuff. Then, there was this HUGE fire that went on for like, miles and miles. The guy that owned the guitar ran, so I had his guitar with me through the whole dream.
Every now and then, there were huge explosions and the fire would come up to our house and then go back to where it was.
*Fast forward into the dream*
Then, these guys pulled up in the driveway in this big huge black suburban thing and they tried to steal our dog, Missy. I kept telling them to leave the dogs alone and they wouldn't. So I screamed for Jeff to come out there and everything and he said he wasn't gonna mess with it cause he was gonna be late for work. X_X I went inside and grabbed Jeff's gun. When I walked back outside, there was a girl and they were singing these songs and stuff about raping her and doing all this stuff to her. After about 30 minutes of them sexually harrassing her, I grabbed the gun and shot one of the guys in the head. I stood over him after I shot him. Then, he opened his eyes and got back up.
And Jeff sat there watching the whole thing and didn't do anything about it.
The end. =P
Andrew should really come online.
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2004 13 April :: 11.04pm
Oh yes ... I talked to Brad today =)
Hehe. He's doing good. I saw a picture of his girlfriend Kashley. She's beautiful. He did very well =)
I miss him a whole bunch ... I'm glad we're still close though.
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2004 13 April :: 11.00pm
*sigh* The andrew isn't here and I haven't talked to pixie in a while.
*Worries*
I think I have a bladder infection. Eh. If I have to live with this shit for the rest of my life, I might as well go ahead and go through with suicide now.
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2004 13 April :: 12.14am
Went to the Brandon's house.
We went skateboarding and I busted my ass. It was totally classic. The board came out from underneath me and i hit my leg and my elbow on the concrete. It hurt so bad. It was great though.
Hehe.
Pretty good day AND I have cigarettes!
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2004 12 April :: 12.53pm
The Mom is giving me 2 dollars so I can keep my journal because I don't have 2 dollars =)
I discovered something interesting this morning. Mine and Andrew's mommies know eachother.
Yay for that.
Some fuck head on yahoo is stalking me.
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2004 11 April :: 11.17pm
"It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others."
I went outside and sat with the dog.
She was cold and her blanket was all wet.
I sat down with her and tried to get her to go to sleep but she wouldn't.
When I went in, she chased after me as far as her leash would go. Then, she stared at me and whimpered until I went in.
Makes me kinda think.
I know how it feels to be alone all the time. Or even FEEL alone all the time even when there's people around you.
And then, you chase after the only someone that you have left until you're stopped by something that won't let you chase them any farther.
...And you wait for them to come back...
Knowing they never will.
I think I'll sleep out there with her tonight so she's not alone.
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2004 11 April :: 10.56pm
Heh...
So many things are on my mind. I try to explain one thing, and everything else just starts flooding in.
It's like a fucking freak slide-show.
I have to call Brandon soon.
Eh... I don't even want to hear anybody's voice.
I want to talk to ONE person and I want everybody else to disappear for a couple days.
*...You fixed your hair for him*
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2004 11 April :: 10.26pm
Bleh...
Result of boredom
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Name: Kristen
Birthdate: November 3
Current Location: Texas .... eh.
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brownish ...
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Innie or Outtie: Innie.
Series Two - Describe
Your Heritage: German/Indian.... Shit, white?
The Shoes You Wore Today: um... the regular tennis shoes?
Your Hair: Couple inches past my shoulders.
Your Eyes: Um. Hm. Well, Green ... with a little yellowish/goldish in them, and um...A pupil.
Your Weakness: Sharp Objects
Your Fears: Falling, Drowning, other stuff.
Your Perfect Pizza: Don't eat much Pizza BUT I'd have to say ... Stuffed Crust Cheese Pizza.
One Thing You'd Like To Achieve: Life...
Series Three - What Is
Your Most Overused Phrase: "Dude", "Evil", "Whatever", "Shut up".
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: Wanting to kill Scooter for being the one that woke me up in the first place.
The First Feature You Notice In The Opposite Sex: Eyes and Hair =)
Your Best Physical Feature: Um... eyes?
Your Bedtime: Heh...
Your Greatest Accomplishment: My music. I guess....
Your Most Missed Memory: Being 4 ...
Series Four - You Prefer
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: Single. Groups are okay, I guess.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Series Five - Do You
Smoke: EH.
Cuss: Mmhm.
Sing Well: Not particularly well ...
Have a Crush(es): No, Not a "crush"
Who are They: ---
Do You Think You've Been In Love: Mmhm.
Want To Go To College: Possibly.
Like High School: Fuck no.
Want To Get Married: Not sure.
Type w/ Your Fingers On The Right Keys: Yep.
Believe in Yourself: Nope.
Get Motion Sickness: No
Think You're Attractive: Nope
Think You're a Health Freak: Not health freak. Calorie freak, yes.
Get Along With Your Parents: Just Mom.
Like Thunderstorms: Yes :)
Play An Instrument: Clarinet and Bass guitar
Series Six - In The Past Month, Did/Have You
Drank alcohol: Yes
Smoke(d): Yes
Done a drug: Mmm... I don't know if it would be concidered a "DRUG".
Had Sex: ...
Gone On a Date?: Nope
Go To The mall?: no
Eaten An Entire Box of Oreos: No.
Eaten Sushi: No
Been On Stage: ...nope...
Been Dumped: Na uh.
Gone Skating: No.
Made Homemades: Homemades?
Been In Love: Yeah.
Gone skinny dipping: No...
Stolen Anything: Not that I remember
Series Seven - Have You Ever
Played a Game That Required The Removal Of Clothing: I don't think so ...
If So, Was It Mixed Company: If I did, no.
Been Trashed Or Extremely Intoxicated: Oh god ... yes.
Been Caught "Doing Something": lol... mmhm
Been Called a Tease: Eh...yes. And I'm NOT.
Gotten Beaten Up: mmm... only by my brother.
Shoplifted: *sigh* Yes.
If So, Did You Get Caught: Nope.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Hell no.
Series Eight - The Future
Age You Hope To Be Married: IF I get married, early/middle 20's.
Numbers and Names of Children: 2
Girl: There's so many to choose from! Kashley, Paris, Astryd, Iris... there's more =P
Boy: Iris (maybe for a boy) ... Um. Hm. Never really thought about any boy names.
Descibe your Dream Wedding: At the beach or in a garden, In the rain. I want to be totally careless and buy a really expensive dress and tux and run around in the rain when its over.
How Do You Want To Die: From all the sick ways I've fantasized about :)
Where You Want To Go To College: --
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: I'm gonna be a rock star =) And yes, it does sound childish but that's my dream.
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit: Ireland :)
Series Nine - Opposite Sex
Best Eye Color: There is no best. It's the look in their eyes.
Best Hair Color: Doesn't matter...
Short or Long Hair: Couple inches past the eyes, to the mouth, mid neck, somewhere around there.
Best Articles Of Clothing: ...clothes?
Best Weight: Doesn't really matter.
Best First Kiss Location: Anywhere in the rain.
Series Ten - Number Of
Number Of Drugs Taken Illegally: Um... Alot.
Number Of People I Could Trust With My Life: ...1...maybe 2 with my LIFE.
Number Of CDs That I Own: I dunno. I don't like, count them.
Number Of Piercings: 3
Number Of Tattoos: 4... 2 of them don't count much.
Number Of Times My Name Has Appeared in the newspaper: Umm.. 4, maybe.
Number of scars: I'm a cutter. You can only imagine :)
Number Of Things In My Past That I Regret: Just about everything ...
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2004 11 April :: 10.13pm
...Thinkin' a lot about Bryan.
I literally got ready for it ...
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2004 11 April :: 6.21pm
God vomited, and there was Vicki---Rino911 =)
Cleaned my room up all nice and pretty!
Now, if I could just keep it that way.
I stayed the night at Brandon's house.
We made easter eggs and had an easter egg hunt. hehe ...
It was SO great. :P
I want tickets to 7dust and Cold =(
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2004 10 April :: 12.14am
Not ONLY do I have a fetus ...
I have a useless blob, also!!
*sigh* Where is Andrew...
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2004 9 April :: 11.26pm
Confusion ...
Muchly.
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2004 9 April :: 10.14pm
It's raining again ...
Thunder and lightning are here to join us, also.
*sigh*
I'm still all alone on messenger.
Pixie and Andrew have not come to save me yet.
bleh...
Brandon still hasn't called. Or maybe he has and Mom never answered the other line.
la de da ...
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2004 9 April :: 9.54pm
Eh ...
I know pixie was on the computer but she was not on messenger.
The pixie needs to get on yahoo.
So does the andrew ... *sigh*
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