we raise in the morning as a haunting love story. with early fog, pulsing to erase all our worries. all i can want is to kiss on my sheets to the sounds of alarm clocks, a slow ringing proverb of another long week. i could stay here all year if all this were real. we'd build a castle at the foot of my bed. and buy a tin soldier to guard against what we've said. we sleep behind the church where your parents were wed. tonight the stars trace a one-way to heaven and we are the dead. fireflies attempt to retrace the steps we take, hanging jealous, but free. and with approaching revel, the candle you brought will melt to the earth...so will we. we live to get high in the back of our trailers. we'll think we're in love with a showgirl; a sailor all we can feel is there's nothing better to find. the angels were betting, honey, we'd fall out in time...

 

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tuwang

:: 2011 28 August :: 10.59am

today should be interesting.

It's time to get it together.

Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 28 August :: 10.59am

today should be interesting.

It's time to get it together.

Have you given up?


acidtears

:: 2011 6 August :: 3.17am


I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but now it's come to distances and both of us must try,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time,
walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme
you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me,
it's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.

I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.

Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 1 August :: 1.57pm

so I finally put up the deuces, and for good reason too.

The idea that I was being played was apparent, but I didn't mind as long as it wasn't staring me in the face. Last Tuesday it spit in my face and I was left with no choice. Really I should have drawn this conclusion in the beginning. too bad because that ass is seriously tax deductible. I mean that in the nicest sense.

what was nice as well was the back up that I got from everyone.

But worry not, you think I don't have a back up plan? pfff... I don't really. But you know me, perpetually on the prowl.

1 All grown up | Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 14 July :: 11.20am

This is a letter I've been meaning to write for awhile.

To You,

Can you explain something to me? How is it that he's been back in town for almost a week now and you've slept with me for 5 out of 6 of the nights?

When you were arrested, who did you call first to come pick you up? Who drove you to get your car from the towing company? Who talked you down until 9 in the morning?

If you didn't look so good in my Rooney jersey when you aren't wearing any pants I'd probably not have let you stay and although I may have played the "point to the couch and tell you to get the fuck out" story line in my head I cannot follow through for the life of me

Sometimes, I wish I was a cold beer.



You are considerably hindering my ability to get some whilst augmenting it at the same time.

Why do I have to be on this new "nice guy" kick?

3 All grown up | Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 27 June :: 5.23pm

Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you're happy

yes... the rock-a-fire explosion version is necessary. It makes me happy and creeped out at the same time.

2 All grown up | Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 27 June :: 5.20pm

Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you're angry

my late uncle once told me this was devil music... and then proceeded to ask me for a copy.

1 All grown up | Have you given up?


acidtears

:: 2011 23 June :: 3.42pm

There's a reason you're not allowed near my family.

7 All grown up | Have you given up?


acidtears

:: 2011 21 June :: 8.21pm

I might have found my wedding dress :D

Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 22 June :: 5.41pm

Day 19 - A song from your favorite album

you're killin me smalls.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3ti9CuD_i0

Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 22 June :: 5.31pm

Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio

Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 19 June :: 10.18am

Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio

five and a half in boys, ass is off the hook...

1 All grown up | Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 18 June :: 10.54am

Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate

I blame work for this one

Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 18 June :: 10.44am

Day 15 - A song that describes you

This song, while its meaning likely different from my interpretation, seems to lay out the one consistent dilemma that I find myself in, and which usually gets me in trouble in the end.

I do feel as though it's a bit narcissistic to try and describe you're own life...

1 All grown up | Have you given up?


tuwang

:: 2011 16 June :: 11.30am

Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love

I thought Joni Mitchell was a trip. Boyz II Men without backing music is something that comes up every now then.

2 All grown up | Have you given up?

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