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2004 18 August :: 12.58 am
fkn goverment
FeshaPoon (12:47:51 AM): but power comes back on and reality hits again
j03y (12:48:03 AM): sh
FeshaPoon (12:48:19 AM): and this is why things dont work out for ppl now a days
j03y (12:48:19 AM): everythings okay
FeshaPoon (12:48:28 AM): too much technology
FeshaPoon (12:48:46 AM): you know too much, and your life is crappy
FeshaPoon (12:48:50 AM): be happy and ignorent
j03y (12:48:58 AM): yeah
FeshaPoon (12:49:32 AM): hatred wouldnt be fought with bombs and shti, you would just stab the fkr
FeshaPoon (12:49:37 AM): yourself
FeshaPoon (12:50:00 AM): yes, we should just stab the ppl we hate
FeshaPoon (12:50:04 AM): there.
FeshaPoon (12:50:09 AM): that would solve world hunger
j03y (12:50:16 AM): lol.
FeshaPoon (12:50:22 AM): because the hungry ppl would eat the dead ppls food
FeshaPoon (12:50:35 AM): there are too many ppl on this earth
FeshaPoon (12:50:39 AM): ppl just dont die anymore
FeshaPoon (12:50:47 AM): we have to have natural disasters and shit
FeshaPoon (12:51:11 AM): things just cant be solved by good ole killing
FeshaPoon (12:51:36 AM): ppl are living twenty years more then they are spose to
FeshaPoon (12:51:59 AM): ITS THE GOVERNMENTS FKN FAULT
j03y (12:52:05 AM): lol
FeshaPoon (12:52:09 AM): THEY WANT US TO KILL EACH OTHER
j03y (12:52:10 AM): bush!
FeshaPoon (12:52:23 AM): THEY WANT US TO REALIZE THAT THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE IS TO DIE
j03y (12:52:33 AM): ur not dying tho.
j03y (12:52:35 AM): ur mine
FeshaPoon (12:52:38 AM): kk
FeshaPoon (12:52:45 AM): your not dying either
FeshaPoon (12:52:59 AM): and if you die then i can die because i cant be yours if your dead and im alive
j03y (12:53:03 AM): okay
j03y (12:53:16 AM): ...
j03y (12:53:21 AM): ur not killing urself if i die
FeshaPoon (12:53:22 AM): lol
FeshaPoon (12:53:32 AM): i dont have to
FeshaPoon (12:53:37 AM): the goverment will do it for me
j03y (12:53:38 AM): i'm gonna kick ur ass if u do
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2004 17 August :: 9.58 pm
im alive
4 days without power. hot water. a/c. bullshit. There was no hurricane. It was the government. Florida's economy was down. Bush needed to look like a hero helping out the poor disaster stricken state. yep. they wanted us to buy supplies. hurricane supplies. and when we didnt buy enough they desided to stage a hurricane that came over us and made our power go out. then we would have to buy generators, ice, gas, supplies. yep...im on to them. there was no wind. just helocoptors. no rain. it was those planes they have that drop chemicals on fields. anyways. Me and joey had a blast, with electricity or not. He told me something that makes me so happy I could cry. I wish the power was stilll out. It was like we lived in our own little world. not talking or seeing anyone but each other. Our own little paradise but a hot and sweaty one with no food. aside from this hurricane maddness, brandie is comming to live near me, and she will be going to my school within the week. I told her to take german and we will have a class together. and since i am like 5 days behind we can catch up together or just fail together and that will be fine. ok welp im guna go. ttyl
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2004 11 August :: 9.42 pm
:: Music: Orgy-stitches
school makes ppl commit suicide
people suck and im sick of them. im so tired of school and all the crap that comes with it. I get so depressed during school. Calling Joey in between classes is the only thing that cheers me up. and seeing cassandra. because she is always so happy. Everyone just seems to hate me. Maybe I should just give up on the whole have friends at school thing. I bought some new books tonight with jobutt and so ill just read those. Oh what a fun year.
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2004 10 August :: 10.14 pm
:: Music: my tears falling
im sad
you know when your really depressed, and your so sick of being sorry for yourself that it just makes it worse and then you just feel even more shitty. That feeling exists right now. I just feel so crappy. And Im going to stop cussing, so if you hear me cus, slap me or something. School is tomorrow, god what a crappy day that will be. Im going back to crappy clothes and reading books. I'm sick of people and how gay they are. Looking crappy is a good way to get ppl to leave you alone. I cant stand it when ppl touch me. just like grab my arm, or poke me. And when Im like "hey i dont like to be touched" they just do it again and laugh.....Joey should run them over. I need a shirt that says "i dont like to be touched." then maybe I'll be left alone forever. People are fk heads. So are friends. Friends are big fk heads. Alright im tired because it is now 10:30 and i went to bed late last night. Nighty night.
-Felicia
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2004 10 August :: 9.38 pm
Im sad, fucking comfort me. =(
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2004 10 July :: 10.46 pm
:: Music: boxcar racer-there is
last update
Well, its only right to have my first update and my last update the only ones left. I was right about no one reading it, only joey did anyway. I hate this stupid thing, and will be glad to be rid of it. Its amazing how it has been about nine months and I still love this song. Somethings never change. Somethings always will. Expect change and never be dissapointed. expect dissapointment, and never be happy. I'll try to make this short and sweet. Be happy while you can, because you cant be happy forever. Long live the queen. and always floss. good day.=)
-Felicia
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2003 13 October :: 9.12 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: young and crazed peeling-distillers
woohoo, new jornal
Welp, lets see I got a journal. If only I knew what to type in it. I dont think I have ever had a jornal before. Maybe once when I was little I would write in a note book, but I was just trying to figure out how to write my name.. So I guess this is cool, I get to have something to do and probably no one will read this but me so it doesnt really matter. ok, um how my day went. Thats what your spose to put in a journal right? well, I dressed up in my new clothes today I thought I looked pretty but as the day went on I just felt stupid. Tomorrow I was going to wear my dress that I got but im not so sure now. After school I went to Joeys and we watched a movie and hung out. Then I came home and got yelled at and told that I was grounded for not calling my mom and telling her where i was....like she ever cared before...ha, she said she stoped smoking, maybe she will start caring now too. That would be nice. Welp, I dyed my hair a few minutes ago and thats all that i can think of that I did today. Hope you had fun reading and what not.
Felicia
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