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2005 27 April :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: AFI
Lifes little piss off's
Today...hmm Im not quite sure what you might label today as. The day was an utter bore, until annoyances set in. First off, the fourty dollars yesterday that I "Miraculously" found in my account? It was my entire centre link payment for the next two weeks. I received a letter today "Your centrelink payment has been suspended" Im like...Ohhhh the fuck it has. So I go in there, and they say they sent me a letter. Im sitting there just thinking: *Cough* Bullshit you did *cough* But of course I kept my manners and did not *rolls eyes* Then I find out that my foolish fucking school has sent them a letter saying Im in year ELEVEN. *shakes his head* This is how goverment institutions are run. By fools. Then they took ten minutes to find someone to say to me (However he was nice and seemed genuine) "Look mate, we dont need verification or proof of your enrolment just call up and find out if your full time" Im just sitting there thinking...And this lady couldn't tell me that because...? So now I urgently need to get in touch with DECV and get them to tell me whether or not Im a full time student. Fan-Fucking-Tastic.
Merh, hopefully from here the day can do little but improve. Ah and also, had lauren telling me last night that we wouldnt be doing anything today because of her homework, turns out it was because Sarah was coming over...Seriousley, can anyone tell me the need to lie about something that small? Honestly? Why couldn't she just say... Oh no, Sarah's just coming over so we cant do anything. *rolls eyes* Seem to anyone else like the phrase compulsive liar is going to turn up?
We are, regardless, going to see a movie tonight. Interpreter. Oh, *chuckles* Sorry, I know I refer to her too much, but another little annoyance. I asked her today whether we'll go see Amytyville horror, and she says "Oh Im going to see that with Sarah" And I just sat there stunned and thought...Right...and we organised to go how long ago? But I let it go and all I said was "Well am I going to come or...?"
*shakes head* Sometimes...its not worth the effort...but then sometimes...the good times make that comment so obsolete. Love is terrible no?
Did have a great night last night however. Not to mention my birthday comes in rather less or in exactly one week. Im hoping to receive "Johnny the homicidal maniac" and some money.
Also lately, Ive been looking into business idea's. I want to start up a laser skirmish in my area, I think the revenue would turn out ok, its on a main highway that you generally have to go on to get to Eden or NSW from melbourne or to get to lakes entrance. Im hoping to get some figures by calling up other skirmish places and pretending im a school student doing a project.
Also looking into finding another job, Ive been notified of a full time position with workways, and a 12 hour a week position with a fruit and vegetable shop...which honestly would be fantastic....it'd turn out to be about 120 dollars a week...thus 240 dollars every fortnight, the maximum I can earn is 260...so quite honestly it would be a fantastic oppurtunity for only 12 hours a week...extra cash.
Anyhow...Im off all, enjoy this entry eh?
Fade/Matt
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2005 26 April :: 7.16pm
Ack! I'm in a total Cat Stevens mood, and I don't have any Cat Stevens music files or CDs or tapes to listen to!!!!!! Dad has a record, but we don't have a functional record player. *screams in rage*
Today's been an okay day, sorry if I was out of it yesterday. There are the good days, then there are the bad.
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2005 22 April :: 10.28pm
Ill paste a conversation I had so you understand. Sorry for being short but im really pissed off.
shirt says:
K...she organised to come over...stay till 9....we get to my house at 7:15 and she gets a call at 7:25 its her dad, he says were picking you up at 10:30, she says thats too late, he says well you can come home now, she says fair enough and does because she needs to do HOMEWORK and wants to watch not another teen movie. I was pissed cos she had organised to stay then changed plans
Fådé·Åw奷§øü£ The truth is that u could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath Id apologize for bleeding on ur shirt says:
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Her friends turn up looking for her, cant find her and go to her house, she goes out with them. I didnt know this and had to call and talk to her dad to find out. She lied about the homework and the show and basically put me at the BOTTOM of her priority list...shes full of fucking shit. She said she NEEDED to get homework done and then WENT OUT anyway....then she fed me some bullshit about
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"I need alone time and time to contemplate" and I said "Well FUCKING NEWSFLASH lauren, your with your god damn friends"
Fådé·Åw奷§øü£ The truth is that u could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath Id apologize for bleeding on ur shirt says:
Then she goes "I think maybe we need to hang up" And I said, yeah, and you LOVE me right? Bullshit. Then said "Look, im not talking to you about breaking up on the phone, I think its gutless, come over tommorow and we'll talk about it"
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break up
Fådé·Åw奷§øü£ The truth is that u could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath Id apologize for bleeding on ur shirt says:
not hang up
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2005 17 April :: 12.47pm
The weather today [thus far] is smurfing awesome! I'm actually contemplating leaving the house and walking downtown...if I feel like it. Hmm, maybe I'll go to the park and sit underneath the tree and read. Or write. Or draw. Or listen to music.
Andy has informed me that Demon Hunter and a couple other bands are going to be playing at the Intersection sometime in July [I think]. Kyle, do you know anything about that?
Mum and dad'll be going to a Steven Curtis Chapman concert later on this evening. So Andy and I will have the house to ourselves for a few hours...mwahahaha!
Oh, and this is for all you treehuggers: The city wants to clear-cut some (meaning alot) of the trees in the neighborhood to make a park. When they had said 9 years ago that they'd never do anything like that. Just imagine it, the last few acres of undeveloped land. Home to birds and rodents and deer and other animals. They want to turn that land into a park, when Rockford already has enough parks to kill a cow. There will be a meeting on Tuesday in some random public/governmental place in down town Rockford. Many neighbors are going to come and protest. My dad being one of them. The official government persons of Rockford hate my dad already because he's being very vocal about the issue. A direct quote from him is, "Do you guys have money burning a hole in your pockets or something?"
So yeah, anyways, SAVE THE TREES!!
Edit 18.04.2005 21.09
The meeting is tomorrow at 7 at the City Hall. We want as many people to come, even though the damn city will probably get its way.
Hug a tree!
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2005 16 April :: 7.39pm
Tina's grandmother just had some very intensive heart surgery and will have to undergo some more next week. Please keep her in your prayers.
I spent the day today taking catnaps. I feel very lazy and slow and fat and tired. Blegh.
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2005 11 April :: 12.19pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Eminem-Encore
Blah mornings
Well today started off pretty shitty, in fact, it really hasnt evolved past that point as yet. It began with a message from Lauren "Why did you delete those good pictures from my file" (I had deleted some pictures of me and her cos I was pissed at her deleting some too) Then I spent 10 dollars worth of phone credit apoligising. Only for her to bluntly state "See you at four" Nothing further.
And I throw gay little hissy fits? Sometimes I wonder at what is going through her head. Their just photos in a phone that we've taken at least 3 times before, and will take at least a 100 more times in future. Its not hard to take them again or anything. Gah. Spose we'll see how that goes at four hmm?
On good news though, and for those whom dont like to here about mine and Laurens exploits, stop reading here, Lauren has recently gained confidence enough to lose all clothes in front of me....and shower with me....
And again on good news....Laurens monthly friend came yesterday....a relief to both her and I....I feel strangely though. I fear I may be infertile....I'll have to check this with doctors I believe. No need for condoms....ever....*drools*
Loz made the cutest comment the other day....well it was more the tone with which she said it....I said something like...well what if I caught an STI eh? And she just turned around with the most adorable look on her face and let go of my hand and said "And where would you get THAT from huh?" Just the tone was amazingly adorable...
Anyway....thats the good news....only four hours left to see if the bad news improves any....
Take care all
**UPDATE**
Our place is getting sprayed also as of right now. Red backs and white tails everywhere....Cant wait to see how many of the little bastards are dead...Grrrr
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2005 9 April :: 7.14pm
My grandma died this morning at 7:20 a.m.
We saw her on Thursday, and she was able to sort of communicate with us. She had thrush from the chemo that she had been on, so it was hard for her to talk. Friday she was just saying uh huh and uh uh. I knew that it was bad when mom asked her if she wanted to see her son, Ken (he lives in California), and she said uh huh.
Thank you for all your prayers, Grandma is now in a better place.
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2005 7 April :: 11.43am
I'm going to be gone [probably] until Sunday.
We're going to Toledo to see my grandma. My dad called and talked to her this morning, and she's confused (isn't making sense when she talks, etc.). So we're going down to be with her. And to take care of her house and her cat.
I'm a little scared. I love my grandma, I have a bond with her that I don't have with my other grandmas. Please pray for her to get better soon.
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2005 7 April :: 10.00am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Japanese Death Metal
I get that throbbing feeling woooohhhoohhh
Friggin' tonsilitis.
If god is almightly why not eradicate disease from his "paradise".
Gr.
Possibility of it being glandular fever too. Yay.
On other notes however, I have a wet ass.
My retarded mother has a problem with realising when enough is enough and falls asleep at the fucking computer with her wine glass in her hand. Is it even possible to get THAT drunk that you KEEP drinking even when asleep?
Can anyone say "Alcoholic"? I despise her.
On other news. Distance Ed is going reasonably well, I have caught up in two subjects and this friday also a third. As the teacher has made weeks 3 and 4 read only weeks which makes them very simple. Then week 5 needs to be done and its all good.
Should be going to see a movie tonight with Loz called Hitch. Im paying for this one as I know its one she didnt really want to see. But we're also going to see the pacifier this weekend, possibly with her friend sarah and Sarah's boyfriend Brad. Thats one she did want to see as it is apparently quite hilarious.
Also, tis mine and Laurens 5 month in ten days. Never thought id reach that far with her. Another month and ten days and it will be Laurens longest relationship. Another 3 months and ten days and it will be my longest relationship. Weird thought that....My longest relationship with a girl that I didnt think would last longer than 2 months.
She suggested the other day that we go somewhere....Im rather inclined to that idea....I need to get back into working and save the money for a trip....Maybe for our 6 month. I shall hope for that...Hopefully my tonsilitis goes away enough that I can get back into working ASAP and put away a few hundred. Anyhow...Im off. Things to do, people to see....Or....the reverse ;-)
Take care all!
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