♥-Kim-♥

:: 2005 6 July :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: happy

OMG, Shama had a good day? WTF? It's a miracle!
Hey everyone. Today was rather nice =] haha. I had to go to work at 5...well, when I got there I got ta meet the guy who works there..."Brad"......OMG wow. That's all i'm gonna say haha! Sarah W. knows, she saw him. He might have a girlfriend. I dunno, but he did introduce himself and he talked to me for like 5-10 minutes before he left, tellin me bout his day. He accidentally caught the popcorn maker on fire this morning and had to use the fire extinguisher (sp?) and the food court was like filling up with smoke...lmbo. He's crazy...seems like a really awesome guy. I dunno when I get ta work with him. He's leaving for the beach sumtime this weekend I think. He goes to Huntington High and I believe he's a senior this year. Pretty cool! =] Anyway, Rachel ended up leaving today becuz she got sick, and me and Sarha had to close alone. It was awful...I hate cleaning, lol. I got tea all over me when I was dumping the machine. I like working with the galz though because then, time goes by faster. HAHA oh boy, I have a story. Well today for a minute or two, we didn't have any business and this was before Rachel left, well...this old man comes to the mall everyday and looks for spare change and ummm yeah, he just opened up the gate (I have no clue what he thinks gave him the right to do that) and just came on in and there was like 2 nickels and 3 pennys on the floor...well Rachel picked the change up for him and he's like "oh thank you! I thought you were gonna give me a kiss!" and she laughed n was like....no. Well I was leaned over the counter and he like put his arms around me and was like "can I have a hug...?" omg...yeah, what was I gonna do? His arms were already around me so I was like aww, yeah. I didn't wanna be mean....haha! It was very odd...and they were like freakin out cuz I actually hugged him, lmbo. But anyway, I thought Patches was going to die today (I still hope she doesn't!!! =[ awww) mom and dad's room got really hot last night and dad put her outside when he got up and she puked and couldn't hardly get up the steps...well she came inside and layed down and wouldn't move or eat er anything then before I left to go to work, I fed her with my hands and she actually ate it...well when we got back, she seems fine...she's still a little shaky but she's eating, walking around and wagging her tail. I'm so glad...she's like 12 or 13. I would miss her so much! I've grown up with her...I wuv her to death.
Well i'm gonna go now and surf around on here!

♥-Shamarie!

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:: 2005 5 July :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: none

Pictures From Last Night ♥

I slept late today but what's new, lol. It was amazing...I don't have much to say, i'll update later if I change my mind about it. =]

((edit:)) I jus found out that Emerson Drive had a wreck with their bus the other day. Well actually it was like a week or two ago, but yea....I didn't know, lol. It just messed the front of the bus up. They hit another truck, and the other people walked away with just a few scrapes and such. The people in the back like fell outta their beds and the ones in the front got hit by coffee makers and blenders...that kinda stuff, they said all the stuff in their drawers flew out everywhere. That's sad, but funny. LoL...I'm just glad they're all okay though, I dunno what i'd do without ED!

♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 4 July :: 11.58pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: [Fat Joe & Nelly ... Get It Poppin']

Oh my gosh...tonight was freakin great. Well...it could have been SO much better but i'm lame and...yeah. That's all i'll say, haha. Bobbi called me this afternoon and was like hey you should come over to the Gallipolis park to watch fireworks and then Bub is gonna sing...so we decided we'd go. Bobbi's mom wanted to go too, so she rode with us. We got there at about 8 maybe? We messed around for awhile. Saw some people I know. We sat with the Shaw's. Well...mom was standin there talkin and she saw someone goin Hey! and waving at me and she goes "Oh my gosh! Shama you're gonna die, look!" I looked over and it was Josh Lions. That boy....there's just something about him. He was with his family...I was like Oh my gosh, HEY! and ya know did my thing then I didn't see him anymore after that. Oh well...I will see him at the fair in about 3 weeks. He looks a lot different...he usually has his hair cut really short and it looks blonde but it was pretty shaggy and brown. He wasn't skanking it up this time =] I was suprised...haha. Bobbi didn't get there until around 9:30 and then we watched fireworks at 10. They were pretty awesome...they went on for bout a half hour. After that we went over to the main stage to watch Bub (Paul) sing. He rocks...his voice is a mix of Kenny Chesney and Garth Brooks. I mean man, he is good. He looks like Chris Cagle...I will post pictures of him later. He was looking so good tonite in his Tennessee Chesney jersey, tight jeans and cowboy hat =] Wooooh. Something freaky: One of the first songs he sang was "Old Red" and like 2 years ago at the fair, I was talkin to Josh and he was like man, that's my favorite song ever. I was like woah. Weird me out...I swear, like 20 minutes before I saw Josh I had said something to mom about him, I think it had to do with the WV Power game I don't really remember but...yeah. I'm like that would be cool if I saw him here, then BOOM. Freaky stuff! Well that's all I gots to say on that subject, for now.
I tried to call Cody on the way up there but he wasn't home...I dunno where he is. Who knows. Was gonna see if he was going up there, but I suppose not HAHA. I was on the phone like all day, talked to Sarah, Jenn, Bobbi and John a few times. Also talked to Tabi. LoL. Work was so flippin stupid this morning. We didn't have much business and Denia is so boring. Although, I did get to hear about Paul (the janitor) and his woman...who got in a fight with a puerto-rican (sp?) man yesterday. He's so funny. Poor Paul...lmbo. I am telling you, there are alotta people with no lives that walk that mall. These two guys walked by DQ like 20 different times within 2 hours. Get a life...haha. Well I think i'm gonna go watch TV. Hope y'all had a great 4th of July. I know I did...helped get stuff off of my mind for awhile. I ammm SO good. LATER!

♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 4 July :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: happy

Everyone - Have a very happy and SAFE 4th of July!!!

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:: 2005 3 July :: 9.17pm
:: Music: [50 cent ... Just A LiL Bit]

I'm Your Best Bet ♥

I got really sick this morning and I had to take 2 advils instead of just one. I was crying so bad cuz I felt terrible. All I wanted to do was just go back to sleep but I couldn't until the medicine kicked in. I finally got up and got with it around 3. I felt better. Everything bad has happened to me in the past few days. It always happens like that, all the bad stuff comes at once...it packs a punch too! Blows.
Anyway, I didn't go to bed til almost 6 ((this morning)) I can't do that tonight because I have to get up for work early cause I hafta be there at 10. Thank the Lord I only have to work for 4 hours...lol.
I think my family and I are going to go watch the fireworks by the river tomorrow night, unless somewhere in Barboursville is doin em. Sarah wanted me to go with her...if mom and dad don't go, then i'm gonna. Well i'm leavin. I'm bored!

♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 3 July :: 3.58am
:: Mood: indescribable

Deleted the entry that WAS here.
I'm stronger than that...

♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 2 July :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: disappointed

PlAyEd...
I'm gonna try and keep this short cause I don't feel like writing much. I just saw something that really got me down (like I wasn't down enough already) and I think i'm just gonna give up. There's no use....i'm sick of it.
Onward...I worked today 12-9. It sucked...lol. But only cause I was embarrassed when I did something wrong and I did that a lot until I got the hang of it...after all the other girls got there and Denia (the manager) left, it was cool. They are some awesome chiks. We listen to the radio and eat cool treats....lmbo. They're Sarha (yes, I spelled it right) Rachel and Sonya. I didn't think i'd like the last 2 at first but they are pretty cool. Rachel is very hyper...(oh! I found out that she's John Midkiff's ex-girlfriend!) and Sonya pretty much has that "I'll tell it like it is" attitude, but she is really nice. Sarha is pretty laid back and friendly...we took the trash out today! haha. A guy works there too, Bradley...but I haven't met him yet and I don't work with him any this week. I work Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday...Friday is the only day I gotta work for a long period...(6 hours) but it's cool. I am really tired!!!
After I got outta work I went down to Jungle Glow and talked to Sarah and Corey for a bit then Ben came and we went over to Bob Evans and ate with him. Food was good, but I didn't leave on a good note. All i'm sayin. Well i'm outta here! Goodnight.

♥-Shamarie

amber07

:: 2005 2 July :: 10.33pm
:: Music: Be Somebody--3 Doors Down

It's been a long time!
Well hi everybody! I haven't updated in so long that I'm sure nobody even reads this now but that's okay because I wouldn't read it either!

I think my last entry was in January and nothing has really happened since then! I turned 16 in March and I got my license June 7th! My dad bought me a green Ford Ranger but it's a stick shift and he hasn't had time to teach me yet! Just today he traded his black truck for a little chevy that looks pretty bad! It's automatic and it needs a few things done to it but we're gonna fix it up for me! I think I'm going to paint it pink and I can't wait! It's all so exciting! I still can't believe I got my license!

My brother started racing his motorcycle a couple of weeks ago and my dad bought a dirt bike for himself! He taught me how to ride it and it is the greatest! He's thinking about fixing it up so it's real fast and teaching me how to speed shift so I can race drag strip! I'll probably start next year and I am so excited! My dad and Gregory go to the races like every weekend and we've been a couple of times! It's a bunch of fun to watch and sometimes it's pretty scary! There has been some scary wrecks and last night they had to take a boy out in the ambulance! It's pretty dangerous and that's why I want to race drag strip--because it's easier than racing on a track with all kinds of other people! I'm still kinda scared but it will be tons of fun once I get good at it!

If anybody is crazy enough to read this I'm sorry for boring you with the details of my life but hey it's my journal and you don't have to read it! Amber

:: 2005 1 July :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: [Craig Morgan ... Redneck Yacht Club]

WOW...
Last night was funny...we went out to football practice to serve the boys watermelon, lol. Me & mom had a heck of a time cutting it up...it looked like someone had put it through a grinder when we got done with it, LOL. Oh well, they didn't care. There was a little bit of a war towards the end between Dad, Mark, Luke, Willie & Trent...pretty amusing.
Soooo...i'm very satisfied. I went job hunting today. I put an app. in at Aero then I went down to the food court to put one in and the guy in Big Loafer gave me an interview and pretty much told me I had the job but he had to run it over his wife first, and he would call me. He seemed a little weird though, but he was very nice. EH, I dunno. Well next I went over to Dairy Queen and the manager told me she needed a couple more people to work there, so I filled out the app. and when I gave it to her she talked to us about what was going on there for a little bit and then she's like Um, can you be here at 12 tomorrow and mom said for an interview or what and she's like no, i'm gonna put her to work, she's hired. I was like WOW! haha. SO...she told me to be there at 12 for training until 5 and then after that, I start working and go until 9. I was wayyyy suprised...but i'm so happy! I always wanted to work there, for real. LoL. Yeah, i'm a dork. I hope I can get off on June 8 to go see Craig Morgan at the PCF! I ♥ him! He rocks! I'm going to be soooo flippin tired after tomorrow, but it's worth it. Well i'm outta here! =]

♥-Shamarie

I'm meeting my buddies out on the lake
We're headin out to a special place
We love that just a few folks know
There's no signing up, no monthly dues
Take your johnson, your mercury or your evinrude and fire it up
Meet us out at party cove
Come on in' the waters fine
Just idle on over and toss us a line

Basstrackers, bayliners and a party barge
Strung together like a floating trailer park
Anchored out and gettin loud
All summer long side by side there's five
Houseboat front porches astroturf
Lawn chairs and tiki torches
Regular joes rocking the boat that's us
The redneck yacht club

Bermuda's' flip-flops and a tank top tan
Popped his first top at ten a.m., thats bob
He's our president
We're checking out the girls on the upper deck
Rubbin' in 15 spf, its hot
Everybody's jumpin' in
Later on when the sun goes down
We'll pull out the jar and the old guitar
And pass'em around

Basstrackers, bayliners and a party barge
Strung together like a floating trailer park
Anchored out and gettin loud
All summer long side by side there's five
Houseboat front porches astroturf
Lawn chairs and tiki torches
Regular joes rocking the boat that's us
The redneck yacht club

When the party's over and we're all alone
Well be making waves in a no wake zone

:: 2005 30 June :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: contemplative

Hey y'aaaall! I got home today at about 4...Yesterday, I layed out in the sun/by the pool for like 2 or 3 hours and i got pretty dark. It's awesome! Later that evening we walked down to the river to that little park and saw a skank fight. These fat women were fighting with really skinny men. The girl came running down through there and was like "Rachel, if you take my man i'll f*ck you up!" it went on for a few minutes. Quite interesting, the police came! haha. There was this black guy walking around and I guess he saw the fight, well he had this can of Beer wrapped up in a paper bag and he stopped in front of us and is like "Man, i'm not goin to jail for those damn fools, today's my 43rd birthday and I came down here to get away from the drama at home then I come down here to more drama...you know how people pour a lil rum in their coke and drink it up, well I just come down here with my beer and I have to get messed up in these fools drama, huh-uh" OMG it was sooo funny. I wanted to tell him Happy Birthday...poor guy, lol. After that, we walked down to Fazoli's to eat, so we're up there ordering and mom goes "OMG, Shama...look back" and there is Tony Cavalier and Bill Murray...lmbo. Tony is a lot shorter than I thought, haha he had on a dress shirt and these really dorky lookin suspenders and he was walkin all humped over. I think Bill Murray had on a suit and tie (what a relief I didn't have to see him in the skanky clothes he was wearin in Wal-Mart the last time...lmbo) they musta just got done doing the first at 5 & the 6:00 news cause it was like almost 7. Everyone was talking to them, they were probably like Gosh, leave me the heck alone and let me eat...haha. After that, we walked over to Pullman Square and went to Starbucks, then we stayed at the book store for a lil bit. I haven't done a lot today, i'm watchin The Real World now, I think this season is gonna be good, but Melinda gets on my nerves so bad. She's acts like a big whore. I like Johanna...she is gorgeous! Anyway...it seemed like it was about to storm as we were comin up the road but it never amounted to anything I don't think. Oh yeah...almost forgot, one of our outside dogs that I don't like too well, that chases the cats, chases cars, and leaves the house and runs the roads for days at a time and gets in all kinds of fights (3 point) either got in a fight or got hit by a car. When we got home today he was limping and his face is all cut up and he has like 2 little pieces of fur gone. I feel really bad for him, you know being in pain because I have that soft spot in my ♥ for animals but it's his fault. He always comes home bloody and theres always some stray dog up here that he's fighting with. It's like I told mom, I don't want him to die, I just want him to go somewhere and find a home there and just stop coming back here because it really makes me sad to have to see him all pitiful and hurt. =[ Blah. Yea....so, I have to go out to the school at 7 or something, dad has a "suprise" for the guys on the last day of football practice. And he wants me and mom to help. YAY. not...haha. It would be okay if my guys were gonna be there but they have jobs sooo...lol. Ain't happening. OH yes, by the way i'm VERY confused right now. One part of it has just hit me here in the last day, and then the other part hit me when I got on the internet. Hmmm...a lot of things are running through my mind! Well I gots to get out of here and get ready.

♥-Shamarie

:: 2005 28 June :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: [Mariah Carey ... We Belong Together]

What's goin down people? Not too much here, just got back from cheerleading practice a little bit ago. It was soooo hot outside! Some pretty weird stuff happened there...this place always keeps ya wondering, lol. Anyway, i'm watching 'The Boy In The Plastic Bubble' on TV land. It's kinda sad...lol. The newer version of it is funny but this one...ehh. BLAH. I have to go up to Huntington tonight, blows. I get so depressed when I go places cause I can't check woohu, myspace or livejournal & I can only send limited IMs on AIM cause the phone charges 10 cents for every message. Oh well...maybe if you're special i'll send ya one ;) haha. Naw....I think we're gonna go to Stewarts tonight...i'm hungry, I haven't ate since like 2 and it was just a grilled cheese sandwich, BLAH. Well I gotta be going!
♥-Shamarie

I only think of you,
and it's breakin my heart!

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:: 2005 27 June :: 1.01am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: [Shania Twain ... I Ain't No Quitter]

So...I was in the pool all day today. It was rather enjoyable...lol. I got a tan! I have lines, haha. Maybe a lil bit of a burn? I dunno. I don't know what i'm gonna do tomorrow. I am feeling a lil better now, than I was. So that's good! Eh, well that's all I wanted to update on - and for your viewing enjoyment, here's a couple pictures =]

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:: 2005 26 June :: 1.20am
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: [Dierks Bentley ... Good Things Happen]

Today has been awful. I slept most of the day and cried. I hate it here...I am just really down, I feel depressed about everything. I shoulda went and got in the pool and tried to cheer up but I couldn't. I thought maybe things would get better tonight when people got online and I could talk to my friends, but that sure didn't happen. I guess i'm wearing my "feelings" on my sleeve today cause for some reason alotta people have just ripped em off and stepped on em...but I guess you'll have days like that. Anyway, here are a few pictures from Nashville.

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♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 24 June :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Trace Adkins ... Songs About Me]

I'm Home! *TEARS*

Oh my gosh! I had a blast! I wanna go back!!! AHHH. Let me reminice (sp?) ...we left at 8 as planned. The trip there was a little intresting....haha. Once we got there, they assigned us to our rooms. We got lucky, Me, Sarah, Jenn & Tabi were all together. After everyone got all prettied up, we went down to Applebee's to eat and then left for the Grand Ole Opry. It was awesome...Dierks Bentley is amazingly gorgeous. I got lots of pictures and videos, shhhh! lol. I actually enjoyed George Jones' performance. I didn't think i'd like Aaron Tippin too much either, but I did. Trace also rocked, by the way, lol. We felt sorry for all the older men cause like no one yelled for them so me and Jenn got that done...Porter Wagoner told us to calm down. LMBO. The next day we hadda get up pretty early. We went down, ate breakfast and then went over to the Country Music Hall of Fame which was AwEsOmE I thoroughly enjoyed it. Took lots of pictures and saw lotsa cool memorbilia...after that I think we went to the 'Words to music' thing, and then Jim Foglesong spoke to us. Pretty hard to stay awake, lol. But other than that, it was pretty cool. After that was all over, Angie made us walk (what seemed like a mile) to some retarded museum...I hated it. After that we went to the Hard Rock Cafe. WOAH, now that was crazy. I hated that place at first. All the people working there were loud, they had piercings and were all dressed in black, and I didn't care too much for the food. Then all of a sudden Kevin starts breakin it down singin, then him Dustin & Alan get up on the stage and the TV has them on it, dancing, and soon, everyone in the resturant was up dancing and the music was blasting...well the waiters all get up on this little stage thing, and start dancing to YMCA and such. It turned out to be pretty fun. I got a lil of that recorded...i've never experienced anything like that before, lol. Pretty crazy. Some bum started talking to us outside of there and the manager of the store went up to him and was like 'I'm gonna have to ask you a favor man, don't hang out on our property anymore.' Everyone started clapping but it was sad, lol. Either before or after the Hard Rock, we checked out Studio B. It's famous for being the studio where Elvis recorded most of his songs. We got a tour and I sooo got to play the exact piano that he played =] that whole experience for me was really touching, I don't know, I just felt like crying the whole time I was in there because it's so freaky that someone like him was in that room, breathing (lol) and singing. AHH I dunno, you just have to be there and feel the feeling I felt...I can't explain on here, it makes me sound psycho. HA. That night we went over to the mall. I was proud, I only spent like $50 in two hours! LoL. That mall was the shiot...it was huge. I ��'d it. The next morning sucked. We had a wake up call scheduled but for some reason they didn't call us so, we got up 45 minutes late. Only 1 hour for 4 girls to get ready. That normally takes 2 hours. When we finally left the hotel, we went to The Hermitage. I guess it was a little interesting, but we were there for a really long time. Us Hannan people found this room with a big couch and we all sat in there and talked for awhile. Some extremely interesting conversations went on. Let's just say now I know for sure what tea-cupping is. LMAO. Once we left there we traveled for Vanderbilt University. Honestly I found it quite boring, and I payed no attention. They like for you to have a 32 or 33 on your ACT. Pshhhhh! When we left there we headed on home. Got back around midnight. I was really sad to leave...I met some cool new people and I had a really good time. I can't wait to see where we're going next year =] Today we went over to the mall and I got my pics developed and dad got a bunch of stuff for the pool. I bought a straightener and Dierks Bentley's CD, which by the way kicks major butt. I love every single song on it. Well, i'll end this with stolen surveys and a thought.
That place made me realize a lot of different things. I'm not going to go into it because I don't really want any opinions this time, I want it to be about me, following my dreams. Really, just me, myself & I for once.

♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 20 June :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... You shouldn't kiss me like this]

Here I Come Nashville...And Dierks Bentley! HAHA!
Yeah well just updatin real quick before I leave for Tennessee. I'm really excited about it. I just hope some smooth pimp doesn't ruin it for me. LMAO. Haha. I'm cool. Mom made me get up at noon today, it wasn't pleasant!! I didn't go to bed til like 4 or so. Blah...me needs sleep! Well i'm leaving now because we have to stop at Wal-Mart and get some last minute things then we are staying the night at the Radisson cause my dad has classes up there. I think Jenn is coming up after work and staying the night. That will be a hella lot easier being 5 minutes away than 45 minutes away. I won't have to get up as early tommorow morning. Wow...yeah having to be there at 8am is gonna suck! I hope I packed everything I need! Ehhh, that always frustrates and worries me. Well I gotta go cause mom wants me off here and out the door. Look for an update this weekend!

BTW: Cody, you get ta feeling better, I hope it's nothing serious. I'm sure it's not!!! =]

♥-Shamarie

:: 2005 19 June :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [Pussycat Dollz ... Don't Cha]

Happy Fathers Day!
I don't know if any fathers read this but...I hope you're all having a great day =] I didn't wake up til like 2. HA. Mom & Dad have been working on the pool for the past 3 or 4 days, and it is almost half-way filled up. It'll be done filling up tommorow morning. That means I can get in it when I get back from TN! YAY! Anyone who wants to come over and swim, can...anyday, cause it gets boring around here! Just call...lol. Hmmm. Dinner is in the process, we're having Steak, Baked Potatoes, Veggies, and Bread ALL cooked on the grill. YUM. HaHa, i'm excited. Steaks the best. Sarah & I were gonna go to the tanning bed today but that's not gonna happen =[ Blah. I need a tan bad. Mom got burnt today sitting outside, for like an hour or 2, but I don't know if I could stand to sit in the sun that long. Oh well. I'm kinda ticked off about ~~something someone told me~~ but I can't go into details on here. We all know how that is...maybe I should make this friends only, but then a few people who I want to read it, can't. Blah...oh well. I'm outta here!
♥-Shamarie

:: 2005 18 June :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: lazy

I guess the reason we cherish memories so much is because they're the only thing in life that can't be changed.

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♥~Shamarie

:: 2005 18 June :: 1.56am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Eminem ... Ass Like That]

Nice Evening!
So I went to Wal-Mart, Bob Evan's and Goody's tonight/yesterday, whatever the crap you wanna call it.
I got a bunch of stuff in Wal-Mart to take with me on the trip next week. Got some snacks for me & anyone who's hungry...before I bought them I should've checked to see if they would produce a rancid smell once digested and released. LOL. Ehum...BEN! HaHa. Let's see, I got a haircut tonight. It looks cute, hopefully I can fix it like she did. It's layered and she thinned it out a little, took off an inch or so. After my haircut I went over to Bob's to eat. Carl & John talked to me constantly...Ben was there too but he was too "busy" to acknowledge me. Oh well... John was like SHAMA! work here! So he gave me an application. I filled it out, I think i'm gonna turn it in. If so, i'll get that done Monday. We had to go back to Wal-Mart after we ate, and when we left there, we stopped at Goody's and I had to get a shirt to go with my new capris...yeah I didn't have them with me so, I get the shirt home and it doesn't really match. The color is so hard to explain, it's like a rusty rose color. I dunno...haha. On the way home we had to stop at Go Mart and get gas and I saw Lukas =[ he is leaving to go back home on Sunday. I'm really gonna miss him, he could get on my nerves so bad but his intentions were good. He just don't wanna go back to Denmark...I guess things are pretty rough over there for him. He hugged me and was like "This is it" I almost cried when I got back in the car...but I didn't. GOOD. I started laying some of my stuff out to pack when I got home. Better to start now than to wait until the day before. I may be going to my Grandma's tommorow, and I think I have a tanning appointment sometime in the evening. For now i'm gonna get out of here...finish talking, and head to bed. OH yeah...FYI: I got some things off my chest...I feel a lil bit better. =] But, CONFUSED is still the word.
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 17 June :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... As Good As I Once Was]

Quiz that I stole from Miss Tabi!

>>Basics<<
>Name: Shamarie
>Gender: Female
>Age: 16
>Location: A-Town
>Mood: Bored, Lonely, Dorky lol
>Height: 5'3"
>Status: Single
>Job: Unemployed because Old Navy sucks!

>>Love and Crap<<
>Are you single? Yea
>Do you want to be single? Kinda...yeah
>If your single, do you have a crush? Yea I guess so
>Do you think he/she likes you? Yea
>Ever been in love?: Yes
>Ever thought u were in love: Yes
>Your sexuality?: Straight
>Believe in soul mates?: Yep
>You believe in love at first sight?: To some extent

>>Friends<<
>best friend: Jenn & Tabi
>known longest: Summer
>Smartest: Tabi, Jenn & Kevin...I dunno
>Tallest: Dillon
>Shortest: Jessie
>Most Random: Ben
>Weirdest Conversations: Prolly Ben...we talk about weird stuff
>Prettiest: Bobbi
>Hottest: They're all sexy! haha
>Funniest: Ben & Tabi
>All around best: Hmm I dunno!

>>Fill in the blanks<<
>I am ... wet (just got outta the shower)
>I need... a tan
>I can't ... stand heat unless my lying down
>I'm SO ... bored!!!
>I will never ... be a thug...ha I duno
>One thing you should know about me is ... I am obsessed with hot guys
>I wish I had more � intellegence
>One thing I would change about myself is ... I would be prettier in every way

>>>Music<<
>In your CD player: Gavin DeGraw's CD
>Favorite Band: Emerson Drive & Rascal Flatts
>Favorite Type of music: Country
>Favorite song: Keith Urban - Your Everything
>Play any instruments?: Kinda...
>In the school band?: No
>Do you wish you were a band geek?: No
>Do you like to dance? I LOVE to dance

>>Favorites<<
>Color: Pink & Yellow
>Kitchen Utensil: Fork
>Animal: Dogs
>Breath mint: Cinnamon Altoids
>Gum: Big Red
>TV show: Full House, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, American Idol & Drake & Josh
>Radio station: WOW...93.7, 96.1, 97.5, 102.7
>Word: SURE...I say that to anything anyone says, lol
>Number: 8
>Greeting: Hey
>Favorite Food: Thanksgiving Dinner basics
>School Subject: Prolly English cause it involves no math =]
>Thing: Phone or computer

-Gee that was sooo fun. HAHA. Anyway, quick update! I am getting ready to go to town and get my hair cut then we might go to Bob Evans and eat. Not sure...i'll do a real update later!-
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.58am
:: Mood: frustrated

I Need To Talk.
If only I could talk about my personal thoughts on here. This gets really frustrating...because I often have a lot of stuff on my mind that I need to get out there, but I can't.

~~Unfortunately, the one person that I really want to talk to right now doesn't want to listen.~~

I wish I could change that.

:: 2005 16 June :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: [Gavin DeGraw ... Nice To Meet You Anyway ]

OH MYYY GOSH!
Finally home. I was soooo freakin bored the whole time I was there. I did get some new stuff at the mall though <3 Ughghh I am so pissed. There are so many things bothering me. 1. Old Navy can't even call me and tell me I didn't get the job, they send a dumbass postcard. How lame? I wasn't really that excited about it after my second interview anyway. The woman seemed like a real b- oh well. One of these days. & 2. I'm not even gonna mention it. That's how mad/aggravated/bummed it makes me =[ I am so dumb.
Last night (@ the hotel) was crazy. I was tired from swimming all day so I fell asleep at like 11. Well...around midnight, mom comes in the other room and is like SHAMA! WE'VE GOTTA GO! Wake up now...and I am like hearing these buzzers and people making noise and lights flashing and the intercom was saying 'An emergency has been detected, please evacuate the building through the stairs." So everyone was going down the stairs and freaking out and we all went outside...everyone in their PJ's...lol. At that point I was scared to death cause earlier that evening on the news they were like "Can the chemical valley withstand a terrorist attack?" Uggggh! After we stood outside in front of the hotel for like 10 minutes they let everyone go back in. The rumors we heard today is that someone pulled the fire thingy. I dunno...but it was extremely scary, waking up to that. =[
Anyway...cheerleading practice wasn't bad. I hope I make it!! We only have one more practice until tryouts on the 1st. Brenda isn't taking very many girls and there is at least 20 trying out.
We leave for Tennessee on Tuesday. I'm really excited. I wanna get away from WV for awhile...it gets so boring. I'm sick of evvverything! Well, here's a lil survey I stole from Tabi...<3~Bye Bye

A - Age you got your first kiss: 13
B - Band listening to right now: I'm listenin to Gavin DeGraws CD cause I got it yesterday. I LOOOVE him!!!
C - Crush: IIII dunno....?
D - Dad's name: Mike
E - Easiest person to talk to: Jenn
F - Favorite band at the moment: Rascal Flatts & Emerson Drive
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: Hmm prolly worms with the sugary stuff on em
H - Hometown: Ashton
I - Instruments: I played the flute in elem. and I can play a little piano
J - Joke of the Day: Uhh?
K - Kids: I don't have any yet...lol
L - Longest car ride ever: when my Grandma lived in Florida
M - Mom's name: Renae
N - Nicknames: I don't really have any, well there's Shamane thanks to Luke and Ben.
O - Only Child?: Nope, got an older brother
P - Phobias: I think i'm closterphobic (sp?) and arachniphobia for sure
Q - Quote: Never frown because you never know who could be falling in love with your smile. --- I agree Tabi!!!
R - Reason to smile: Right now? Friends, Summertime, Nashville
S - Song you sang last: Gavin DeGraw - I don't want to be
T - Time you woke up today: About 11
U - Unknown fact about me: I let things bother me a lot more than I let on
V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach
W - Worst habits: yup...having those bitchy mood swings
X - X-rays you've had: Chest when I had bronchitis and my mouth everytime I go to the dentist
Y - Yummy food: Chicken, mashed potatoes, alfredo...haha
Z - Zodiac sign: Leo

**EDIT: OMFG!!!! DIERKS BENTLEY IS GOING TO BE AT THE OPRY WHEN WE GO! THIS IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE! LOL! AHHH! I <3 HIM! OK...i'm gonna go celebrate! haha. **

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:: 2005 12 June :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: blah

Crap.
Hello Everyooone! How's it goin? I have slept allll morning...got up around 1. Only reason I got up then is because my contact was irritating my eye so I had to get up and take it out. BLAH. I shouldn't be sleeping in them anyway. Let's see...I think I have ta go up to Charleston to stay again. Tonight until flippin Thursday. Do you know how bad that sucks? Especially since I don't have anyone that can go up there with me. I may not be able to get on the internet while i'm there. I dunno...at least there's a pool n hot tub...and sauna. LoL. Also i'm sure i'll make use of the exercise room =] Who knows. I have to leave up there tommorow at 3 to get down to the mall for my ON interview then I have to go to Cheerleading Practice. I guess after that we're goin back up and then I have to attend Cheer Practice AGAIN the next day. Tabi, you should call tommorow afternoon & let me know you're still going and all that business. Anyway...I have a couple things on my mind...just bothersome things. I really shouldn't be worrying about it. Ehhh. Oh yeah...I just got my report card the other day. I got my first 4.0! yayayay! hehe. I was happy! Oh...HEY! If anyone wants to talk to me while i'm up there you should call my cell, and make me feel loved. lol. I'm gonna go finish watching Pretty In Pink.
<33~Shamarie

EDIT: Keith Urban will be at the West Virginia State Fair on August 16....Cody's birthday. haha =] I wanna go!!!